Panties are such a hassle nowadays especially when you have to pee a lot of times all day.

So you gave up wearing them for many days. It's kinda free and breezy and now that he is kneeling on the floor in front of you while you are on the couch, that particular area is tingling.

You spread your legs and placed your ankles on each of his shoulders giving him the bare you.

His mouth fell agape eyeing the bare you, "I wasn't sure which option you were intending to but now I do have an idea...but be more specific", he said.

"How do you want me to serve you, Mrs Jeon?"

Jungkook would ask this normally with a sly grin or a smirk on his face, but today it's neither.

He is hesitant. Unsure. You want this and unless you voice your needs, he'll not do anything.

You pushed your shyness away, all you need is good hip flex and hormone-numbing sex.

And Jungkook will put you on your toes to give you that mind-blowing orgasm. He is the only one you'd want it from too.

"For tonight, I want you to be my fck toy", you whispered reminding him that he still isn't forgiven.

A hint of hurt pinned his heart coz you still don't want him as your husband. But he'll just give you whatever anything you'd ask. Anything.

"Just as in the page you shared with me?", The page contained detailed sex positions that would help with the hip flexing.

You nodded. He mentally noted that you just want pain relief in your abdominal area. Nothing else.

"Ready?", he tugged his arms under your knees.

You nodded again and swoosh, you are in the air, legs and arms wrapped around him, clinging like a Koala as he walked to the bedroom.

He gently laid you on the bed, raised your knee-length dress above your hips and got undressed too.

Jungkook spread your legs in a Butterfly yoga pose for better pelvic blood circulation, positioned his tip at your entrance and sank in.

He isn't even completely hard, clearly tells you that this sex is just for health purposes. Nothing else.

Coz there is no kissing, no touching you anywhere, no eye contact too.

It is as if you asked him to stick it in and he did just that. Nothing more. Nothing less.

It pained your heart. This is not love. Hell, this is not even a good fck.

No low grunts or moans. No feelings. Not even sexual.

He did you. Hard and fast. You felt like a wh0re, who just get fcked and thrown away.

Jungkook angled your hips and thrusted in you, the pain in your hips got relieved only to reach your heart.

Tears formed in your eyes, this is not what you wanted.

A sob broke past your lips just the moment Jungkook pulled out as he was about to cum.

Damn, he didn't even give you his cum. It spurted on the sheets. You feel humiliated.

"Why are you crying?", finally he looked into your eyes.

"Get off me", you pushed him aside and got off the bed.

He held your hand before you could make it up the door, "What happened?"

"What happened? Seriously? You fcked me like a wh0re, Jeon Jungkook. That is what happened."

He'd never think of you that way, he loves you. He shook his head multiple times, "No. I'd never..."

"Yeah? You did it as if you were forced to just stick it in me...", You yelled through your tears.

"And you said you love me", you scoffed.

"I do", his voice vulnerable. He knows he fcked up again. He wasn't sure if you'd be okay if he touched you or kissed you.

He just wanted to relieve your pain but realised that he has caused more pain than that.

"You failed to show it, Koo."

Seeing the hurt in your eyes. He cursed himself. But the moment you called him Koo, he felt familiarly strange. It showed that you still loved him and now he isn't letting you go.

"Baby, one more chance please", you tried to move away from his grasp.

"Please baby, one last chance."

"No, Jungkook", you tried to pull away but you are no match for his strength.

He is going to take his chance whether you give it to him or not.

Jungkook slammed the door close and pinned you against it making you flinch.

"I am. Taking my chance. Doll", he pecked your lips, "To show you how much I love you."

Before you could respond his mouth closed down on yours and your lips melted in his.