Ive always been name called. I wasnt cool I barely had anyone. Being called a bitch, disgusting freak, weirdo, ugly, and even fat. Im actually average when it comes to weight. This bully on my bus would pretend to be my friend but when shes with her friends she would call me poor and then shank me with a safety pin or tack. I try to make friends. I want to talk to someone about my situations. I even made a fake Facebook profile so someone would talk to me. The girl I used was pretty. Seeing I stooped that low made me realize this bullying is making me do something I shouldnt be doing. I just need someone to talk to and i try my best to find someone I care about me. People noticed I want someone to talk to. They made things worse and called me an attention whore. I feel like an unattractive person who shouldnt be here anymore.. I would never try to commit suicide but i do try to take the pain away by hurting myself.