It all started in 5th grade and ended in 5th grade. I was lonely, no friends. I felt like all the girls were talking about me behind my back, I knew they were. I know they called me, ugly, nerd, idiot, and more. Yet this was all behind my back. That was reason, I started to become more boyish. I was able to make some friends, but I felt they were fake. I still felt lonely. I was left out more, my grades went down, my teachers hated me, and I felt depressed. I never told ld anyone this before because I didn't feel like it. It was like one noticed that I was depressed and they didn't care. 5th grade and the bullying ended, but my depression just got worse. My grades went to C and Fs. I started to think about sucide because I knew I was a social outcast and no one would notice me if I was gone. I attempted sucide, but I gave up. Maybe this is why I'm against bullying so much, because my heart shattered into pieces and it was never fixed.