I was bullied by one of my best friends. She would physically hurt me all the time almost every day. She put me down all the time and it started to feel normal. So I stayed her best friend because it happened so often I almost got used to it. I got so used to it that I started to see nothing wrong with it. When she would hurt me I always thought it was because I deserved it, when she would put me down I thought I deserved it. So I would put myself down I would hurt myself for the stupidest reasons because I thought I deserved it. She taught me to hate myself. So I started to self harm. It went on for a few years and it's so freaking addicting it's still doing on. Her, my depression, and my anxiety just added to my self-hate. My self-hate just lead to self harm. I still hate myself but I think a lot of people do. Sometimes I wish I don't but it's been like this for so long it feels like there's no other way. Just so I don't leave on a bad note I want to share my favorite Bible verse. It has gotten me through a lot. Knowing that our Lord will always be there has got me through a lot. My favorite verse is Philippians 4:13. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Stay strong💜💜