(I lost the cover i'm sorry :"()

Getting online on the time I got for an interview, an elderly man appeared at my screen. Seeing him I smiled and salam first what I do always.

"So Ms Amaya... applied for a Canada job, may I ask why?"

he asked me

"Yes Cox I'm shifting to Canada soon so setting up the things before" I replied confidently

"So may I ask why you applied for an assistant job you are educated enough to have a best job here"

"Sir I've never worked anywhere so as being a mother I think I can assist my boss very well like I'm holding my house it's just like a work in home for a home lady"

"Yeah but if you want I can give you my graphic job here its best seeing the degrees you got"

"No I'm happy what I applied for as it has a time limit for job"

I replied and saw the man removing his glasses.

"we'll miss Amaya I'm really very impressed with you but"

the man halfly replied making me a bit happy but his but making me confuse what he will be saying next

"Ms Amaya this job is not for Canada. You have to shift Paris for that. Will you?" the person seeing me through the screen asked me making me all think.

I was planning to work in Canada as I don't want to be a burden on shehry bhai but this offer. It's for Paris which I didn't even thinked. A part of me thinked a little different and alerting me all the time.

What if shehry will get emotional and tell Hussain where he made me go? What if then Hussain took Anaya away? Hussain already have started a new life with Amyra and now there is no such place here for me. If I leave without Anaya I know I won't be able to live without her.

What will happen to me? Where will I go?

"Ms Amaya are you there......"

the person asked me making me out of my thoughts and I saw him thinking may this is what destined for me.

"I'm ready"

was my short reply at that time and as it was my lord who did this all the other problems were automatically solved by him, as I got a Rome, Italy flight at the same time of Canada and the visa thing was sort out for me from the company.

I was in my deep thought thinking the journey from Mumbai to Rome when Anaya made me out of it by pulling some of my hair locks

Rome, here I am in Rome,

Pyar karnay walon ka shehr kaha jata hai issay par mera pyar.... Mera to koi pyar he nahi tha... ek shohar tha jo ab who bhi nahi

(people call it city of lovers but my love.... I didn't even had a lover... just one husband but not even him now)

I think we were only meant to be together not to love each other... and now... now Hussain have his own love....and he left me for that

After the announcement for Paris I seated myself in the aircraft and thought to listen to some music to make my mind a little fresh. Plug-in the earphones I played one English song and rested my head at the back with the soft melody making me relax.

The day we met

Frozen, I held my breath

Right from the start

I knew that I found a home for my

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

The song don't know why make me remember my time with Hussain more and leaving the song half I unplugged my earphones

"ab toh angrezi ganay bhi rulany lagay hain mujhay"

(even English songs are making me cry now)

I mounted to myself and shifted my entire gaze to my little baby who was continuously trying to eat her plastic duck.

The 30 minutes flight just ended and I stand by the moving machine waiting for my bag when one man sitting on that machine came to my view. He was all in a yoga style, the moment he comes near he winked at me making a kissy face

"kameena kaheenka"

(Dirty Dog)

I mounted

"aur tu kameni"

(And you Dirty Bitch)

He said listening what I said...before he could go in one female police came. Holding him by his wrist she made him stand up out from the machine but before she could scold or anything the man kissed the lady on cheeks and all the people standing out there was shocked.

Not involving in the stupid matter I grabbed my two bags in a trolley and wheeled it out with me. There was a group of people out there with some wooden instruments playing around on which Anaya was enjoying.

Making her stand by her feet and giving her a little support by holding her by hands I made her dance a bit on the rhyming words.

"I got my ticket for the long way 'round

Two bottle whiskey for the way

And I sure would like some sweet company

And I'm leaving tomorrow, what do you say

When I'm gone

When I'm gone

you're gonna miss me when I'm gone

you're gonna miss me by my hair

you're gonna miss me everywhere, oh

you're gonna miss me when I'm gone"

The lady started singing and at the same time my baby showed me a little dance of her while jumping up and down and moving her waist a bit..

"yaaayaaa"

she started saying in her baby tone which I know was singing. Yeah she was trying to sing just like them.

"I've got my ticket for the long way 'round

the one with the prettiest of views

It's got mountains,

it's got rivers,

it's got sights to give you shivers

But it sure would be prettier with you

When I'm gone

When I'm gone

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

You're gonna miss me by my hair

You're gonna miss me everywhere, oh

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

When I'm gone

When I'm gone

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

You're gonna miss me by my walk

You're gonna miss me by my talk, oh

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone"

The song's lyrics was a little matched to me but I wasn't listening to it I was just enjoying the time with my cutie. Bending in front of her I also started shaking my shoulders a little and singing the song with the group.... They also leaving the others were now gazing us and as it was like they were singing specially for us.

I was enjoying the time when someone poke me, seeing at my back I got to see the same person who just called me kameni (Bitch). Standing up I replied with a yes and my eyes followed what he was doing

Taking out some quality coins the man handed it to me and said:

"desi lagti hon daikho ye sab kaam tum karo samajh ata hai par is masoom se na karwao..."

(you look desi look it won't bother me if it's you doing it, just don't make this innocent girl dance for coins)

He then gazed my little daughter who is now playing with the group

"yelo aj ka khana tumhara aur iska itnay mai hojaega"

(here take this it will be enough for both of yours meal for today)

he said and left me with the coins there.

"what the........."

(who is this guys who called our Amaya a bitch...Haw?))