#TryingToMakeChangeInHussain

Laying down on the bed with an icepack in my hand and trying to stop my cheek bone bleed I changed the channels and stopped at some news channel showing Hussain on it.

"Famous star hit the poor"

was the slide on the picture of Hussain hitting a man and the two trying to make him back

"ye apni zindagi k sath acha luddo khel raha hai, barbad kar k chorega khud ko"

(He is playing games with his own life, I bet he'll destroy his own life)

I mounted to myself reading the headline when I got a bell on my door

Opening it I found Hussain all in blood and bleeding badly

"Hussain bhai kiya hua tujhay?"

(Hussain bro what happened to you?)

I said holding Hussain when my eyes fell on Siddharth and the other one unknown person back.

"sally tu nay he mara hai mere bhai ko chorunga nahi mai tujhay"

(you bloody I know you hit my brother I'll not leave you)

I said to Siddharth but Hussain hush me up saying that they are friends now well that was awkward.

They all then entered in the room and I dressed Hussain with the first aid kit here. I can't see my own brother bleeding this badly my heart ached at every moment when I was cleaning the blood from hussain's face and dressing that up and unconditionally a tear rolled down to my cheeks which Hussain wiped it.

"Sorry bro"

he said and his face expression shows that he is really sorry but for what

"kis liye?"

(for what?)

I asked unknown why he said this

"tujh pe hanth uthanay k liye"

(for hitting you)

He said seeing the mark at my cheekbone

"maaf karday bhai pata nahi kiya hogaya tha mujhay bhai mai bohot musebaat mai hoon bhai maaf kar day mujhay"

(please forgive me bro, I don't know what happened to me. I am in a great trouble please forgive me)

Hussain said hugging me tight and crying loudly like a little child

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Sitting on one of the couch in room I listened all what Hussain and the unknown person whom I know now is vihaan tell about Amyra and the information Siddharth gave me about Amaya that how they played all to be Hussain back I was confused. Totally confused what to do

But one thing was clear this all happened because of amyra's disorder even she is not at fault herself. But what just make me sadder was about Amaya and Anaya...they both suffered a lot but no one is at fault.

"shehry please mujhay bata day Amaya kahan hai please bhai mai manta hoom mainay galti ki hai Amaya ko talaq di hai par bhai us waqt mahool he aisa tha main Amaya se bohot pyar karta hoon bhai please bataday wo kahan hai, ussay talaq to de di par ab tak ussay uskay haq say mehroom na kar paya mai. Biwi, jab bhi bolta hoon ussay ab tak biwi bolta hoon mai ....main Amaya se mafi mangoonga kuch to haal hoga k hum wapis sath rahain"

(Shehry please tell me where is Amaya please brother I accept that I am at fault that I divorced Amaya but situations were like that at that time I really love Amaya, bro please tell me where is she. i divorced her but I am not able to call anyone else my wife, it's always her. Couldn't give her rights to anyone else, it's still her. I'll ask for forgiveness from Amaya, there must be some way for her to come back to me)

Hussain started begging me to know about amaya's address and as he is not at fault and everything happened because of the disorder I thought that Amaya will understand and corporate.

"Canada...Amaya is in canada. She didn't want mom and dad to disowned you so she suggested me for this"

I said and saw regression in Hussain's eyes

Sitting on the floor he started hitting on his forehead while crying

"mai he bewakof hoon jo apni biwi k pyar ka nahi samjha hamesha ussay pyar ka nataq kiya me... me bohot bara kameena hoon "

(I am so stupid that I couldn't see the love of my wife that I always showed her An Act of Love...I am such a big bastard)

Siddharth came holding Hussain and making him stop hurting himself.

"daikh bhai, ab ye sab kar k kuch faida nahi hoga filhal Canada ja aur Amaya ko samjha kar wapis la tu. Mainay bohot koshish ki k tu jal kar he sahi Amaya ko door na jany day par plan ulta hogaya kaheen na kaheen tumhary talaq mai main bhi zimidaar hoon. Le kar aa usko please takay main maafi mangun us say..layega na?"

