I am bullied. Not as bad as all the other events others have went or are, going through. My name's Danica. I'm 12. I don't get bullied that much if you think about it, but to me it has put a big impact on my life that no one knows about but you. Not even my family. I am a little over weight, but everyone says it's because I'm 5.7 feet tall. I think I'm about 143 pounds, I don't know. I get bullied because of my weight and also cause this dork at my school, Bully1, calls me ugly and says I suckered at hockey and stuff. I have 2 more bullies, Bully2 and Bully3. They are the ones to call me fat. These three verbally hurt me all the time. But mainly they call me fat. That three letter word can hurt a lot.

I was just happily walking to the bus lines, minding my own business when one of my friends comes up beside me while slowly kicking a soccer ball. We talk for a second and I playfully steel the ball from him and kick it away. He childishly wines to me and runs to get his ball. Bully3 comes up to me and asks "Why you so mean, Danica?"He laughs a little. "I'm not, I just kicked my friends ball away cause he was annoying me a bit. He's not mad, so but out!" I defend myself, pointing to my friend who is talking to someone else by now. "You don't need to be mean, you fat bully" He laughs. I think I heard some of his friends laugh, I don't remember. I put my head down the rest of the way to the bus line.

Have you ever self harmed and/or fallen into a state of depression as a result of bullied: I sadly do cut myself now. I'm only 12 and I cut. No one is do. I can't even count how many I have. And I only just started. They're deep but not too deep. I'm scared for when someone might find out. They will probably think I'm crazy. And to add up to the craziness, I also starve myself. My mom has definitely noticed that because she keeps telling me I'm loosening weight. But to me it will never be skinny

How do I get skinny? How do I stop cutting? How do I get people to care?