Hi! My name is Orian, but my nickname is Ry. Ok so my bullying expierences started when I was about 5-6 years old somewhere around their I was always getting beat up made to feel like shit and I couldn't understand why. Teenagers adults kids ect made fun of me calling me "fat", "barney", "whore", ect. I got made fun of for my personality and all. So I eventually moved into apartment complex and I lived their for 6-8 months. My uncle died in his sleep and than everything starts to go back down hill.

I than moved in with my grandmother and than after 6 months of living with her, my mom had a baby. I have 2 sisters their all younger. But than 6th grade started I thought I had the world in the palm of my hands and than I met this girl who I thought was my friend. Her "games", were to make every person she hated feel worthless so I stopped being her friend and she made my life hell after that and I thought of suicide more than ever, and I cut my arms just to feel better. I met another girl who was my close friend I guess and we where friends the 6th grade she ended up having a crush on me.

I Still get bullied and I still think of suicide more than ever and I can't stand the way I'm treated I pretty much gave up and still am. In 6th grade my grades dropped from A's and B's to D's and F's. I was very disappointed in my self. But since my bullying expierences I don't want otherd to feel my pain I wanna make this world a better place. Thank you