Chapter Fifty Eight- Airplanes

Air planes where made from the fires of hell. I swear they are. How can anyone ride these things? They are like millions of miles in the air, floating I might add...like fricken floating! They hurt your ears and they shake. Sure its air pockets or whatever. AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO SEES THE PROBLEM WITH THESE THINGS???

I just had to breathe. That is the only thing I absolutely had to do. I didn't have to think about how right now I am in the middle of clouds and could die at any moment. I don't have to think about that, but that's all I am thinking about.

Let me remind myself why I am here right now. Well mainly I'm going to be on the set of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows in just a few hours. I also get to see my friends that I have been dying to see! And then there was Tom. As much as I am really irritated by him lately, I am very excited to see him. Maybe this hurting that would never subside would dissolve when I saw him, I hope. Of course he could be even more pissed at me for showing up there unannounced, to him; I could be a real problem for him. I just don't know if I can stand him yelling at me in person. I didn't want to fight. I don't like fighting with him. It's not like I enjoy it or anything.

I looked at my watch that was around my wrist that was resting tensely upon the arm rest. I hadn't removed my death grip from the chair since we took off. I sighed, only thirty more minutes and I would be there.

I smiled to myself. The twins were going to pick me up. I hadn't seen them since way before Tom and I broke up and I was very excited to see them...like you wouldn't believe how much you could miss two red headed dorks.

I laughed at my own thought, causing the lady next to me to look sideways at me. She was a tad rude, having the snotty attire and fancy hair due.

The plane jolted a little bit more and I squealed shutting my eyes tight waiting for a painful death. But with a few seconds it was over and we were back to safe flying. I swear I will never get on another airplane as long as I live.

Half an hour passes very slowly when you are waiting for death. As the ground returned under us, I breathed a sigh of relief.

Quickly walking out of the plane, I felt even more safe and secure. I breathed and smiled walking out to find a lot of people waiting for other people. I searched for two tall redheads, and finally found them. I walked up to them and they smiled.

James-or was it Oliver? One of them was holding a sign that said Cassie and the other held a sign that said Bear. Oh Daniel. I shook my head and jumped on both of them tackling them in huge bear hugs. They chuckled, and bear hugged me back.

"We missed you" They both sang after letting me go. I smiled brightly up at them.

"I missed you guys too" I told them as one of them grabbed my bag and the other wrapped his arm around my shoulders and we started walking out of the crowded airport.

One of them shoved sunglasses up my nose. I hadn't exactly noticed that both of them were wearing sunglasses as well, disguise. "Okay why do I have to have these?" I asked re adjusting them so I could see straight.

"You're noticeable Cas. And paparazzi have reason to believe that you are coming here. They just love you and Tom you know" The other one answered me.

"Why should paparazzi have reason to believe-" I asked, but was cut off by both of them saying "Emma"

"She blabbed it out over the set" One started

"And someone let it slip" The other one finished.

"I still don't see why they would care if I was here, I'm a nobody"

"Not anymore...you're a future Mrs. Felton" One of the said smirking at me, as the other one nudged my side.

"Not officially...and please that's a long way away even if it does happen" I answered rolling my eyes at the both of them.

The both stopped and one of the red heads picked up my left hand "It's not an engagement ring"

"No it's not an engagement ring!" I said shocked as I yanked my hand out of his grasp.

"In the papers it looks like an engagement ring" The other one stated.

I sighed "Well it's not. It's more like a promise ring"

"You wish that you were engaged don't you?" One asked as we started walking again toward the parking garage.

I shrugged "Not really. I want this to work...if we rush into anything it's just going to fall apart. We are on very shaky ground right now...it's actually quite frightening" I stated my thoughts loud and clear.

"Come on Tom loves you, you shouldn't be scared" One of them said smiling sweetly down at me.

I smiled glancing down at my ring "I know he does" then I frowned "But that's what I thought last time"

I could forgive, but I don't think that I could forget.

"So where first?" James asked as he was driving, Oliver in the passenger seat, and me in the back leaning in to the front.

"Well what exactly are my options?" I asked interested.

"We could go by the main set, but they are almost done, although everyone is there. Rupert, Dan, Emma, Tom...etc. Or we could go to the hotel, no one is there though"

"What are they shooting?"

"Chapter thirty-one and thirty-two" Oliver answered

"Ah the Battle of Hogwarts and Elder Wand. Very good chapters. Wait...that means there at Hogwarts."

