James POV:

"Mother,what's wrong with her? No.Lies." James ask her mother with potently tone.

"Nothing is wrong, sweetheart. She just...face something...which is really bad. She will be okay. Just comfort her." My mother say peacefully and gave me a smile. Her smile comfort my bad emotions.

I went upstairs to have a look. I open up the door carefully.

"Alessia." I call her name softly. The moment I comes in, I feel a warm body hugging me tightly. I know is my beloved wife and I did the same thing as she did.

She must be suffer a lot after she coming back but I really curious. How? Why she can come back?

I'm really happy than she come back but...it just...doesn't make any sense.

Fine, I just ask later. Now, I should do is comfort her emotions now and appreciate this wonderful moment. She's back!! That's all I want.

"Hey,love. Are you okay?"I ask her, she shake her head. I hug her up and put her down on the bed. She look pale and weak.

"Lay down with me, James." She move aside and her hand place on her right side just like telling me'lay down here'. I take off my shirt and lay on the bed. She immediately cuddle me as tight as she can. I place my hand on her back and rubbing her back softly to comfort her.

"Tell me. If you feel wants to talk. You know,I will always by your side." Then, I place my lips on her forehead and I feel her heartbeats are going slow, that means she fall asleep. I'm know she is exhausted and same to me.

Alessia POV:

I wake up and realize is already afternoon. Definitely, James left for work. I sit up and I want to take a cold bath to clear my mind. I get up and take his t-shirt, a short pants, underwear and a towel.

I sit in the bathtub with fill of cold water but I doesn't feel cool at all. Cause my brain stuck too much of things. It makes can't think anything. Then, I take a look at my left hand. The poison start to spread. I smile weakly.

Before the poison spreads to my whole body, I still have time to be with James. It might be just a month or a week or sooner but all I have is to be cherish to my every single day, that I'm still haven't lost my mind yet.

I make up my mind with a right decision which I think it was right and correct to James. I rather makes James thinks that I leave him and let him hates me forever than telling him that I'm going to suicide. At least,he won't blame himself because I leave him. Lets make me that I'm the person who should hate with it. This decision will be final.

Shit! Suddenly, my left hand muscle start to contracts hardly. Don't scream out! I use my hand to cover my mouth and I bite my lower lips hardly. Don't yell out!

My eyes open wider and keep taking deep breaths.

I have to get used with the pain! I can't let James discover. Please don't mess up anything.

I get up from the bathtub and wrap myself with towel. The pain and the heat inside my body are collapsing to each other and it's makes me live in hell. They keep breaking me down. I need James. I know he is working but can't help, I need him now!

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On the way to his office....

"Aiden? Did you saw James. I need him now!" I saw Aiden passby.

"He will be in the office but he is having a important with the elders. I don't think is the right time."

"Will be fine!" I left and forward to his office.

I saw his secretary, Gia.

"Luna,....you cannot go inside. There's meeting going on...."

I already push the door and stared at James. I saw Kyle, and many elders. James's eyes wider and met my eyes. I never be such that impulse before. James stand up and speak "Excuse me, give me one minute." He hold my hand and drag me to the lounge. I know he was angry but I just can't control myself.

"What's wrong? Love." I stared at me. He sounds so angry. I gulp.

"I need you....I'm in pain..the heat is killing me..." I say with my biting my teeth hardly. He seems so shocked.

"Just because you can't handle your heat and came here to find me. Alessia, you never be such that impulse before." I know he started to hate me...I let the things go worst. My damn tears keep streaming out from my eyes. I don't want to cry but I just can't handle my emotions. I turn weird.

"Do you understand?? I'm in damn pain...I...." My head starts to spin. The headache suddenly go worst. I lost my strength. He hold on me.

"Love! Love! Are you okay??..Love." he sounds become more anxious but soon I can't hear anything and I lost my conscious and faint on his chest.

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James POV:

I had been keep thinking about Alessia this whole day. Before this morning, I woke up. I realize Alessia haven't wake up yet. She never sleep that late before. She always is the one who wake up first but not today. I think these days the exhaustion are making her weak. I sit up and cleaned up myself. Before I leave, I placed my lip on her forehead and look at her for a moment. I don't know why she still look so pale, and she become more thin. It's makes my heart feel pain. Then,suddenly someone knock the door.

"Alpha,five more minutes. There will be a meeting with the elders." Gia comes in.

"Okay." Gia goes out.

Okay, stop thinking about Alessia. I will figure out soon.

The meeting goes on. The halfway, suddenly I hear Gia voice talking to someone but I keep focusing with my fathers and my uncles what they talking. Suddenly, the door open. Alessia!! I shocked, why Alessia came. She never came and find me before. Oh god!! And she came in, in the wrong timing.

I stand up and speak "Excuse me, give me one minute." I apologize to the elders. I grab her hand and drag her to the lounge.

"What's wrong? Love." I look at her and I'm angry. She shouldn't be such that impulse. She will give bad impression to my family. I don't want them talk about her anything. A single things aslo cannot.

"I need you....I'm in pain..the heat is killing me..." I shock, I swear I really do. Is she my Alessia? She never ask for sex before and why the situation will be like this. It shouldn't be in this moment. This is...ridiculous.

"Just because you can't handle your heat and came here to find me. Alessia, you never be such that impulse before.." I can't tell her that she choose a wrong timing. I'm glad what she is requesting but not now! Suddenly, she start to cry. Oh no!! Her tears is my weakness. I want to hold her.

"Do you understand?? I'm in damn pain...I...." Suddenly, she lost her strength and she seems like wants to faint. I immediately hold her.

"Love! Love! Are you okay??..Love." I keep shaking her, then fainted down and lean on my chest. This is not good!! I immediately carry her as bridal style. Gia comes in.

"What's wrong,Alpha....?" She noticed Alessia fainted down.

"Let me have a look,Alpha." I put Alessia on the sofa. Gia is aslo a top doctor in our pack and I almost forgotten because I'm too panic with it.

"Alpha,...she is...pregnant."

Wait? What?!!!!

"PREGNANT!!!"