Hi, I'm the person who wrote submission #649 and quite a bit has happened recently, so I just need to get it all off my chest.

So, as I said before, there were the 2 guys that I met who are the best thing that ever happened to me. Well I recently found out that one of them self harms. He didn't tell me, though. He told the other guy and HE told me. I've been trying to contact him for days now, and he won't respond to anyone. I want to do something to help him get through it, but I can't and it makes me feel so helpless...

But that's not all. I'll just start by saying that I have a square jawline and a fat face. I get called "chipmunk" and I get teased about it all the time. I know that this is primary school stuff, but it hurts. And what's more, my best friend joins in. In fact, she teases me the most and it destroys me. I've been trying to avoid self harm but I just can't stand it anymore and it's starting to become the only option....

If anyone has any ideas about how I can stop this, please comment. I can't take this much longer and I need emotional support and I don't seem to be getting it...