Teasing, Name calling, abuse/physical contact.

about 4 years old

Parents, teacher, friends

Parents: Abused me and called me a worthless human being. Friends: called me things like 'bitch' and 'a chicken'. Teacher: hurt me on my forehead for no apparent reason.

Hurt, like I was being used, that I had no place in the world. Everywhere I went was terrible for me- since I moved 5 times in my life.

Yes, my best friend. She would say quotes to me and say things like, "God made us alive for amazing things, he made you concur this and be free afterward."

Yes- I'm currently in a state of depression, and I feel like shit all the time- it sucks. I have considered self-harm, but my parents would abuse me more if I did so I try to stay away from it.

Not exactly. If you consider yourself thinking of way I could kill myself, then yes.

Yes, my parents, because I believed that they cared for me. Best friend, because she was being bullied as well and she was really the only one I could talk to.

About 8 years

Yes, I am getting abused more by my parents.

Only 3 people care for me in my life (Best Friend, Grandma and Papa (Lives in Michigan as I live in Arizona), and since I only have my best friend, I don't have any idea of how to express myself. I pretend to be someone I'm not. I don't have anyone that care for me. How do I get out of depression- I feel like it will never escape my body.

ADVICE:

Stand up for yourself and for others if they are being bullied. Always look for help. I've tried everyone I knew well and asked for help, but if you can't find someone, sometimes, the person you need is right in front of you. Have HOPE: Hold, On, Pain, Ends.

~EmmaAshTheWriter