《BULLIED》Story 85
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Some people know me as posiedon2013 on wattpad but no one knows my past. Every since I was a little kid I was bullied. I don't think anyone should be bullied at the young age I was bullied, but it happened anyway. It had all started in kindergarten when no one ever wanted to do anything with me. Then it carried on through out the years.
I had a close cut haircut when I was in elementary and everyday bullies would call me "Humpback head." I was a very emotional kid so I would cry no matter who I was infront of. I was made fun of because I played the clarinet in school for a couple of months.
Bullies would call me squid ward and laugh about how I was the only boy in the clarinet section. People's words affected me so much that I would lay awake in the middle of the night and wonder why I caused it and I would keep rewinding the memory of getting bullied in my mind.
The worst part is my best friend left me to go to the popular crowd. My old friend would torment me and call me nasty names and would have people attack me. My old friend would let his new friends tell lies about me so I would get beat up.
I wanted to be done with life. I wanted to be done with everything and everyone. I cried everyday and the bad thing is that I secretly didn't care. I still yearned for my old friend to become my friend again.
I gave my old Friend so many opportunities to become my friend and they never took any of them. It hurt my core hard. I thought I would end up committing suicide.
I would sometimes cry myself to sleep. I would come home from school exhausted because I was trying to channel school, channel my emotions, and try not to get bullied or talked about at school. I'm not one of those normal people you walk past and don't give a second look, I always get seconds looks and most of them are ugly ones.
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I never understood why people did this to me. I was always doing things for everyone. I never got in trouble at school and I always gave out everything I had and I got bullied in return. I hated myself for so long and everyone. I was so bitter and cold and I would talk about everyone and cuss everyone out and do bad things to people.
But I learned that doing that isn't the way to solve things. The way I solved bullying is to just avoid it. Bullying has lowered my self-worth, self-esteem and confidence. It took me four years 4 build it back up and it was a hard long process, but it happened.
I got help from a private counselor and I asked God to help me and I surrounded my life with all positive things I could get. I looked at life in a new positive outlook and my life completely changed.
I putted everyone opinions behind me and every chance there was something positive happening like a reward at school or at home or even having a sunny day, I would and I still do suck all of it in.
I think the best way to get over bullying is to just surround yourself with positive things and people. It worked for me and I'm only 14. If I can do it at age 13 and I have been bullied my whole entire life, so can you.
Don't give me that bull and say you don't understand because no, your wrong. I understand ever situation of bullying you have ever been in.
This is what I want to say to all those people getting bullied out there reading this.
Suck it up and change your life. You don't have to have all that negativity and bullying in your life. Everyone is smart and unique in their own way. Which means people deal with things differently, but it still doesn't mean you can't find solutions to make your life better.
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Find out what gets you that place where your just vibrating with excitement and where your pores are practically seeping put enjoyment. Use it and always have it handy around the bullies.
Whenever they come you use the thing that excites you. You never ever make eye contact with the bully, but also don't act scared. BE CONFIDENT in yourself and your bully will find out that your a new person. They will know that their little trick and pranks and bullying no longer works on you.
If your feeling scared it's ok. Everyone is scared of something, but there is always a solution to overcoming your fear.
So I leave you guys with that. I hope you found my words of advice helpful. If you have any questions, you can contact me on wattpad as posiedon2013.
I hope everyone can help prevent and stop all the bullying in the world! You may not, but I will and I hope many of you guys will join us in the fight against bullying! #Nomorebullying
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