I frowned at Xavier's retrieving figure. He just got up and told me he going for a run before I could even say anything and walked away. I tried feeling into our bond and I could sense the fear, anger, confusion and love.

It confused me because I didn't understand why he feels all them emotions. I looked over to xander who was already looking at me. I stood up and walked to him and sat myself on his lap. His arms instantly wrapped around my waist and I snuggled into him.

"i asked softly.

"he said.

"I was cut of by xander.

"He said soflty.

"I was cut if yet again by xander.

"xander said sternly but also softly.

I sighed but nodded. I kissed his cheek and got up to walk out the room. I could feel in the bond xander was not happy about the way I walked out. I always give them a kiss but for whatever reason it's made me so angry as i feel they are keeping something from me and it's really hurting and upsetting when they don't want me to keep secrets yet they keep one from me.

Skylar followed behind me as did aria. I sighed but decided to rant to them when I walked into Skylar bedroom.

"I said tearing up.

"I said sniffling.

The girls listened to me rant out and then gave me a hug.

"Skylar said softly.

I nodded knowing she is right.

"I said with a little giggle.

They laughed and we just talked about anything. However my mind was just mainly on the twins.

It was getting late so I headed to our room and got in the shower. Once I was ready for bed I climbed in but the twins were still not here making me frown.

I decided to try mindlink them.

"I asked. However nothing came out. It was like I was blocked from his mind. I tries finding his feelings in our bond but felt nothing. He put a wall up making me whimper.

I decided to try xander.

"I asked but more like whimpered.

"xander replied making me sigh in relief.

"I asked.

"xander said.

"I was cut off by a growl.

"he growled. I whimpered at the tone he used and cut the link of.

I really don't like them speaking to me like that it hurts. I know he was worried but maybe if skylar went with me we could do it together. Skylar has been secretly training me how to fight and I love it.

I sat on my bed and whimpered. I'm getting really worried about xavier. I just want him to turn up and i want them in bed with me cuddling me like they normally do. We normally cuddle eachother in bed and go to bed at the same time. Yet not one of the twins are here and I really don't like it.

I sighed and layed down. After half an hour I kept tossing and turning. Finally the door opened and in walked xander. I looked at him and whimpered. His head snapped to me and he quickly walked up to me.

"He said softly.

I turned my head away from him with tears in my eyes. He sighed and climbed in next to me and pulled me to his chest. I couldn't help but relax in his embrace. I whimpered also wanting Xavier.

" I asked after a few minutes off silence.

He sighed but answered.

"He said softly kissing my head. I nodded and just as I nodded xavier walked in.

He looked at me and his eyes softened. For whatever reason though he seemed distant.

"I said.

He looked at me as if to say carry on.

"I asked.

He sighed softly.

"he said.

I nodded soflty but there was so much tension in the room I felt as though I was suffocating. I looked down and fiddled with my fingers.

"I more questioned.

I just wanted to leave the bedroom as fast as I could because I hated all the tension. I just want them to tell me whats going on but I know I can't force them to open up.

I got up and was about to quickly leave the room when I felt xavier grab my waist and pull my towards his chest.

I whimpered missing him hold me. I relaxed in his embrace and turned around to face him.

"he said softly kissing my head.

"I said softly.

He sighed but spoke.

"xavier said.

I nodded and touched his cheek.

"I said softly.

They looked at eachother before xavier spoke.

"xavier said.

I nodded for them to continue. Xavier went to open his mouth to say something but xander beat him to it.

"Xander asked bluntly.

My eyes widened in suprise.

"I said with a soft smile.

"I asked sadly.

There eyes widened.

"xavier stuttered out trying to find the right words.

"xander said.

My eyes widened.

"was all I said.