Face the Pain

In order to let go, you need to face the pain.

But how do you face the pain?

"You look like shit"

"That's not a proper way to greet your sister dumbass"

You rub your palms together, it was cold, for it was almost winter and your jacket ain't doing a great job to keep you warm.

"Just stating the truth"

He shrug, putting his coat on the vacant seat beside him, before his bluish green eyes darted on your hands.

"You're glitching"

He stated what made you freeze

That's why you can't feel your fingers

You look at him wide eyes.

"Stop it"

Kai stated, brows frowning

"I can't"

You nervously meet his glaze

"It won't stop"

You stated,

You heard him mumble a curse under his breath before going on to your side.

"Since when?"

He asked

"four months ago"

You stated, sweats running down your forehead as you try to move your hands, gripping into the table only to pass through.

You're in panic

Your brother could clearly see it.

"Why?"

He asked,

and that was enough to tell him what happened, why this was happening to you from the very first place, and he understand. And he was furious, he did told you not to get too attached, knowing your quirk could be pain in the ass that requires a very stable emotion.

"I told you"

He pinch the bridge of his nose in disappointment

"I can't help it okay?! It's not like I choose to fall in love with him"

You scoff at him, rolling your ( eye color) orbs at him

Then your eyes landed on the a couple out side.

Walking hand in hand

Laughing

having fun.

Shindo and Tatami

Then he look back, brown iris setting on your (eye color) ones as they walk past the cafe.

What does it mean to you to face the pain?

To look at him dead in the eyes as he walk with somebody else bye his side

You didn't realize you're breath when they finally disappear out of your sigh.

With your heart painfully pounding in your chest, you look back to your title brother. Only to see him looking back at you

"What'cha looking at deepshit?"

You scoff, rubbing your eyes.

"That's him right?"

He stated

You shrug, hands going on your chest, leaning against the seat as you watch the snow peacefully falling outside.

"Yeah"

"You know that you can always call me right?"

You nod, glaze never tearing away outside.

For you didn't want to see you crying

"Yeah"

You're voice cracked

"Just you know you can always return back to (country name) right?"

You didn't say anything for you already know what your brother was talking about.

Glitch

a quirk that could be of any use depends on user will, its always been a great and powerful quirk

Yet is was like a curse to the user

for it requires being emotionally stable

some generation does succeed

some generation doesn't

but their is one way not to fall into corruption

To face the pain

or

to have a surgery, a surgery that only exist in your clan

a surgery that could remove feelings, and emotion

"meh"

You look at him with tear stained face

a flash of the couple coming into you that made your heart clench.

"I'd rather face the pain of seeing him wit someone"

You smile at him

"than feel nothing at all"

are you?

"Yo?"

"Why do you stop?"

Tatami Nakagame asked her boyfriend who suddenly stop on his tracks as they pass a certain cafe

Yeah, why did he stop after seeing you with someone?