Xander p.o.v.

I woke up to the sun shining brightly in my face making me wince. My instant thoughts came to precious and me missing her. I had the worse sleep I have ever had without her being with me.

I sighed but jumped up when I heard banging on my door. I groaned when I heard my mom telling us to get up as we have a meeting with beta jason and my dad.

I'm saying meeting but its actually just in my fathers room as he can not move from the bed as my mother has put her foot down saying he needs to rest today and no more television.

I got up and got ready for the day. After I was ready I was about to go have some breakfast when my sister walked in.

I looked st her and raised an eyebrow when I noticed her just staring at us. She kept staring still making me growl in frustration.

"I asked in frustration.

"she said before going to have her breakfast.

I frowned and glared at her. However she just ignored me.

"Xavier gritted out.

"Skylar snapped at us making us growl warningly st her.

"My mom shouted suprising us as she never shouts.

"my mom gritted out.

Our eyes softened and we nodded. Its obvious my mom is struggling with all this right now but is trying to act strong and like she is fine for us all.

We all ate breakfast in silence after that. When her finished we headed to my fathers room for our little meeting if what we needed to do. After being told what needs to be done we headed to the pack house to sort it. Luckily it was only a small thing that needed doing. All we had to do was sign a few papers as a couple of our pack members are moving to another pack after finding there mate and some are joining after finding there mate here.

Just as we finished we got a mindlink of our mother.

"she said before cutting the link off.

We looked at eachother and shot up heading towards our house. As we got there we barged in.

We had a talk and I tried to stay calm but I couldn't. She wants a break? I get it we have been distant. That was our fault but it hurt so much.

There is so much she doesn't know. We were going to suprise her with her dream house we talk about nearly every night. It's being built not to far away. We wanted it exactly how she loves it.

I was so angry, hurt and upset with her that I blurted it out and now I feel angry at myself for it.

I understand that she Is upset with us and if this was the other day I would not be happy with her. However I realise that we were distant and hot and cold towards her. We have argued alot. It is mainly my fault I won't lie and now I understand if she really does not want to be with us.

It will hurt. It will hurt like hell. But I understand and I would never force her to be with us. I would beg her and do everything I can to make it right but I won't force her.

When I stormed out all I could feel was anger and guilt. I felt guilty because she is right we barely talk about our baby. I feel guilty for even letting her think that we are losing interest in her and our baby.

I feel anger at myself for letting it go this far. I also feel a small part off anger at her for thinking this though. Not only that but for also not talking to us about how she felt. However I guess we should have picked up on this to.

I growled in frustration and headed to the woods going straight for a run. I needed it.

I walked out the room and all I could feel was sadness, hurt a little anger but also understanding.

If she needs space I will try my hardest to give her that but she will also have to remember she is carrying our pups. In 6 days we find out the gender and I can't wait but will she let us go?

I sighed in frustration at myself for even asking myself that when I know she will let us.

I understand that she is upset and wants space. I understand if she doesnt even want to be with us anymore because when I look back we have been a little cold towards her alot. If she gives us another chance though I will never be cold towards her again.

However one thing I know is that especially while she is pregnant I can not let her go and sleep else where not knowing if she Is safe. Myself and xander will go insane.

I walked downstairs and started heading to the door and shifted before I even got to the Woods, running in my wolf form.

It felt nice to be in my wolf form. I felt I could breathe a little more. I felt a little more calm. I ran for a while before bumping into xander. I looked and noticed he let his wolf take over so I did the same.

They chased rabbits for a while and ran like flash trying to get rid off there own sadness and angry emotions before resting at the lake. We drank some water out the lake before laying down for a short while.

We stayed in silence but knew we needed to be around eachother for a short while. Afterwards we headed back and went straight to the office to see what else needed to be done.