Okay so this is taking alot but im going to do it. Im ready.

My bullying started when i was 10. It was just before i was going to hit puberty, and obviously my body took on alot of weight, so it would have some 'extra storage' for me to grow taller.

But i didnt understand that, neither did the bullies. They picked on me every day.

Every morning i had to mentally prepare myself for the verbal abuse i got.

It was all waved off by teachers until things got physical and they start pushing me over and hitting me. Teachers still didnt take notice, because i didn't tell them.

So one day i decided things would change. I refused to eat dinner that night, i refused to eat any snacks, i told my mother i was sick.

I said i would only do it once. But then it got more and more often until eventually i was eating one meal every couple days, and not long after i was diagnosed with Anorexia Nervosa.

Then the bullies started to come back stronger, telling me that i need to loose more weight and i shouldnt be eatin at all. They would cringe at me whenever i ate. They would torment me and chase me at recess.

Then the cutting started... and the suicidal thoughts started.

Then i got my weigjt down to 70lbs and i stood at 5'7.

And of course, the bullies started to like take notice. Aswel as my family amd friends.

I told my mother one night after a major break down from me, and i changed schools.

Now I am Sixteen and i have all the cuts and bones sticking out to show the battles Ive been through.

Of course i gave regrets on how.i handled it, but i never have been tbe type of girl to stick up for herself.

If you are being bullied currently, all I can say is you dont know whats happening in the bullies life. Like in my case, one of my bullies parents were splitting up.

I know this because I actually decided i wanted answers on what happened, and now that rhey have growen up they are very more mature and apolegetic.

But of course, no one deserves to be bullied. Tell someone close to you you can trust if you are a victim, your not alone.