So you want to know about me? That's kind of intriguing, but understandable. Where should I start? The beginning? Must one always start from the beginning or can they go backwards in the story? Well, that's what's interesting about story telling, you can start from wherever you want.

Anyways, back to the original question. You want to know about me? Well, what specifically? I'm just kidding, let me try explaining. I was born on the 20th of October in the year 2003. I'm from New Mexico and still live their currently. I am of hispanic and native origin.

Now for the personal stuff. Hmm. I'm not sure because I don't really talk about myself to anyone. In person, I hardly share my thoughts.

I honestly don't know what to put here. Let's see... I have seven siblings. Five sisters and two brothers. I am the second youngest.

I'm a lazy person (haha). I'm an ambivert, but I'm more introverted than anything. I'm pretty good at listening, probably not the best though. I'm pretty strange.

Anyway, I grew up with both of my parents. They would fight sometimes, in all honesty. It wasn't just regular yelling, but a bit of hostility. My mother would always threaten to kill him. She would cry though. My father would just leave and wouldn't return until late in the night or early in the morning.

Drugs and alcohol have always been a part of my life. I grew up around them. I never tried them and never plan on it. I don't like seeing others do it either. It's just how I am.

School was strange for me. When I started school, I didn't really know how to act. I wasn't myself for those first few years. I would put up a front in school, and at home. I didn't really know who I was.

One of my ideologies that I have is that everyone else except me deserves better. I would rather have everyone happy and me suffer alone.

Anyway, I've learned quite a few things to get where I am now in life and I'm still learning.

I'm not that special in all honesty. I honestly don't believe in myself either.

I don't know where I'm going in life.

I know happiness lies ahead, but so does pain.