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"Alright, let's go" satori smiled, grabbing your bag along with your other supplies whilst you looked around for your shoes.

"here they are, my socks?" you questioned, turning to the smiling redhead

"got 'em" he stuck a thumb up, his smile getting brighter.

"alrighttttt" smiling back, you grabbed your phone before walking with tendou down to his car.

you had finally gotten to leave the hospital and you weren't gonna lie...

you kinda missed it there.

like even the food was good.... it wasn't like A-class dining or anything it was just, not even good it was just 2 levels down from good.

so not good but not fucking horrendous.

"all of your stuff is at hiros already, Kenma and Suna are there as well" he explained, his arm slinging across your shoulder as you looked up at him.

after losing a lot of weight, it was harder to eat the stuff you usually do. eating used to be GOLD but not anymore, you can hardly drink water without vomiting that shit up, it honestly pissed you off.

it didn't take too long to get to the house and when use did, you looked out the window, inspecting the massive house that towered over the rest of the neighbourhood.

"it's bigger than what I remember it to be" you muttered, grabbing your plushie out of the back seat.

satori had decided to buy you a plushie since he hasn't been able to visit much since he had to studies and practices to do.

"He got the outside painted that's probably why"

"oh, I like it" you literally didn't have the slightest clue of what the house even looked like before you went to the hospital, it left your mind completely.

you and tendou knocked on the door softly, waiting for an answer from either person inside just for the door to open to hiro whose wet hair was dripping onto his naked chest.

"there's my girl" Hiro smiled before pulling you into a hug.

"I just finished your room, guess who else is here?"

"who?"

"Remy, bokuto and kuroo" he answered, ushering the both of you inside excitedly.

"Y/N!" Remy screamed, placing her Rubix cube down before dashing over to your soft smiling figure.

"Hey babe, are you alright?" you chuckled, hugging the smaller girl.

"NOW WHO ARE YOU CALLING BABE, BABE." kenma crossed his arms, leg out with his lips puckered out and his brow cocked.

"I'm calling my child babe, babe"

"she's my child excuse me" kuroo snapped, doing the same pose as kenma.

"that means y'all are together" suna deadpanned, eating some grapes off the vine he had in his hand.

"...no thanks...he's just not... no," you commented, making your way to kenma.

"UHM EXCUSE ME? I WOULD BE A DELIGHT TO BE WITH." kuroo huffed, slumping back on the couch.

"eh"

"EH? WHAT DOES EH MEAN?"

"eh"

"...you and kenma are perfect for each other. pricks."

"calling a person who almost died a prick, does that make you feel better about yourself?"

"BRO DONT BRING THAT UP, THAT'S NOT FAIR"

"SEEMS PERFECTLY FAIR TO ME."

"WELL, YOUR DEFINITION OF PERFECT IS WRONG."

"YOU KNOW WHAT IS WRONG?"

"WHAT?"

"YOU CALLING A PERSON WHO ALMOST DIED A PRICK"

"NAH SHUT UP NOW"

Remy had decided to go back to her dorm with kuroo leaving you, bokuto, suna, Hiro, tendou and kenma in the living room watching a movie.

"y/n" kenma whispered into your ear as you laid gently on his lap, his fingers brushing through your hair.

"hmm?"

"did you mean what you said at the hospital?"

"what did I say?"

"That you wanted a child...with me?" he whispered nervously, fiddling with his fingers before looking down at you.

"of course I did"

"do you think...you know, when we're out of college...and I have a job, a house and everything...we could?" he questioned unsurely, focusing his attention into your eyes as his brows furrowed in a worried manner.

to be completely honest, he wasn't even sure if use would make it 'till after college since use had completely different paths use wanted to go down.

"I would like that, it's completely up to you. I'll stay with you either way...I just want you to be...happy..." you yawned, snuggling into kenmas lap as he just stared at you, his mind in a whole other dimension.

'she just wants me to be happy...am I happy? are we going to last? what if she finds someone, someone who isn't me, someone like...suna'

"kenma" her soft voice cut through his thoughts like a knife.

"hmm?.."

"if... you aren't happy, I hope that you will be. even if it's not with me, I wish you the best through every situation" she looked up at me with a gleaming smile, the same one she had at the hospital, the same one that she had after the incident at the party, the same smile that she had after I said all those horrible things to her...it's always that smile. the smile that would turn any bad situation good, it's a good luck smile...

anytime something bad happens, she throws someone that same smile. She's so happy go lucky all the time, how does she do it?

"I am happy, not as much as I want to be but I'm still happy" he whispered, looking back up to the tv, his gaze avoiding your pretty (E/c) eyes that were staring at him.

you didn't respond, just stared at his chest rising and dropping slowly.

'if he did find someone else, would he be...happier?'

you felt like your guy's relationship was going nowhere, like he felt as though he wasn't benefitting anything.

you got up off his lap slowly, a soft smile grazing your face. kenma looked over at you, confused and worried.

"I'm gonna get some sleep. you should probably head back to your dorm, you need some as well" you smiled, scratching at your wrist.

"are you alright?" he asked worriedly, staring back into your half-lidded eyes.

"I'm fine" you reassured, standing up from the couch, the blanket sliding off your body as you started to walk to your bedroom.

"y/n, where are you going?" bokuto asked, standing up from the couch to follow behind you.

"I'm gonna go to sleep bo. I'll see you tomorrow, goodnight" you smiled, giving him a small hug before walking upstairs to go back to your room.

"goodnight!" bo waved, running back to kenma who was still perked up on the couch in thought.

"ken, wanna go back to the dorms now? 'kaashi told me to come back when y/n goes to sleep" he whispered down to the blonde.

everyone else was dead asleep, scattered all over the different couches lazily.

"uh, yeah" kenma responded, standing up and grabbing his bag, following behind bokuto who grabbed his as well along with some other stuff.

you, on the other hand, were sat on the carpeted

floor of your room, head in your knees as you thought.

'don't worry about it y/n, if he's not happy, he's not happy... just find something that does and hope for the best'

hope for the best

that's right

what is the best in this situation?

is there even a better situation?

of course, there is

there always is

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