I am sitting on the couch with Benedict.

Things have been a little calmer.

I haven't heard anything from Tom since that day before.

Just then Bens phone goes off.

"That's the third time in an hour you have had a phone call" I tell him.

"I know I am sorry but I really need to take it" he says getting up and going into the kitchen".

This better not have anything to do with my birthday. I do not want any surprises. I do not even feel like celebrating it.

I will be 27.

Come to think about it there is quite an age gap between me and ben.

10, almost 11 years.

Age doesn't matter though.

it's only a number.

Just like a birthday isn't anything special all that happens is you get older. I personally do not see the point in having a big celebration for that.

Ben comes back through.

"Who was that?" I ask him.

"Robert" he tells me.

"Robert?, when did you become best mates?" I ask.

" He is just helping me with something".

"And what's that" I ask.

" A surprise" he replies.

"I hate surprises" I sigh.

"You won't hate this one" he smirks.

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"So how many days have I got left did you say mate?" Robert asks Ben.

"3 more days until her birthday" He replies.

" Ok well I am no Gordon Ramsey but I think I can pull this off, all I have left to do is decorate the cake" Robert tells him

" Right and all the food has to get their on time, The guests will all be their at 6pm, I want the food their an hour earlier. oh and I almost forgot, you need the ring".

"Ah yes, thanks" Robert says taking it.

"I hope this all works out for you" he adds.

"I hope so too" Ben smiles.

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2 days later...

"What do you want Rachel?" Tom asks her as she walks into her house.

She looks around shaking her head.

"This place is a mess" She says to him.

'What do you care?" he says.

"Hey!, I am here aren't I. Anyhow I am here to help you".

"I do not see how you can help" he says to her.

"Well I know stupidly your still in love with Sarah and I doubt you will ever get over her, so I am helping you to see whether she truly does love you and if she does she will come back to you, if not then you just have to get on with you life".

"I am listening" he says to her.

"Well You see it is all about getting her jealous, you saw how she was when she caught us that other night".

"You want us to do that again. Are you sure this isn't just for you" he says.

"Let me finish, If were to create a fake 'relationship' it would obviously make her jealous and then we would she whether or not she really wants you".

"Why would you do all this?, I thought you too weren't talking anymore?" he asks her.

" I am not doing it for her. I am doing it for you" she says to him.

"But why you hardly know me".

"Please don't question me, now do you want to do this or not". she asks him.

"I...I guess it is worth a try" he says.

"Great, well we Have a party to get ready for".

"What do you mean?" he asks her confused.

"Tomorrow is Sarah's birthday party, Benedict has organized it, although she doesn't know. All the big names are invited, it doesn't say your not so I do not see why we can not go" Rachel says.

"I...Oh I don't think that's a good ideas" tom say to her,

"Listen tom, do you want to get her back, anyhow we bloody deserve a good night out...and this should be entertaining" she smirks.

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"So we start filming tomorrow?" I ask ben.

"Yes, I know it is on your birthday but you don't mind do you?" Ben asks me.

"No of course not, I do not want to celebrate my birthday anyhow" I say to him.

"Oh I think you do secretly" he smirks.

"No I do not, It just signifies getting older".

"But your only 27, your not old. You should celebrate the good ones before you get too old" he says.

" Well I don't want too, yours is only a month later, why don't we just celebrate that" I say to him.

"This is your first birthday with me" he says.

"Well we can celebrate It at home at night then" I say.

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*TOMS POV*

Can I really go through with this.

I love Sarah but lying like this..it isn't me.

I feel Rachel is doing this a little bit for her no matter how much she says it is all for me.

She has some sort of plan for this party but she won't tell me what it is. If it hurts Sarah in anyway, I will never forgive her. I just hope she knows what she is doing.

She really isn't the same person I met that day at Sarah's place.

How will I face them all happy and together at this party.

I don't want to see her with anyone else, especially him.

I want her to be happy, that's all I want.

But I just wish she could be happy with me...

After all it was me she was with first and she was happy or so I thought so why can she not be happy with me now.

I am still the same person I have always been am in not?