I feel embarrassed, insulted. I feel disgusted being bullied all thorough my life. Yes you heard it right. All thorough. I wonder that why people love bullying others? Are they psychopaths? Or they do it even without being aware?

The journey of my bullied life started when I was nine. I was lonely and depressed because my mom spent so much time with her boyfriend. Whenever I went to her to share anything, she called me names. Suspicious, stupid, spineless, brainless creature etc names were given to me.

The next year I flunked in maths which was the result of my long time depression. My mom called me and said that I was nothing but a worthless person who was wasting only money by going to school. She also told me that I should apply massage to those friends feet who got an A in maths. I didn't even know the word 'Bully' then. But I certainly got a hint.

The next year, I was diagnosed with scoliosis, bending of spine. All of my friends started giving me weird looks and were throwing awkward questions. The whole society became more than curious on this. Being shattered, one day my mom threw dishes at me and said that I was 'lame', 'retarded'. I listened and remained silent.

Three years after, when I was an eighth grader, I returned home late. Not intentionally, the road was blocked because of an accident. My mom asked me the reason for being late, I told her the truth. But she didn't believe. She called me a 'SLUT'. I mean, seriously, I'm just late. I cried my heart out and was feeling ashamed and broken.

This year, I found my best friend. She is a real nice person. One day, I found that she was angry at me. I asked her why, but she said nothing. After being ignored by her, I was too much disheartened and cried at the class. She came to console me and made everything alright. But the next day, I figured out that she was literally spreading the news that I cried for her. She was laughing and giggling. I was broken again. She called me 'baby' 'childish' 'kiddo' etc.

So, just please don't play with other's emotion, don't bully them who loves you, trusts you. You never know what you mean to them. Only a smile of yours can make them extremely glad and only an avoidance from you can make them depressed. Don't bully a person if you hate him or her now, just always try to have a happy ending. Life is short. Don't poison it with stupid bullies.