And what if i lose my self control

What if this bridge breaks and the water drowns everyone

Will it affect the people around me ?

What if all the colorful hues of my personality get replaced

With just blue and grey

It feels like cycle which repeats every time

Yeah , The jealousy fills inside my heart

Yet it's not because of hate

Insecurity and expectations echo inside my mind and every delighted moments goes black

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