(Look brother, now doing all of this won't help so go to her try to explain her and bring her back. I tried very hard to make you jealous so you will stop her from leaving but it went totally wrong so somewhere in there your divorced happened because of me so ring her back so I can say sorry to her. so bring her back... you will right? )

Siddharth tried to make Hussain think positive and suggest him to take Amaya back here and he nodded. And I booked one ticket for Hussain for Canada but one thing was making me confuse which I asked

"agar Hussain Amaya ko lene jaega to Amyra ka kia hoga"

(but hussain if you'll go to maya what will happen to amyra)

I asked all and in return vihan explained me the psychology behind it.

"see shehey bricardia mai the person have a goal to achieve. Humain Amyra ko ehsas karwana hai k ussay abhi goal milla nahe ha, marrying Hussain is just the step closer to it. Agar Amaya wapis ajati hai and will help toh Amyra ko tab bhi uska goal achive karty rehna hoga as Hussain puri tarah se uska nahi hua.but Hussain ko thora thora pyar dikhana hoga ta k hum us ko time to time medications de sakay"

(see shehry when a particular have bricardia they have a goal to achieve. We have to make amyra realize that she didn't achieve her goal yet. Marrying hussain was just a step to it closer. And if Amaya comes back and will help so amyra need to keep trying to get her goal because she will think that hussain is not hers completely. but hussain need to show a little love time to time so that she can take medicains)

"to kia Amyra k medical checkups bhi hongay?"

(So does amyra need medical checkups as well?)

I asked unknown about this bricardia thing well this disorder is new to me

"well main ya koi bhi psychiatrist us k pass nahi ja sakta as this will make his situation worst and she even knew me so mai agar us k samnay gaya so early to Hussain aur us ki around lives ko khatra hai....agar ussay koi theek kar sakta hai to wo hai Hussain."

(Well Not me neither any other psychiatrist can help. Because if she gets a hint of being treated and finds medications near her it can harm different lives around hussain. And since she knew me before as well I can affect her treatment so only hussain can cure her now)

"par main Hussain ko in sab mai...."

(but hussain in these I...)

I was about to say something when hussain intrrupted

"what are you saying shehry. Amyra is our friend I will help her"

with a pause he continued

"Whatever she did was because of her disorder. We should help her when she needs us the most. Don't forget the time when we were at need and she was the one to help us"

I wasn't ready for Hussain to help Amyra but what my younger brother said made me guilty what I was thinking and made me to change my decision.

Packing some clothes to fly to Canada I was continuously thinking about Amaya and Anaya, Siddharth and shehry come with me to my home while vihaan stayed at Sid house as Amyra may create problem if he will be here.

We were packing my stuff when Amyra came knocking, she gazed me to be out for a talk and I did.

"kia baat hai Hussain today was our valima mai wait kar rahi hoon tumhara room mai and you are all enjoying with the boys"

(whats the matter hussain today was our reception I was waiting for you in the room and you are enjoying with the boys)

she asked me and acting frustrated I replied

"han to??? daikho im an actor Amyra kaam hotay hain and ye sub yahan is liye hain to celebrate Sid and mines friendship salon baad dosti hui hai hamari aur waisay bhi meri Canada ki flight hai."

(yes so??? Listen I am an actor and have work and they are here to celebrate mine and siddharths friendship we are rends now after so many years and anyways it's my flight to Canada today)

"Flight us k baray mai to nahi bataya tumnay mujhay"

(Flight you never told me about that)

"to ab jaan gain na. chalo tum so jao 3, 4 din baad miltay hain"

(now you know. Anyways you should sleep now I'll meet you in 2, 3 days)

I said and again moved inside the room locking the door behind me

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Shehry and I were sitting together sipping the coffee which we just made. There was still 3 hours for the flight and I was spending my time here. Going through some channels we were talking to each other when shehry's phone rang.

"afsheen"

He mounted and I understood why she called. She must be informing about Amaya being there safely

"yeah afsheen, what. No no just ask about her to the security... okh okh you sure... okh thanks yaar...if there is some news do tell me and I'll be finding her here bye"

The call soon ended making me to see shehry's tensed features and making my heart to beat fast.

"what happend shehry?" I asked seeing him tensed

"Amaya didn't catches Canada flight"

"What...?" was all I could say getting the biggest shock of my life