Day two of filming.

I am woke up really early.

It is quite a busy day.

I go out of my trailey at 8 am.

This place looks too quiet.

I go over to the set.

Ben is their with Martin, they are laughing.

I go over to them.

"Morning Love" Ben smiles at me.

"Hi" i reply.

"You ready for day two" Martin asks me.

"yes i am. I am starting to get to know everyone, they are all so kind".

Both Ben and Martin look at each other.

"What?" I ask.

"Oh nothing" Martin says

"No tell me, unless you want me to Amanda about you, Ben and Barbados" i warn him.

"Well their is a rumour going around that Henry Cavil has taken a fancy to you" He says.

"But that's absurd, i do not even know the guy" i say.

"That is exactly what i said" Ben says.

"Of course you would" i say under my breath.

"What" he says.

"You know, just the ideas of me liking anyone else but you seems impossible to you" i say to him.

"If this is about last night, i apologies. I had a little to much to drink" He says.

" Last night was a tiny part of it..I just don't feel like you get that i have moved on, i mean i thought you were happy with your new girlfriend" i say.

" I guess we weren't meant to be so she left. But could we not discuss this in public" He says.

"Oh no, it's fine. i find it all quite interesting" Martin grins,

"Thanks for the help" He says to Martin.

" Honestly Ben there is nothing to talk about. I am over you" I say walking away...

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*Ben's POV*

It is like my heart just exploded into a million pieces as she said those words.

I sit back down and sigh.

"Don't think to much about it. She doesn't really mean it" Martin says to me.

"No Martin, i think it may be to late, i have lost her" I say.

" No mate, trust me you haven't. Just give her time" Martin Says.

I have though.

Maybe she just doesn't have any love for me anymore.

I just don't know where it has all gone.

I still have all my love for her.

Does her really have that much of an affect that she can not remember the love, she and i shared.

I miss her so much, her soft hugs, her tender kiss. I miss waking up and seeing her face right beside me, i miss being a proper family. I miss us.

I just wish she would love me again....

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*Sarahs POV*

"Is he an Ex?" Helena asks me as i walk over.

I nod.

"Well he seems nice. His is nice to work with anyway" She says.

I sigh.

"He is nice, so nice and kind. That's the problem. If he was horrible then it would be so much easier" I say.

" Maybe it doesn't need to be easy. Just face whatever it is, that needs facing. It may not seem as bad as it seems" She says.

"You see we have a child together and their is one thing i have been keeping secret from him, for months now" i tell her,

"Do you mind tell me?" She asks.

"Well i have not told anyone but i guess i can tell you. Tom, my daughter and i are all moving away from here" I say.

"But why would you keep that away from him, surely you won't be to far away" She says.

"Actually we bought a house in Australia" I say.

"Australia...the other side of the world. Your scared to tell him because he will probably make up a fuss and beg you not to leave and you do not know if you could handle that because part of you still loves him" She says.

I nod and then sigh.

"It is wrong to keep it from him isn't it?" i say.

"Love, i am not going to judge you. If you think it is right for you then it is right but make sure your decision is better in the long run" She says.

"I have to tell him. He will be affected by this. It is Only fair" I say

"Well you still have an hour before filming" She says.

I look over to Ben, he is still talking to Martin.

Those two are inseparable.

I walk back over to them

"Benedict, i need to talk to you" I say,

"Yes?" He says.

"In Private" I tell him.

He follows me towards the trailer.

"There is something i have been hiding from you" I tell him.

"Oh ok what is it" He asks.

"Please do not get mad, but Tom and i have been planning this for months and after the wedding and honeymoon we are moving" I tell him.

"Moving?, What where?" He asks.

I look right at him, looking into his eyes.

I can not tell him.....

"I....We are....." I can't finish the sentence.

He looks upset.

"Sarah, where are you moving my daughter to?" He says.

"Australia" I sigh.

"Australia!,Australia are you joking?" He says.

"No Ben i am not" I say.

"Your going to go to Australia, just like that. I will never see her" He says.

"Yes you will, she can come see you during the holidays, i promise" I say.

He has tears in his eyes now.

" I won't see her grow up, not properly. Please do not leave" He says taking my hand.

I pull it away.

I am sorry but the arraignments are all sorted. We move 3 months after the wedding" I say pulling my hand away and wiping the tears.

"Please, i beg you" He pleads.

"I really am sorry Ben" I say running away quickly.

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I had to have my make up done again.

Ben was distant with me for the rest of the day.

I feel really bad.

Can i really take his daughter to the other side of the world?....

A/N-OH my Goodness guys!, 50 parts!!!. Thanks for coming along this Journey with me. Love you all!,