The bulling started in kindergarten . It wasn't really bullied but it made me really sad. I had this friend but she would always run away from me, and act like it was embarrassing to be seen with me. I don't remember much about it but I remember sitting alone and talking to myself. I was known as "crazy" and "weird".

One day I saw this girl [Wanna Be Friend] with the same Dora Lunchbox as me. (xD Dora) I wanted to become her friends but [Early Bully], her friend, said no, so I spent the full year by myself.

In Grade 2 a new girl moved to my school. Everyone said she was a brat and she got bullied a lot. One day we started talking and we started being friends. I regret becoming friends with her because it stopped me from making so many other friends. When someone asked to play with us she would say, "No, [My Name] is MY friend!" I got really annoyed at that. The next year she moved away.

Because of her, I started Grade 3 with no friends. Then I saw [Wanna Be Friend] was in my class, and [Early Bully] wasn't. We got seated at the same table and immediately became friends. Instead of being [Wanna Be Friend] she became [Bestie].

For a few years the bullying stopped, and I got a new friends [BFF] and [BFF2] Soon [BFF2] started being real bitchy to me and spreading rumours. In Grade 4 she starting slapping me and hitting me during lunch breaks. I never told anyone because I though they would say I was overreacting.

In Grade 5 [Bestie] and me were put into the same class, and [BFF] and [BFF2] got out into the same class. Soon those two starting both being real bitchy to me and [Bestie]. This continued through the full year.

In Grade 6 [Bestie] [BFF] and I got put into the same class. We were al, friends again but that changed when [BFF] moved away. One day the group of cool kids asked to hang out with me and [Bestie]. I though I had found myself a new group of friends. It lasted for a while and the [Leader] started being a bitch and hipocrypt. I decided just to leave the group.

I approached a new group of girls classified as "weird" but to me they were nice. One of them became my new BFF. ([NewBFF]). We were really great friends but then she started turning everyone against me.

[Bestie] stayed in the cool kid group, which is ok, but she started picking on me. One day the cool kid group found some noodles on the ground, they filled them up with dirt, sewage water and bugs. They tried to give it to me and they postponed the bugs at the bottom so you couldn't see them. I would have drunk it if I didn't see the dirt rising.

I wrote to [Bestie] in the secret code asking about the prank. She wrote back that she didn't want to do the prank. I wrote to her asking why she didn't try to stop them. She wrote back "Because they are my friends" Since then I haven't talked to her.

Right now I have no friends who I can trust. I have the group of girls I hang out with but none of them really know me. Please comment how I can make new friends, keep in mind that these are the only groups in our grade, and if we hang out with the lower grades, we get teased. Thanks for spending the time reading this, I know my bullying history isn't as bad as others, but it helps to share.