i was always bullied.. since kinder... it started out harmless.. it was name calling... i mean it bothered me... i could barely speak english so it was hard.(spanish is my first language.) when i moved to a different school it started out ok.. till the fourth grade.. i was bisexual so people called me names like lesbian,weirdo,freak ... i then started hating school...soon in the 5th grade i got tormented by a classmate.. he threw pads at me called me names and beat me up a couple times.. i didn't really like fighting... my mom knew he threw pads at me and then during the 6th grade he already moved. Then i had a new friends and everything was fine..she was actually a fake friend. she made me life hell(excuse my language) she is bisexual also... she always told me who to hang out with and who i shouldn't hang out with.. she acted like she owned me..i got in trouble a lot because of her.. and i didn't do much anyway. she was never happy for me.. if i had good grades she would act like i was bragging...she would act like she would beat me up... lots of my friends drifted away from me.. many times i thought about suicide...im now in the 7th grade... recently she told everyone i was bisexual and now im being bullied by classmates and it made me cry for hours..it made it to the point where i want to quit everything i love and not go to school.. then her brother decides to cuss me out on wattpad and asked why did i destroy her... i often think about suicide...i get bullied to this day.. yet she told everyone they all talk about me. yet she is bisexual and confessed her undying love for me. when i said i like her as a sister figure...to this day i'm still being bullied and now i have anxiety worse than before.. i have been bullied for 8 years now..i told teachers and my parents but they didn't take action on it

how do i even make it to school? i don't want to go to school..should i quit everything i love for my anxiety (naval sea cadets, and cheerleading)? should i just stop fighting my depression and anxiety and let it win?

ADVICE: keep fighting... fight for it don't back down.