Ever since I chose to go to a private high school instead of a public one I've been an outsider. For the first few months a had a friend but then we had an argument and stopped talking. I was a bitch to everyone I must admit, but that's because I was scared. A lot of stuff had happened to me before going to that school and I had made a lot of mistakes. I got into a few arguments with classmates via social media and was called things like slut or bitch. I've even had friends call me things like attention whore. It's been going on for so long I believe what they say, and to stop from thinking of the insults I've started to carve them into my skin. Some people will call me EMO and I've been called that before. And for all you people who think this story has a happy ending I'm sorry to disappoint you. I've also tried to kill myself multiple times. Don't give in to it like I have, I'm just too far gone to stop.