New Start

"I'm moving back to (country name)"

You stated, hands on your pocket as you waited for his reply

You're on your usual secret spot at the back of the main building where everything seems peaceful.

"Woah"

He look at you at his shoulder for he is laying on the grassy ground

It's the last day of your second year

"I mean like"

He twist, he was now facing you

"WOAH, like really woah"

You chuckle at his reaction

"I got a scholarship offer"

You explain with a sigh

"That's great, I mean"

He clear his throat

"That's really really great!"

He beam, eyes becoming glossing as he look away from you.

You made your way on his side, sitting beside him as he look to his side, you look up, admiring the pinkish violet sky that reminds you of certain someone.

"Shindo"

You sigh

"The reason why I started ignoring you"

You have to at least let him know,

before you go

"Because at that time I was so broken seeing you with someone"

You admitted, playing with your fingers

"Like, I really can't let you go at that time."

You didn't notice his shoulder shaking as you continue to talk

"So I thought ignoring you would help me forget about the feelings i have"

You didn't notice him shedding a tear

"It wasn't easy I admit"

You didn't notice him wiping his tears

"But someone helped me to let go"

You smile at him, only to see him looking at you

There was no trace of tears

"And I'm saying this because I finally found my peace and moved on from you"

You said with a chuckle

"I hope I didn't make things awkward after this"

You said rubbing the back of your neck as you finally said what you wanted to say

"Meh, I understand"

He stated

You failed to see how much his knuckles turn white as he grip on the ground, technically the grass

"I guess it was kinda selfish of me asking advice form you at that time. Sorry"

He added, you smile at him

"I'm fine"

You said with a shrug

"I mean if that didn't happened I might still me whipped over you"

You stated with a snicker

A flash of pain can be seen in his eyes

He was quick enough to blink it away

"But i guess in the end we have to let go"

You said with a shrug before standing up

"Oh well, I said what I wanted to say, I have to meet Seiji at the gate"

You said, brushing off the grass and dirt on your skirt as he look down on the ground

You didn't even look at him as you say

"Mind if I get going now?"

He just wave you off,

"Okie! bye bye"

You said with a smile, turning your back at him

Missing how a sob escape his lips.

If you're brave enough to say goodbye, life will reward you with a new hello