"Good girl Cassie bear" James chuckled.

"Dan put you up to that didn't he?" I glared.

The shrugged simultaneously "Maybe"

My eyes crinkled in confusion "Wait then why are you two here? You're in those chapters. I mean hell you died" I gestured to James.

"Cassie, Cassie, Cassie" The both tisked. "They don't shoot scenes in order. Technically I'm suppose to die Tuesday I think" James said mentally thinking.

I rolled my eyes "But still you're in the chapters"

"No scenes with us today, geeze" Oliver said overdramatically rolling his eyes.

"So which option?" James asked

"Set obviously" I said in a rather 'duh' tone.

So the set...didn't live up to my expectations. Not that it wasn't incredibly awesome and brilliant. I just assumed that they would be in a huge castle. No, wrong. They are in this massive wear house that has a whole bunch of green screens and set designs. The twins were explaining why there wasn't a castle to be seen, but even though I had asked the question I wasn't listening for my eyes were much to busy tacking in everything that there was to see.

James and Oliver led me to a door. Oliver put a finger to his lips telling me to be quiet as James listened through the metal door, if he even could.

"Okay we are good...there's noise" James announced opening the door.

"You see we can't just walk in when they are shooting noise/ distraction reasons" Oliver explained as we entered a very big room that in some parts very much resembled parts of Hogwarts. I mentally slapped myself, this is Hogwarts Cassandra!

"Yeah I understand" I said slowly just to say something, my mind was very preoccupied at the moment.

Both of them laughed at my intake on things. I blinked and glared at them. James came and bent down in front of me as Oliver lifted me onto his back. "Wow, I get a piggy back ride?!" I asked excitedly wrapping my arms around James's neck.

"Full experience" Oliver winked at us, as we started walking somewhere. "Now let's go find everyone"

I smiled as we weaved through multiple people, that scurried everywhere like little ants piling on top of each other. "It gets crowded fast" I commented.

"Like you wouldn't believe" James said, and Oliver rolled his eyes.

"Cassie!!!" I heard someone from behind me. James turned us around and I saw Emma running up to me. I jumped down and ran into her tight embrace.

We both start laughing and giggling as if we were little girls fantasying over some stupid pointless famous boy. Though soon we were not alone in our little fun hugging fest. Dan was soon to follow, very soon, and Rupert joined not long after.

"When did you get here?" Rupert asked

"How are you?" Dan asked

"Why didn't you tell me?!" Emma screeched.

"Wow, one question at a time!" I said holding my hands out hoping to gain some personal space again.

Dan poked his head up over all of us "Where is Tom?...Oh here he comes" His neck retracted back into a normal length.

"No one tell him, I want to see if he notices" I whispered as we all fanned out a little. Dan shook his head ecstatically, loving being in on some secret.

Tom walked by looking bored. His electric blonde hair was slicked back, and stood out dramatically against his sleek black suit that was shined into perfection.

Everyone called out 'heys' as he walked by. He waved a hand quickly blowing everyone off.

My heart sunk a little in disappointment. Was I that normal that he wouldn't even notice that I was there? I thought that we had more of a special connection than that.

But then he stopped mid step his heel not even touching the floor. He back traced his steps slowly as his mouth hung ajar and his eyes looked confused. "Cassie?" He asked

I smiled "Hey Tom"

He wobbly took steps towards me. The tips of his fingers stroked my cheek as if making sure that I was real, not something that he was dreaming or hallucinating. "Cas" He breathed before lifting me off my feet in a bone crushing hug. I laughed and wrapped my arms around his neck.

I placed me down on my toes but barely released me. "What are you doing here?! Why are you here?! How are you here?!" Tom shouted with excitement.

I laughed "That's what I was trying to tell you. The clinic is closed for two weeks"

He smiled guiltily them pulled me close into his chest and tightened his arms around me, having no concern weather he would break me or not.

The rest of the day blurred by, until I finally got the chance to lie down in Tom's room. I had been walking around all day long and had multiple blisters on my once soft feet.

"Tired?" Tom chuckled. He fell to the bed on his stomach, making it jolt, and brushed some of the hair out of my face.

I stared at him as he smiled down at me. "I think we need to talk a little" I whispered, studying his face for any sudden emotion change.

His lips formed a tight line and he didn't look at my eyes, but he still ran his fingers through my hair gently. "What about?" he asked after a moment.

