I wake up with a pounding headache.

Those screaming people really get to you head.

Tom should be back in a few hours.

It has been ages since we were last properly apart and i do miss him.

Suddenly there's a knock on the door.

I go to answer it.

It Rachel.

"Hello?" I say

"I have something to tell you" She says.

"OK, sure come in" i say as she walks in.

I close the door and follow her.

"I was with the Police yesterday when you were at the Premier, they found a body"

I gasp, "Oh my god. It isn't Tom is it" I ask.

"No of course not it's not Tom"

I have not seen Robert in ages.

"Please tell me it is not Robert either?" I interupt.

"No, no it's him either, It's Damon" She says.

"Damon?....He's dead" I say.

She nods.

"Why did you come to tell me this" I ask her.

"Well isn't it obvious, you had history. You loved eachother once" She says.

"Yes, a long time ago. I could not care less for him now. It's sad and all that he died but i feel no emotion" I tell her.

"Are you sure, you can if you want to" She says.

"I don't want to, i think it is best you leave, Tom's going to be home soon, i need to feed the kids anyhow" I say.

"Ok, yeah sure" She says

"Call me, if you need me" She adds.

I nod and close the door behind her.

I am shocked that Damon is dead, and i feel sorry for his dad, if it wasn't him that killed him but i don't actually feel sad for him dying...is that bad.

I go upstairs and get the triplets.

As i begin feeding them i hear the door downstairs open.

"Tom?" I shout.

"Hi darling" He replies.

I put the triplets all back in the cots and run downstairs to him.

I hug him putting my arms round his neck.

"Happy to see me?" He laughs.

"You bet" I say kissing him.

"How has everyone been?" He asks me putting his suitcase down.

"The triplets are doing greatly, Isa has been at Benedicts mums house this week, so it has been quite peaceful" I tell him.

"And the premier?" He asks.

" I don't even know why i was worried. It was amazing" I tell him.

He puts his arm round my shoulders.

"Didn't i tell you, you would do greatly Mrs Hiddleston" He grins.

"You certainly did Mr Hiddleston" I grin back.

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I know people must thing we are going to cancel it all together with all the change but we have decided to move things forward again and we are going to our home in Australia in a week.

"Do you want to keep this?" I ask Tom holding up a lamp.

"Anything that you don't want or that isn't sentimental just give away to charity. We can get a lot of new stuff in Australia" He says.

After getting everything i want to take sorted, there are mant boxes going to the Charity store near us.

I cart them all into the car.

It fills the whole back of the car.

I arrive at the Charity store and when i walk in the woman gasps.

"Mrs Hiddleston what a pleasure to have you in my store" She smiles.

"Hi, i have boxes of houshold items which i don't need anymore" I say to her,

"Oh really, how wonderful, is it a couple of boxes?" She asks.

"Actually there is 8 boxes" I tell her.

"Oh, thats very generous...I know what we could do with all that" She says.

"Oh yeah?" i ask.

"Yes, There are many homes without enough money to buy furniture in these neighbour hoods, we could visit them, give them some, even just basics. Would you mind helping me?" She asks.

"It would be my pleasure" I smile.

" Thank you Mrs Hiddleston, you really do live up to your name" She says.

"What do you mean?" i ask.

" Well everyone talks about how nice and caring you are" She says.

"Really?" i ask her.

"Yes, i have to admit, with celebrities i don't usually believe it but with you, your not like most of them, your true to yourself" She says.

I smile at this.

I have always wanted people to consider me normal,

a nice person.

It is the reason i only do things i think will not make me look bad.

I want people to be able to relate to me.

" Follow me to my car" i say to her.

Just then a catch the glimpse of someone in my eye.

I could not be sure, but it looked a hell of a lot like Damon...but how could it be..He is Dead?...

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