Btw I just like this song and thought it fit the theme of this chapter, but I have never seen the movie it is from

Also trigger warnings like suicide and depression

Sorry if this chapter is bad, I just wanted to write something sad and depressing because I don't think I am in a very good mental state. Anyways just enjoy my writing and don't worry about me I think I'll be fine.

(F/d) = favorite dessert

(F/b) = favorite beverage

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"Hey, Langris"

"What is it (y/n)," the boy in question sighed looking up from his desk filled with papers and pens

"Captain wants us to go on a mission together" you walked up to him and snatched the pen from his hands, in turn, he slapped your hand earning a squeak of surprise.

"Okay when are we going and where? also don't take stuff out of my hands!"

Langris sighed moving some papers around and sitting up from his chair

"We are leaving tomorrow morning" You cheerfully said

"Also I will take stuff from your hand whenever I want!" He just sighed in response knowing full well that you never listen to him anyway

"Okay, It's getting late you should go to bed soon" he grabbed a pile of papers off his desk and moved them over on to a small shelf labeled '(y/n)'.

"Why does that shelf have my name on it?" You walked forward examining all of the papers on it

"That is all paperwork that needs to be done because you broke something" he plopped back in his chair "sometimes I wonder how you got into the golden dawn"

"Yeah I do too," you said leaving his office so he could finish his work in peace

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Morning had rolled around and you and langris were in the courtyard. You were already standing on your broom,

he went and sat on his.

"You shouldn't stand on your broom, I am worried you are going to fall"

"Yeah yeah" you began to rise up with him following close behind

Your (h/c) hair blew in the wind as you flew through the sky, the youngest son of house Vaude couldn't help but to admire your beauty. Your beautiful smile and soft dimples, the way you laughed at the smallest thing, that look in your eye when something has caught your attention. All of these things and many more are what Langris loved about you

"Hey look there's a bakery down there!" He snapped back to reality as he heard your voice" we should stop, we don't need to be there until tonight anyway"

"Are you sure we could just continue?" he said not wanting to make any unnecessary stops on the way to the mission

"I bet they have cherry tarts!" (Y/n) cheered knowing exactly how to get the boy following behind her to give her what she wants.

"Okay fine"

You both flew down and stopped in front of a small bakery, a sweet aroma wafting outside making your mouth water

The door opened with a small jingle as the workers welcomed the two of you in, Langris immediately took of looking at all of the pastries, you stifled your laughter at how childish your superior was being when it came to anything sweet

Most people don't know this but, Langris loves anything sweet. especially cherry tarts which you had to admit were pretty good but you didn't think they were as hood as the vice-captain made them out to be.

He ended up getting three of his favorite pastries and a small carton of chocolate milk, you, on the other hand, got (f/d) as well as (f/b).

Soon you both finished your treats and decided it would be best to get going as to not be late. You both got back on your brooms and began to hover above the ground.

It was back to flying as you stood on your broom without a care in the world and langris sat and watched from behind. His mind began to wonder, no not toward you but towards other things

'I think mother and father wanted me to visit soon, but I don't really feel like it

And Finral if I remember correctly he was supposed to come as well'

'Also when I return to base there is about 40 documents I still need to fill out and a few members I still need to discuss some things with'

"Why is life so stressful" he muttered already getting a headache from everything he needs to do.

"Hey, we are here!" You called out snapping him out of his thoughts

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The mission was pretty easy you just had to stop a planned robbery of a jewelry store, it was taken care of faster than expected and now you and langris had some free time on your hands

You planned on walking down to the beach and sleeping, yup a pretty solid plan

Langris was going to walk down to the beach with you and take a walk.

You both walked down to the beach the sun blazing down on the two of you, you were wearing shorts and a tank top along with your golden dawn robe.

Langris wore jeans and a T-shirt as well as his golden dawn robe.

Admittedly his choice of clothing was not the best for this weather but he would never actually say that out loud.

You had found a nice spot on the beach and went to lay down, the sun felt nice. It did burn but it was welcome none the less.

Langris had wandered off and was pacing around taking in the scenery, he was alone with his thoughts which everyone knows is never good

He eventually came upon a cliff that overlooked the ocean 'what if I jumped, would anyone care?' He thought

'This would be a perfect opportunity I wouldn't have to deal with any stress and could finally feel free'

There were few things that brought Langris joy, you happen to be one of those things. The other things are surpassing his brother and cherry tarts. Neither of which were anywhere close to how much joy you brought him though.

He stepped toward the ledge and sat down, the waves crashed against the jagged rocks that lined the base of the cliff. Everything was calm and tranquil The only noises were the wind howling as it brushed through Langris' hair and the occasional plop as a tear fell from his eyes onto his pants.

"I am sorry (y/n). I have decided that there is no point to life only suffering, and sure there are happy moments but they are only temporary and just lead to more pain and stress, " he looked over the edge at the steep drop below before removing his Golden Dawn robe and placing it behind him

His feet left the ground and soon he was falling "Goodbye"

His body collided with the sharp rocks below, all of them piercing his skin and one piercing his skull.

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You awoke from your slumber to find that the sun had set and it was almost pitch black outside, the only light came from the moon.

'Where is Langris' you thought, realizing it was weird he had not come and woken you up while scolding you for being irresponsible

"LANGRIS!" You called out trying to figure out where the boy in question went

You paced around for a while until deciding to try and use your magic communicator to contact him.

You took the communicator out of your pocket and flipped it open and waited a few seconds for it to form a connection

"Hm that's strange," you said as you realize the communicator didn't make a connection

You began to walk around the surrounding areas trying to find him.

You looked out into the water and saw a bit of red washing towards the shore.

You thought nothing of it and continued on your search for Langris.

Eventually, you stumbled upon a small cliff that overlooked the water and rocks below. Sitting on the ledge was a Golden Dawn robe.

'This is langris' robe, why is it here?' You thought confused as to why it was just laying out in the open.

You look over the edge and you see something, your heart drops, and your mind begins to race, you walked down to the bottom of the cliff all you can see is red in the water

You look around the scene and you see a black boot floating near the surface of the water

'Those are the shoes langris was wearing'

"Wait d-did he jump" you stuttered out as you came to the only logical conclusion based on what you just saw

"H-he would never!"

"But what if he did"

Your heart pounded and tears threatened to spill from your eyes.

You lost your balance and fell to the ground in shock

"Why?" You asked yourself over and over again trying to come to a logical conclusion

"What do I do now"

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This is absolute trash but thank you for reading it anyways

I am sorry for giving you such crappy content that no one asked for but Idk I just wrote this