Recall:

"Tell me. What's do mother means? No longer an angel? What's do it mean?! Tell me! Please."

James POV:

My voice no longer goes softer till begging. I still holding her hands and her jaw. She just cry. Then, I let go her hands and jaw slowly.

I lean my head on her shoulder. I still got one way to figure out, even is mean to her but I have no idea. I just need to know.

Next moment, I flip her body, I want to see her back. I tear her clothes. I do it really fast to avoid she have enough time to stop me. "NOOOOO!" She yell and struggling.

Her back! Her tattoo! Her tattoo tells everything.

Alessia POV:

~Morning~

When I awake, I already know James went somewhere. That's why I'm awake. I can't faces him. I'm scared to tell him. I don't any courage to all of these.

Then, Grace comes in our room. Grace staring at me for few seconds, looks like she had something to say. Then, she took a deep breath.

"Alessia! You have to tell him. You...just have to. You're gonna to die. The deadline is the moment when your children are born. The children is your persistently urge for your life. Don't you know! If you had to live you must sacrifices your children.

Even you have no idea, what they're now! You....you no longer an angel or a human or anything. Your stomach might be a monster." Grace says.

When I heard Grace said my children are monsters, I go emotionally. They're not monsters, they're my babies, my love ones, my most precious things in the world. I can even give my life to exchange them. I cry loudly and says.

"They aren't monsters!! They're my children. I don't care, I can't...I will not let anyone hurt my babies. No!! Please.."

Next moment, both of us hear someone opens the door. Both of us, hold our breath and scare. Please is not him, I don't want to let him know. Please...

Unfortunately, yes is James. I'm dead. We stared at each other for few minutes. He looks shock and deep angry.

What should I do...

"What the hell in the earth is going on?" James speaks and I know he is do really angry.

"Honey!"

"Shut up! Mother! I want to listen to her." Now what's on my mind is RUN!! RUN AWAY FROM HIM!! I immediately stand up but things can't just go well. Of course, he stop me.

"No, you're not going anywhere. No!" He catch me and push me against the window. I doesn't want to look at him. I'm scared. He use one of his hand to hold both of my hands up and other hand of him holding my jaw and force me to look at him.

"Look at me." He say possessively but no! I'm not going to meet my eyes with his eyes. No! I can't.

"I said LOOK AT ME!" He yell at me. Fine then, he never shout at me before. I at look him and my tears starting to stream out.

"Tell me. What's do mother means? No longer an angel? What's do it mean?! Tell me! Please." I slient myself.

His voice no longer goes softer and sounds like begging. I don't know what to do, I just cry. Then, He let go my hands and jaw slowly.

He lean his head on my shoulder. My walls started to break down, maybe I should tell him. I know I'm torturing him.

Next moment, when I want to talk, he flip my body. HE WANTS TO SEE MY BACK!! I immediately want to stop him but he is just too fast. "NOOOOO!" I yell and struggling. He already tear my clothes.

Now, he knows everything. I took a deep breathe and clench my hand into fists. He slowly let go me and my legs have no more strength to stand up, I bend down and used my hands to cover my face. Can't stop crying, he knows everything now. The room are really quiet and all can be heard is my sobbing voices.

After a few minutes, finally he breaks the slient moment. He grab me up and hug me tightly.

"So, this is what you had pay to her." He cry, I can hear very clearly. He never cry before, Never...in front of me. It makes me cry more louder, I turn back and hug him back. Both of us, just cry to each other.

Why it is so hard to let us together? We are just fall in love to each other and wish we can be together with kids, happiness and stay faithfully to each other forever. Why it is so hard....?

Is happiness for us is just a..... Dream?

Maybe it is just dream.....