I frowned at him. "Don't act like that"

"Act like what?" He sighed still playing with my curls intently.

I rolled us over, straddling his hips. He brushed my hair behind my ears and stared up at me like I was an angel. I sighed sadly and lightly pressed my forehead to his, closing my eyes. "I'm sorry for getting drunk" I whispered to him, taking the first step.

His hands travelled through my hair down to my hips, resting there peacefully. "I just don't want you to get hurt"

"I know that" I breathed. "I was already hurt though. I didn't want to say goodbye, I just wanted for you to stay and hold me and be there. It seemed like I was fine, until you were not there. I became numb without you there; I wanted something to distract me. That's all" I said my eyes getting a little wet under my closed eye lashes.

He rubbed my sides soothingly "I wish I could be there all the time, but I just can't"

"And I know that I always knew that. I just don't like accepting it" I sighed.

"You're more important than my job" He said after a few moments.

I pulled back a little starring at him curiously "What are you talking about?"

He took a moment before smiling up at me "I just want you to know that"

I smiled a little before I placed my lips on top of his.

I was loving my two week vacation. Although I had gotten in trouble for stupid things, like

1) Distracting Tom [not my fault]

2) Yelling 'no' when the director called cut, causing them to re shoot a couple of scenes [a little my fault]

3) Not wanting to get up at five in the morning [Tom's fault for distracting me all night, with his cute sleep]

4) Kissing Tom, causing them to have to re-do his makeup [his fault for kissing me first]

All in all I was having a fabulous time. I mean why wouldn't I? I was on the set of Harry freakin Potter, being able to be with the man I loved, and most of my friends. What's not to love?

"-So they both wouldn't stop giggling" Dan said smugly leaning in his chair. Rupert and Emma were blushing.

"Awwwww" I said from Tom's lap "Is he a good kisser?" I asked Em.

Toms grip tightened across my waist. "Why would you care?" he asked pretending to glare at me.

"Oh baby I'm sorry I've decided to leave you for Rupert" I patted his head. He growled and attacked my neck with kisses. I laughed.

"Hey what happened to Timber?" Dan asked.

Tom stopped playing around; his eyes growing curious and concerned "Yes what did happen to Timber?"

"You're so cute when you worried" I twisted to kiss his cheek. "Sarah is watching him, no worries"

Tom smiled, and then frowned as my phone rang. I reached for it, but Tom pulled me tighter "Call them back later"

"Geez Tom, she is just going to be gone for a minute" Emma laughed. Tom stuck his tongue out at her.

Once I finally was able to pull out my phone from my pocket. My eyes crinkled in confusion. It was Clay.

I pushed away Tom's arms from my waist and walked off a little bit before answering it on its final ring. "Clay?"

"Cassie I need you to come home today" Clay said softly.

I blinked "What, why?"

"We'll talk about it when you get here" he said calmly.

"I can't just leave. I'm not at home I'm with Tom"

"Your back together with him?!" Clay said shocked and angry.

"Yes" I whispered.

"Well get on a plane and get back here as soon as you can" he sighed.

"Why Clay?"

"It's just important Cassie; please I don't want to have this conversation over the phone, just come back home"

"Clay you're scaring me" I said shakily.

"I'm not meaning to, just come home" he said desperately.

I nodded "okay"

With that he hung up the phone.

I walked slowly back to the group. What could be so important that I would have to leave so soon? Tom wasn't going to like this.

They were all laughing about something. Tom leaned in the chair with his foot on the table, his perfect teeth shinning in the florescent lights.

I kneeled down beside him. He smiled at me, so happy. I didn't want to say these words. I didn't want them to come out of my mouth. It was too hard.

"I have to leave" I whispered. His face fell, and he turned in his chair to look at me closer, all traces of happiness were whipped away and replaced with anger, confusion, curiosity, and hurt.

He took my head in both of his hands, starring in my eyes demandingly "What are you talking about?"

I looked down at the arm rest that separated us, then at the others who didn't seem to notice us anymore. "Clay says that I have to go home, as soon as possible"

"You don't have to listen to him Cas" Tom said and new emotion flooding his features. He was scared.

I looked sadly at him "He's my older brother, and he says that it's important"

"So he is demanding that you go home, and won't even tell you why?" Tom said through his teeth. "He can't just take you away from me, with what little time we already had left-"

I placed my hands over his that were still glued to my head. "This is important. I can feel that something is wrong. I have to go"

He nodded his head slowly.