Their is practically silence at the breakfast table.

I keep catching Benedicts akward eyes.

"Sarah, could we talk a moment" Laura says.

"Sure in the kitchen" i say standing up.

I wait for my sister to join me.

"Look Sarah, what you saw yesterday, it was a.."

"Mistake?. Well lets make this clear Laura, Your a smart woman, always have been but i will not let you mess either Jeff nor Benedict. Especially Benedict as he is my family, and no one messes with family" I say to her,

"But i am your sister" She says.

"By blood but lately i haven't seen as much of you, i am much closer to Benedict" I say to her,

"I promise you it was a mistake" She tells me.

"Doesn't everyone say that after they are caught?. How do we know thats the truth" I ask her.

"Because soon i will be home again" She says.

"yes to your husband, whom i asume you not going to tell about this" i say to her.

"Of course not, i don't want to ruin my 9 year marriage over some one night stand" She says.

"Well it better be just a one off. Or i will be telling Jeff" i say walking back to the breakfast table.

"Everyting ok Darling?" Tom asks me.

"Yep they are now" i say looking at Benedict.

He won't make eye contact with me.

It better only be a one night stand..I mean thats my married sister!.....

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Rose, Benedict, Tom and i are all going out to a small market town today.

It was just supposed to be three of us but i suggested it was best Ben went with us.

Ben moves next to me as we go into a very small shop.

"About yesterday i.."

"It's fine, i already know" I tell him.

"But i want to explain" he replies.

"Theres no need what you get up too is your own business, just in future make it not with my sister" I say to him.

"Yes, i can not help but feel awkward now though" He says.

I stop him.

"Honestly Ben don't"...

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I am linked arms with Tom looking at different stalls when a young boy runs up to us.

"Are you Loki!" He shouts.

Tom laughs.

"I am" he tells the little boy.

"Can i have your autograph?" the boy asks, pen and paper at the ready.

"Of course, whats you name?" He asks.

"Johnathon" the boy tells him.

" Well Johnathon i have a little son with that name" He tells him.

"Lo-loki's son has my name!" The boy says happily.

He is so cute.

"Yes he does" Tom says finishing the signature.

The boy looks at it happily before running back to his mother.

"What a sweet little boy" i smile.

"He was wasn't he" Tom smiles back.

Soon others are surronding us, asking for Tom's signature.

Which is why i am surprised when a girl, maybe 14, 15 at the latest 16 asks for mine.

"You want my signature?" I ask her.

"Yes!, your the new Sarah Hiddleston!" She says.

"You know who i am?" i ask her.

"Yes, i just saw the trailer for you new film, with Benedict Cumberbatch".

Suddenly she spots him too.

"Omg your all here!" She says.

"Yes were are all friends you see, so we decided to go on a holiday before Tom and i move to Australia" I tell her.

Her smile drops.

"Your moving to Australia!?" She asks.

"Yes but keep that between me and you" I tell her.

"But-But i will never meet you in person again if you live in Australia!. I am like you biggest fan" She complains.

"There is always the premier...Look, if you give me your name, i will get you into the london premier" I tell her.

"Oh my god really!" she squeels.

"Yes really, i have never had a fan come up to me like this before. As long as you promise to behave i will get you into it as a friend of mine, just don't let to many people know, don't want people to think i have favorites" i wink.

"Oh thank you Sarah, my name is Caroline Smith" She tells me.

"Well Caroline, i will see you at the Premier" I say smiling.

--

After about an hour we manage to get away from the crowds.

We get ourselves into a friendly looking pub.

It serves bar lunches.

I haven't had a proper bar lunch in ages.

"So where exactly is it that your going to in Australia?" Rose asks us as we wait for our meals.

"Sydney. We thought it was best for our careers to not go to rural" Tom tells her.

Rose nods.

"That reminds me, we still need to come to an agreement on Isabella" Benedict says.

"You get her on Holidays" I tell him.

"Only holidays?" He says.

"I am not going to take her out of school" i say.

He sighs.

"I guess holidays are better than nothing" He says.

I am so glad that Ben did not go to court over Isa, I would not have dealt well with it.

Just then the waitors come over with our meal.

Before leaving one of them speaks.

"It's a pleasure to have such stars come to our establishment".

We all smile but don't say anything.

Sometimes we wish we could not be recognised....

"Well i feel like the odd one out her.." Rose says

"What do you mean?" i ask her.

"Well you guys are all film stars, and i am just me, a small business woman, i feel like you should be around more important people" She says.

"Oh don't be stupid..your not just anyone, your family. You and Eric" I tell her.

Tom pats my hand.

" I know you will be a good mum to him when i am gone" Rose smiles.

"Oh i won't be his mum, he shall always be reminded who she was, but i promise to treasure him as i would all my own children" i say to her.

" You really are one of those few amazing people" She says to me....

A/N- First update of the day, 1 or two more to come. While you wait, why don't you check out my latest Authors note post, its a Fabulous Competition :D