well, this is my third post.

i know its not that big of a deal but its hurting me. I'm so sick and tired of FRIEND1 bringing back my past mistakes. except THIS TIME she tells everyone in A F***ING STORY! I didn't know any better and I learned my lesson but she keeps bringing it back up on top of every other f***ing thing i ever did wrong...

she makes me want to run away and die, because all i do is ruin things and hurt people! I ruin peoples lives, I don't even know why exist. I wish I could just disappear or turn into one of my story characters. thats all the dreams i have ever had. like (What I want to be when i grow up things.)

but she keeps making it more and more tempting to run away. She doesn't stop... She was my BEST FRIEND too.

- TajaTyler5