"Fuck."

There I was, sitting in my bathroom, on the floor. I'd fucked up.

What was I gonna do?

Let's go back a bit.

I'd felt like shit the whole night, and that whole outbreak really didn't help that.

I'd felt so nauseous the last few days, so I thought, just in case, that I would take a pregnancy test.

I seriously doubted that anything would come of it.

But it couldn't hurt to take one, right?

Wrong.

I just took a pregnancy test.

I'm pregnant with Feonix's baby.

I'm telling him tonight, wish me luck!

"Hey."

He said nothing.

"I really need to talk to you about something."

Again, nothing.

"Promise you'll be here tonight. It's important."

He was still silent.

"I love you Feonix."

It was silent for a moment longer.

"I love you too Nads."

Thank god for that.

"There's something I need to do. But I'll see you tonight?"

He nodded and I kissed him.

Although now, looking back, I wish I'd have known.

That way I could've told him all of the things I loved about him.

Remembered all those moments we'd shared.

All those laughs we had.

And all those tears we let fall.