*Chan's POV*

Chan woke up to his body covered in sweat. Annoyed, he kicked off the thick blankets and tried to fall back asleep.

But not long after, he felt them being pulled back up to his hips.

What?

Chan, half asleep, dragged himself up, with his legs still covered by the blankets. He harshly blinked a couple of times before running a hand through his messy, blond hair as he stretched out his arms and turned his head to his side.

He spotted a certain small boy laying with the blankets pulled up all the way to his chin, crouched into fetus position.

Chan smiled and laughed a little.

Cute

But, why was he here? Again. Chan definitely wasn't complaining, this would explain why he woke up in sweat.

The small boy begun to stir and Chan, panicked, threw himself back into sleeping position.

He didn't want the boy to go. He pulled him closer to his body, hoping that the boy would fall back asleep.

He felt the boy tense before he carefully lifted himself out of Chan's arms. Chan sighed and rolled to the other side of the bed, disappointed.

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Chan's roommates had snuck out around midday to break into the campsite next door, saying they had friends from that school. It was now around 4, and Chan had been lazing around for hours, bored out of his mind.

He fell back onto his bed and placed one of his arms underneath his head.

He wanted to see the boy again. His soft, light brown hair that fell perfectly onto his forehead. His cute nose, and his small lips that he had only seen in a frown. His-

Chan's thoughts were suddenly interrupted by the loud, obnoxious voice of his friend.

He sighed as he pulled himself up into sitting position, feet now touching the ground, with his legs off the side of the bed, hands intertwined and in between his thighs.

"Oh hey Chan, this is Bambam and this is Jackson."

Chan's eyes panned to see two boys standing with his friend, sly smiles slapped on both of their like his, peirced faces.

He didn't like the feeling he got off those two, but he brushed it off and greeted them with a manly slap on the back.

"Hey I'm Chan."

"You seem pretty cool Chan, you should come to the party tonight" the thinner looking one suggested.

A party seemed fun.

"Are you guys bringing drinks?" He questioned.

The two boys belted out laughter as if the question was a joke before answering, "of course. "

"When does it start?"

"7"

"I'll be there." Chan answered without a second thought.

The boys smirked and matched eyes with eachother before Chan's friend, who obviously didn't see the look, grabbed a pack of cigarettes from the drawer and walked out with the two boys in tow.

What were they up to?

Frankly, Chan wasn't really interested and didn't really care.

He angled his arm towards the direction of his face to read his stolen, golden watch, noting that he still had plenty of time.

He could get himself ready in a couple of minutes and so, to pass time, he decided to grab a pack of smokes for himself.

Chan walked to the same very draw and pulled out another full packet.

*Hyunjin's POV*

Hyunjin, Seungmin and Felix squished on Jisung's single bed in shock, confusion and anger while he tried to explain everything about Minho.

Hyunjin listened to Jisungs words very tentively, trying to grip an understanding of what was going on, he thought that jisung had always told him everything. Apparently Not.

"Wait, so Minho, our senior, super good looking, and Jisung, a tiny, ugly duckling?" He leaned forward, legs crossed, and held a hand under his chin.

His words earned a death glare from Jisung.

"Say one more thing Hyunjin and I swear to heck-"

"Hey don't be so mean"

Hyunjin turned his head so fast that he was surprised he didn't get whiplash.

Did seungmin just stick up for him?

He tried to hold a straight face as he faced seungmin, who's expression read blank as he looked toward the taken a-back Jisung.

Hyunjin accidentally let out a little giggle after thinking about the small moment again.

Did seungmin really just stick up for him? He thought so. What would this mean? He was so cute and adorable and the way his cute little nose was scrunched as he spoke the magical words.

He was so lost in his own thoughts, that he didn't realise everyone, who were staring at him, including seungmin, who he had been looking at.

"Hyunjin?" Felix questioned, cocking his head to the side.

"Huh? Oh uh haha" he answered as he left his train of thought behind. He moved his arm and sat up properly, finally realising that he had been caught drooling over seungmin.

The three boys went wild with laughter as they watched a very embarrassed Hyunjins cheeks tint light pink.

Jisung rolled over in a laughing fit and fell off the bed, landing smack bang on his face right onto the wooden floorboards.

"A-ah ou-ouch" he managed to choke out, still laughing and holding his stomach.

"Anyway, just be careful with Minho, we don't really know him so I don't know what other advice i can give you" Hyunjin advised, trying to divert attention from himself and his little accident.

"Okay thanks mother." Jisung sarcastically replied while wiping his tears and pulling himself back onto the bed.

The boys talked about Minho and made jokes about Minsung for the rest of the night before Felix left for his own cabin.

Right after Felix left, Jisung announced that he was going to see his boyfriend, and left, not that Hyunjin cared.

But this meant that he and Seungmin were home alone.

This bubbled a strange feeling in the pit of his stomach.

Fear?

No.

Nervousness?

No.

He honestly did not know, nor like the feeling. It made him anxious.

Hyunjin decided to find seungmin. Right now, he just wanted to squish his little body and hold him close.

He walked around the room to finally find seungmin lazily sitting on the couch, a brown bowel of fresh popcorn in hand.

Hyunjin stopped in his tracks to admire the way seungmin sat. His legs spread down the couch, one slightly pulled up, his weight held up by his arm.

