AERA I'm feeling lonely, I'm feeling low, I don't know why but today I'm not feeling well. Did I have a fever?

As I said while hugging tightly and trying to shift into a deep slumber but I couldn't.

I wanted to talk to someone as I kept whining. No one was there to talk to me and you're the only one but you can't able to talk also you're my teddy my AERA and here I'm feeling exhausted.

Agh now I'm exhausted I wanted to go out why he is like that? Why can't I go? Why he didn't allow me to go out?

As I couldn't sleep so I decided to go out of my room and walked away to the living room. It's a huge apartment but what's fun? Nothing? I feel so dead here, so lonely! I and Taehyung won't sleep in one room as we don't share the same room and same bed.

Once he asked me to sleep with him in one bed but I quickly declined the proposal, yeah I know I'm his wife but I didn't remember so I feel a little uncomfortable. He didn't argue nor protest but accepted, he respects it that's more than that's enough for me.

However I find him decent and he's a gentleman cause he doesn't touch me nor does anything, but If he wanted to then he just give peck me on my forehead, cheeks and rarely on lips, I find it more generous.

I sat on the couch with my teddy and whining about my insomnia. It's dark, only light bulbs are on, I feel peaceful but cold breeze hitting against my body.

I should bring my blanket, I feel more comfortable whilst sleeping here. As I came back with my cosy brown blanket I immediately plopped onto a thick soft fur couch it's more soft and comfortable rather than the bed.

I happily closed my eyes to drown into a deep slumber.

It's almost midnight and I heard some noises during my sleep, I ignored the noises. Again I heard the noise but this time little more noise and again I ignored it while whining like a baby. Soon after I heard a loud thud that makes me flinch and when I see I started quivering. Slight sweat started to form onto my shrink.

" Why are you sleeping here?" he calmly asked.

He asked me but he's calm and I know whenever he said something in a calm tone it's an indication that he's really mad.

"Umm mm ... I wanted mmmm to sleep" I stuttered.

Why I always stuttered in front of him. I mentally cursed to myself.

"Why? don't you have your room" He stated calmly?

Again his tone is calm and here I'm waiting for him to blurt out.

"Ummm mmm I'm not able to mmm sleep" I somehow completed.

"Meaning? why can't you sleep?" he asked curiously.

Before I could say something he asked me again.

"Did you take your medicines?" He asked deadly curiously.

Shit .!!! I mentally cursed how can I forget my night pills but I am fed up with taking them!! I don't want to take it!! Still, I need it cause if I didn't then my health won't be stable or I can't able to sleep properly. This Is all cause of that pathetic accident.

No!! I said in a low voice while gazing to my feet, I know he would be blasted out.

"What?" I was silent, didn't dare to utter a word.

Then he all of a sudden he held my wrist harshly and dragged me to my room. I was struggling to maintain pace with him as his very fast so I couldn't able to maintain along with my heart was beating so fast even he can also listen.

After entering, He harshly pulled the side table drawer and quickly gave it to me to eat with water.

"Come on swallow it fast." He lowly growled.

I quickly swallow it, I'm still quivering and he can observe it but ignore it. I started to feel a little bit relaxed.!!