"you're drunk," wendy pushes him off rather harshly, feeling dizziness scuttling within her because of the smell of alcohol and of mostly people that were prancing and dancing around. she hated every sight her attention turns into. if it wasn't the dancing bodies that were grinding on each other, it was the sight of people that were eating each other's faces.

baekhyun interlocks his fingers with her and as much as she hated it and is trying to pull her hand away, she couldn't. she couldn't find an escape when his eyes were only hers and nothing, no one else. she looks away instead, only to feel a sly nudge on her shoulder. she turns to her side to see him handing her a small glass filled with, what seems to be alcohol.

"no, i don't drink," she refused no matter how loud people around them were cheering for her to take a shot.

"do as i say," baekhyun whispers, his lips brushing unto her ear as pulls her by her waist, closer to him.

as for her, if it wasn't because of her sister, she'd be more than willing to give her life up and rather be shot dead than feel so looked down by everyone now. but she kept on pushing herself furthermore than after all of this, she'd be able to see yerim again. and it would finally be the two of them, together, again.

she didn't know what had gotten through her as she grabs the glass and took a shot. but as soon as she consumes the alcohol that felt as if contusing her lungs, her vision became all blurry and everything seems to circle around her. the noises that surrounds her was deafening and laughter echoed. she felt as if falling in deep as she massages her temples and squeeze her eyes shut.

"i- help..." she heaves out one last breath before darkness fully consumes her.

everything feels so heavy. she couldn't breath properly, her eyes felt like closing once more and is persuading her to drift off once more. she felt as if in danger for some reason, she could smell trouble approaching her. she throws her head back, eyebrows furrowing and lips parting as she tightly clenches her fist.

"you're awake?" she looks over to her side, unable to see the person clearly but his voice was familiar. realizing who he was made her furious on the situation she had put herself over even more. she couldn't have drank it, she should have fought him over it. "you drank so much."

she remembered drinking one, only one. but she wouldn't feel this sick if something else hadn't happened or planned. she isn't dumb, she could presume what had happened, but she wasn't sure of it. she wanted to fight and get out of wherever they are, but she doesn't have enough power to do it.

she felt something warm on her thigh and as soon as reality hauls her back, she tried to push his hand away but she was too weak, too weak to fight. she felt as if crumbling into pieces and once more not being worthy of existing in this damn world. she wanted to scream, but nothing came out of her mouth.

"s-st-stop," she stuttered, holding on to a handle. her eyes opened a bit and as soon as she sees streaks of lights and down is the car handle, she felt relieved somehow. she'd rather jump and die, than having herself ruined by this jerk.

"am i obliged to do that?" he chuckles and pulls her back down.

she throws her head back, take one last breath and finally pulled the car handle. she groans in pain, feeling her back hit the road harder than she ever expected. she crumples like a paper, crying in pain as she squeezes her eyes shut, hearing the screeching of wheels and someone shouting. every inch of her body is in pain, and she could only scream. she couldn't ponder on thoughts properly, she couldn't hold on to herself.

she no longer felt like having the chance to get up and fight once again. she felt bad, she was angered of herself, because she might never wake up and come back to yeri like she had always promised her.

but before darkness could fully consume her, she could hear someone's heaving breathing, the loud sirens surrounding the place, and a deep, raspy voice that consoled her quietly;

"everything's going to be okay. hold on, seungwan."