I wanted to die....I hated my life....

My bullying started in 8th Grade (Now I'm in Eleventh) I was new to the school so I didn't know anyone besides my older sister.I had dark skin as you know dark skinned girls will NEVER FIND LOVE.It didn't BOY1er to me anyways because I was young and naive.As I said I was new to the school;On my first day and met a boy named BOY1.He was really cute and kind.When this girl GIRL1 saw me with BOY1 she flipped.She dragged me to the girls restroom and fought me.I was so weak that I couldn't do anything.She told me that she was going to make my life hell.I cried after that.Then following day I told my mom and dad about the situation.My sister accused me of lying because she was friends with GIRL1.She told my parents lies about me and they believed her.I was grounded for 2 weeks.I excused myself and cried. I cried harder than I had ever.I thought about my life and decided it was best if I stopped talking to BOY1.After that everything went well until.......BOY1 decided to talk to me.I tried stepping away from him but he was so talk he blocked me.GIRL1 was watching us.After he finished talking to me GIRL1 pinched me....She left sores on my body as soon as I thought she was finished I got up she pushed me back down and hit me....Not once.... not twice but multiple times.At one point I thought I was going to die....I have never been through so much pain.After she was finished she locked me in the Janitor's Closet.I hated GIRL1.....The next day I went to school with loads of scars and bruises.I tried to hide them by wearing my hoodie.When I reached the locker room everyone started laughing and pushing me.I screamed for them to stop but they didn't....Finally they stopped and my sister came forward...I smiled at her but as soon as I smiled it went away....She was kicking me numerous times.After she was done everyone started to call me Pig,Nerd,Slut and other hurtful words.I had never at one point hated myself more...They called me ulgy and I believed them.The next 2 days I didn't go to school...I pretended to be sick so I didn't have to...My parents left to visit ny grandparents.So I decided to visit my Facebook page.I posted a few pictures but no-one knew....I received a lot of notifications so I checked them....Shouldn't have...GIRL1 Posted 'If you die the next day....I wouldn't care...I would celebrate and rejoice that the school slut is gone'.I lost it at that point....I began throwing stuff all over my room.I wanted to commit suicide so I ran downstairs to the laundry room.I grabbed the bleach and drank a forkful it made me dizzy but didn't kill me so I grabbed the kitchen knife and stabbed myself.....That was the last thing I remembered before I fell.I woke up in the hospital with tubes in my nostrils and arms.The doctor said I was going to be alright but I had received severe wounds.I asked who was out there he replied the whole school.I asked if I could see them...GIRL1 was the first to get to my room.She apologized for everything and said she was thankful I was awake.

I no longer get bullied but people talk me behind my back.I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!