it's been around a month and me and mattia are

back on good terms and the baby is doing good

"hey valentina i want you to meet someone" mattia said

i got up and went into the living room and seen

a girl

"this is marissa , my personal assistant" he smiled

"oh you must be his sister" she smiled

"no i'm not i'm his-

"marissa is gonna be helping me a lot"

"what do you need a personal assistant for?" i asked

"don't worry about it valentina i'm just gonna go okay? see

you later"

not him calling me valentina and not giving me

a kiss before he leaves

i'm not gonna stress out about anything because of

the baby but the fuck he need a personal assistant for?

if he can have girl friends and act like he doesn't have a

girl friend them i can have guy friends

i got dressed and just started driving around

if he fucks her it's over with

i drove to a cafe and by my fucking surprise

mattia was there with that girl

i didn't wanna start anything so i just went back

home and i trust mattia and all but it's something in

my gut that he's gonna do some dumb shit

after a couple of hours i turned on the bath water and put a bath bomb in it so i could just relax and get my mind off of everything

i heard the door open and it was mattia

"hey baby" he smiled

"so i'm your sister now?"

"val-

"don't val me mattia i've had your back for ever

you almost had me killed because i "broke up" with

you but you can have her?"

"she's just a friend"

"that's what they all say" i rolled my eyes

"look at me" he said

"i'm not in the mood mattia"

"i'm not gonna cheat on you i promise" he said

"why is that your first though about cheating and if you break that promise what's gonna happen"

"i don't want to argue with you right now i said

i'm not going to so fucking listen"

"whatever mattia"

i dried myself off and out on some comfy clothes and

laid on the couch i didn't want to lay in the same bed as

him

i found myself crying because of the dumb hormones

and mattia came out of the room

"what's wrong val" he asked

"nothing it's just hormones that's it" i said

he sat next to me and laid my head on his lap

and played with my hair

"just relax i love you okay? i'm not going to do

anything to hurt you"

his voice always calmed me so i just was sleeping

on his lap