He was wearing sweatpants.

And he was shirtless. Hyunjin gulped.

Chan was bored.

Heavy music pounded through his throbbing head as he tried to enjoy his company.

Honestly, he would much rather go for a smoke than be with the brunette, but he also felt like he should try to have fun since he hadn't for a long while.

They danced together for a good 5 minutes before Chan realised that this wasn't working. She seemed to be having lots of fun, but he, wanted to leave.

He stared out the open door, wondering how he could get out of this. Could he possibly just bolt?

It was getting dark outside, if he ran with his hoodie pulled up, he might be able to leave without being recognized. He didn't know anyone from this school anyway.

Eyes set on the door, Chan was about to make a run for it.

Before he saw a certain baby boy.

It looked like he was almost running to- this cabin? Was he joining the party? Chan would stay if he was.

As he got closer, he put his hands over his ears and that's when Chan realised his confused expression.

The boy walked through the door but before he could make eye contact with him, Chan moved his eyes away and started dancing on the brunette even harder. He felt a strong need to see if it would affect the boy in any way. Not that he cared if it did or didn't.

"Channie oppa" He heard the brunette groan.

He was pretty sure he didn't know this girl, why did she know his name? He must've had a one night stand with her before.

A sudden loud voice, barely heard over the booming music, rang through the room and finally, Chan was satisfied.

"YA!!!!! EVERYONE ITS TIME TO LEAVE NOW GET OUT OF MY CABIN!!!!!!"

Chan watched as everyone shuffled out of the tiny door. They seemed upset, but he, was quite happy. He didn't know his baby boy could scream that loud to get what he wanted.

He waited until they were the only two in the room. He kept his eyes on the boy and stayed patient until the boy spotted him.

The boys face portrayed the exact same expression of confusion as earlier, Chan thought it was his time to strike.

"Hi baby boy, did you miss me?"

"W-what. Baby boy?" The boy stuttered and Chan loved the effect his nickname had.

Chan looked the boy up and down, he was wearing an oversized light blue hoodie, with tight black jeans. The boy looked so small and cute, but at the same time, Chan wanted to devour him. He was confused.

He started to take slow steps closer to the boy, the boy backing away from him with every step he took forward.

a wide smirk on his face formed as they reached the back of the wall.

Chan needed to know what the boy was doing in his bed, but he decided that he wanted to toy with him a little bit first. He liked seeing the boy flustered. It was cute.

He leaned over the boy and watched as his shoulders came together and he somehow, managed to make himself smaller.

"I know you want to sleep with me baby boy, but next time" he slowly leaned next to the boys ear, "ask me first." He whispered, voice unintentionally raspy.

He watched as the boy shuddered. Chans smirk widened.

He saw fear in the boys eyes. Yes. This was what he wanted.

He put his arms on either side of the boys head. Holding him like this sparked a warm feeling inside Chan. He wanted him all to himself.

And that's when Chans plan started to backfire.

He wanted to toy with the boy, but all of a sudden, the roles were switched. The boys eyes lured him in and Chan couldn't lose contact, he didnt want to either. He wanted to keep staring into this strangers eyes. Why? He didnt know.

Something about this boy was addicting. Was it his soft lips? Oh his lips. They were beautiful.

Chan wanted to kiss them, but gently, so he wouldn't hurt the small, innocent boy. He wanted to caress them with his own, in a way that wouldn't scare him.

Chan was being pulled by a strong force, closer and closer to the boys lips, he wanted them so bad.

He wondered why the boy wasn't moving away. Did he want the same? Chan didnt care at this point. He was so close.

"Roll call!"

Ughhhhhhh

The two broke eye contact. Why did his annoying voice have to interrupt everything.

Changbin skipped into the cabin, not looking panicked at all, singing his words as if nothing in the world bothered him "Chaaaaan we gotta go now, the rolls boutta be called- oh hey Felix"

"Changbin!!" 'Felix' practically screamed while running into Changbins arms.

"Hey buddy, how's it goin'?" He asked as he ruffled the soft brown hair on Felix's head.

No.

This wasn't right.

Chan wanted to hug Felix, Chan wanted to ruffle his hair.

Why was his straight friend doing this? It would be normal if Changbin was a people person, but he was not.

He shot changbin a look of genuine confusion from across the room, he wasn't this friendly with everyone. Usually if someone hugged him, he would shove them to the ground and probably kick them in the side.

Chan knew this from experience.

Changbin answered his look with a wink.

Oh no.

He knew what that meant. An unfamiliar feeling of fear bubbled in the pit of chans stomach. This had happened once before, he had participated. But this time, he had to stop it.

The single thought set fire through his chest. He couldn't do that. Not to his baby boy.

He couldn't let him get hurt.

How could changbin even think of such a thing?

Chan, never losing eye contact with his friend, stared into his eyes. It was clear that there was no human behind the concealed mask kept neat and tidy.

He had known this for a long time.

But for some reason, it only bothered him now.

As he saw the way changbin held his boy, the fire grew.

How could he even dare to think of doing that!?

That jerk.

Chan clenched and unclenched his fists by his sides.

And suddenly, he lost it.

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Sorry for the boring chapter, Ithis was sort of a filler :/

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