She didn't suffer in silence

but she also didn't suffer out loud,

she suffered on her own with very little guidance

what direction is she supposed to go in now?

she's not perfection, she's riddled with flaws and insecurities.

but she doesn't want your pity, so don't feel bad for her

don't say

"aw I'm so sorry."

because she's sorry too, that you have to deal with her.

She doesn't feel good about herself

That's why she starves

and overeats,

Just to puke it up.

And why she'll never be good enough

no matter how hard she tries.

she has a fucked up brain behind those ocean eyes,

She repulses me.

I wish I could punch her,

But if I did

I'd break the mirror.