Ellie

Kayden is saying so much without saying anything at all. His eyes give everything away. The way he touches me makes my knees go weak. The way he talks to me makes my heartbeat fast, so fast it feels as though it will beat out of my chest. The way he looks at me is something different. His eyes tell me just what I mean to him, that all he says is true.

There is one thing I can see every time he looks at me. Fear. Of what I don't entirely know, but I'm going to make it my mission these next few hours to find out.

"What do you want from me Kayden?" As I wait for his reply, my body erupts into goose bumps.

He smiles like a Cheshire cat, brings his body closer to mine so there isn't any space between us at all, and moves his head into my hair. He breathes me in, and just stands there a moment. I would think this isn't affecting him at all if it wasn't for the bulge in his sweatpants that is rubbing on my stomach.

"Oh baby, I would love to answer that question," he takes one more breath then starts to kiss me. He starts behind my ear and makes his way all the way to my collar bone. My breathing has picked up immensely.

"How about instead I show you." His ocean blue eyes look up at me, and the heat I see there is enough to turn me to puddy.

"How about we talk, you still have to tell me about our history, as well as working on my memories." I'm hoping this will bring us out of our arousal and bring us back into the moment. The importance at hand that we need to work on still.

It doesn't work, one second, he is looking up at me like I'm his next dessert, and the next his mouth is fused on mine. My mind and body are at war with one another. My mind is telling me to tell him no, push him away, to do anything to make him stop. But my body craves this.

I just feel like I need a little bit of something to help ease my neediness that I have been feeling for the last five days. Since the moment I laid eyes on him I have needed to feel his body this close to mine. To touch him and let him touch me.

When my arms move to be around his neck to hold on for this joyous ride we are on, he takes that as all the permission he needs. I thought the minute his mouth touched mine that nothing could get better then this man's kisses. I was wrong.

Kayden is letting all his need show. Everything he has been wanting for the last five days, perhaps many years, loose at this very moment. His hands are now touching my entire body, leaving nothing untouched. Every where he touches leaves a wake of heat in its place. Before I know what, I'm doing, my body is rubbing against his. The faster I move the more uncontrolled his body becomes.

He pushes me harder into the wall and aligns his very hard cock with the apex between my legs. Every movement hits my clit just right, turning my little pants into moans. I can hear a growl working up his throat the faster we both move. The sound makes me gush, and I know at any moment I'm going to come.

Very soon I'm going to have my first orgasm I have ever had in my life. I feel exhilarated and petrified all at once. He must sense my opposing feelings, because the next moment his hand is making its way into my pants, to my underwear. His fingers start to play with my lips over my underwear.

"Oh yes, yes, please don't stop." I can't help but cry out.

I swear I hear him utter never, as his fingers move faster, and harder against me. In a blink of an eye, I'm there, screaming into the room as my entire body shakes. Throughout the entire ordeal Kayden doesn't move his fingers. He is still slowly moving them and giving me light pecks on my lips.

Once my body stops shaking, he slowly removes his hands from my pants. When he looks down to his hand and smiles, I feel mortified knowing I gushed so much that he has some of me on them from my underwear.

He looks up at me, gives me a full-blown smile tooth and all, then puts his fingers into his mouth and licks my remains. My mouth drops open in shock, as my pussy weeps. That must be one of the hottest things I have ever seen.

He hums as he says, "that baby is a preview of what's to come."

My brain cannot form words now. I'm a puddle at his feet, and he knows it. He takes the moment to plant one more kiss upon my lips and tells me to go take a shower. Then to meet him in his office.

I watch as he walks away, the view of his ass even in sweatpants is nice to look at. I smile to myself about my dirty thoughts. Then, I make my way to the bedroom I'm staying in for the time being. I get some fresh clothes and make my way into the bathroom.

As I turn on the shower, I look at the girl staring back at me in the mirror. The girl that has dark circles under her eyes from lack of sleep being in a new environment. The girl with no makeup on, and still has a man that is hot as sin want me.

I get undressed, make my way to the shower, and stay there under the steaming water for the next half hour. Just thinking about what my life used to be, and how much it has changed in the last five days. How everything has changed, and I still don't have many answers.

I can only hope that is what he wants me to meet him in his office for. To tell me about how he knows me. Who I really am. Who I am to him, and how I belong in his world? Hoping for the truth, and maybe I will finally be able to get a good night's rest for once tonight if I get these answers.

I know I need these answers soon. If I am going to be able to make it through my upcoming transition. Whatever that entails. I still don't even know a thing about that. Kayden said there will be sexual things to go along with me being here with him.

Does he mean to do things like what we just did downstairs in the training room? Will there be even more touching, kissing, and worshipping each other like we may die if we can't? Will he make love to me, no he doesn't seem the type of guy to make love? He seems like the type of man to fuck you raw as Liz would say. So raw that I would feel him for days.

I must stop these thoughts before I get worked up all over again. I decide to wash up and get ready for our talk. Something tells me that my world is about to turn upside down, and I'm going to need all the time I can tonight to make peace with it.