"M-mum.. W-what are you doing here?" My voice is so shaky and my breathing isn't working. I want to run away so bad but I can't move, I feel as though I would collapse if I did. Yoongi is still standing next to me, probably more confused than shocked. I reach down and I hold his hand. I shake furiously but his warm touch has seem to have calmed me down, if he wasn't here who knows what I would have done. Ran away? Cried? Screamed at her? Jumped out the window?

"Y/n can I speak to you please, it's important" Her voice hasn't changed in the many years I haven't seen her.

I look over to Yoongi. "Do you want me to leave Y/n?" I grip his hand tightly. "No, please stay with with me" He nods his head. "Alright, I'll stay". I walk over to unlock the door avoiding eye contact with her. The three of us sit together on the couch, still I hold Yoongi's hand.

"Is he your boyfriend Y/n?"

"N-no he isn't"

"You two seem close, it's a shame to think you aren't dating"

"Mum stop, what is it you want?"

"Okay sorry. I'll be straight forward then. I'm here to apologise"

I become so angry, furious even. "I think it's a bit fucking late to apologise mum"

"I know and honestly I'm fine if you don't forgive me, I just couldn't live with myself anymore. I need to do this whether you accept it or not"

"Yeah whatever" I sit back and look at Yoongi but even he can't calm me down at the moment.

"Please Y/n, just listen to what I have to say"

"You know what mum? No. I don't want to fucking hear it, never come see me again" I stand up and storm out the door leaving poor Yoongi behind. Tears escaping my eyes, I need to be alone.

"Um I should probably leave" Poor Yoongi sits there awkwardly unsure on what to do.

"No please stay. You seem really close to my daughter, I want to tell you somethings about her please"

"Oh okay, my names Yo-"

"I know who you are. You're Min Yoongi also known as Suga from the word famous K-pop band BTS. It'd be pretty embarrassing if I didn't know who you were"

"Oh, true I guess."

"You know when Y/n was younger she wanted to become a producer like you, she probably wouldn't tell you this but she looked up to you a lot, she's been a fan for a long time. Not only that but she's also extremely talented at guitar, particularly electric. She loves sweets more then she would like to admit. She's also extremely intelligent, I heard she's a teacher, right?"

"Yeah she's an English teacher but Is that all you wanted to tell me?"

"No I guess not, I should probably just get into it. Has Y/n talked to you much about her childhood and teenage years?"

"She hasn't mentioned too much, only a few things"

"I'm guessing she talked to you about my husband and I fighting"

"Yeah, only a little though"

"Well that isn't the whole story I guess. When Y/n was younger we were quite a happy family, she was particularly close with her father which I will admit made me jealous. But still we did everything together like normal families would. We went on holidays, played games, had movie nights, we were a normal family. It quickly changed when Y/n started high school. I will admit I blame myself a lot for what happened. I became a drug addict. It caused me to fight with my husband constantly. Every night we would yell, scream hurt each other, break things for no reason. That poor girl had to listen to it every night for about 4 years. In the process she got hurt a lot and ended up in the hospital one time because of it. One night it got really bad to the point where Y/n ran away. She was missing for hours and my husband went to look for her. She eventually came back but he never did. He ran away, he got tired of it all but left his daughter behind with me, a women who wasn't fit to be a mother. She blamed herself a lot. To make it worse I neglected her. There were times where I didn't buy food and the poor girl starved. I used to go weeks without talking to her. I was a horrible mother and there is no excuse for what I did. I'm just a shitty person who shouldn't have become a parent"

Yoongi sits there shocked to the point where he begins to cry. "Are you fucking serious. How could you do that to your own daughter"

"I know I'm pathetic. I caused her so much grief and I know I can't fix the past but I thought apologising would be a good start. Iv'e been clean for a few months now and my therapist said that getting all this weight off my back would help me recover, become a better person I guess"

He sits back, fuming as Y/n once was but still he can't help but sympathise.

"Listen to me Yoongi please look after her. You probably know this or maybe you don't but when she was younger she used to hurt herself a lot because of me"

"Yeah I know, she still does" He says in blunt tone.

"She still does? I can't believe that. Of course she still would, it's my fault. I never helped her with it" Suddenly her facial expression changes and she sits up right.

"I need you to make her happy, do what I couldn't. Don't abandon her like her father and I did. Please, please, please Yoongi I'm begging you, look after my little girl. I know you probably hate me and I'm fine with that honestly, but to know that she isn't alone puts my heart at ease"

"Of course I'll look after her. I wont leave her alone like you did. I'll be with her every step of the way. I really care about her. I love her freckles and the way she smiles. Her tiny hands that I love to hold. The fact that she loves to eat sweets and isn't afraid to show it. I want to spend the rest of my life with her"

"You know I can tell she feels the same way, I may be a horrible person but I'm still her mother" Finally Yoongi smiles. "I should get going now. Please tell Y/n that I'm really am sorry and she can contact me anytime she wants"

"Yeah sure" The two of them walk to the door, Yoongi staying inside the apartment.

"Thank you again Yoongi" He nods his head and closes the door walking back inside to text Y/n.

Y/n shes gone now. You can come home.

Can you come to me please.

Yeah sure, where are you?

Your special place.

On my way.

I sit there quietly by myself, the cold wind hitting my face. My eyes puffy and red from crying so much and legs sore from running all the way here.

Why would she come back? Apologise yeah right, like she actually cares about me. Maybe if she didn't treat me like shit when I was younger I would have accepted it. I guess it's my fault though, I must've been a horrible daughter to be treated like that and for my dad to leave.

I begin to cry again silently to myself. I can't believe I left Yoongi there by himself, ah I feel so horrible. I hope he's doing okay.

*Buzz* *Buzz*

I look down to see that I have a message from Yoongi. I tell him where I am and wait patiently for him to come. After 15 minutes or so I see him slowly approach me and instantly I feel better.

"Yoongi-" Before I can finish what I was saying he wraps his arms around me tightly.

"It's okay now, I'm here" He softly says into my ear. I begin crying again and hold him tightly pressing my face into his chest. He is the first to pull away but still I hold onto him.

"Come on lets go, I don't want you to get sick"

"Can I stay with you tonight?"

"Of course you can"

The two of us hold each others hand and we head back to his dorms. It is really late now so it doesn't surprise me that all of the boys are asleep.

"Do you want me to sleep on the couch?" I quietly whisper.

He looks at me funny and pulls me to his room. I guess that's a no then. We hop into Yoongi's bed and instantly I feel like crying again. Normally If I was at home I would be in the bathroom letting out my sadness on myself but since I'm here with Yoongi I can't and I'm thankful for that.

"Are you crying?" He whispers from beside me.

"N-no" It's obvious that I am. I feel his body move closer. He pulls my body closer to his so my head is laying on his chest.

"What did she say to you Yoongi?"

"She- she told me everything. The drug addiction, Your father leaving, the abusive relationship, how you were neglected for quite a while. I'm so sorry Y/n, you deserved none of that. You deserve to be happy, to feel loved and cared for, I'm going to make sure that happens"

"Thank you Yoongi"

"It's okay, forget about everything for now. Just sleep" His words are so comforting and Instantly I calm down. I fall asleep in a world of comfort, I am so lucky to have this boy in my life, I can't be selfish though, remember your boundaries Y/n.

Yoongi lays there still awake thinking to himself. Don't worry Y/n I'll look after you no matter what.

I have way too much time on my hands, I really need a boyfriend rip. Someone find me a cute boy who has fluffy hair and likes to cuddle.