I get bullied by someone in my family ever since she told me I had a pretty singing voice she will call me fat and make fun of my clothing choice because she is trying to get to another member of my family and I got called fat last year by some random kid. Someone different from the two I've mentioned above will tell me to tell this person that I'm getting bullied, and I'm like and what will that do???

The form of bullying was name calling. It started this year after Christmas. I got bullied by my family member. The bully would call me fat, ugly, say I suck, say I have bad clothing choice, and said I looked like a boy. I felt embarrassed and hurt. I felt like dying like my mom. Nothing helped me cope with these with this feelings. I am a state of depression right now I tried cutting myself but it felt weird so I draw on my hand. I have thought about suicide a couple times but I don't have the heart to leave my dad like that; not after my mom. I have told my friends. Because I like attention from people especially the ones I like. This could last forever. I am currently being bullied.