Watching her staring out the window car as holding my hand tightly. I let out a small smile when she turn to look at me with her beautiful brown eyes. God, only she knows how much I love her. My Kyara snuggled closer to me which is I'm happily hugging her closer. Not long after we finally arrived at our house.

I looked down only to see my beautiful sleeping peacefully, not wanting to wake her up. I carefully carry her to our room. Slowly Laying her on our bed. I pulled up the blanket to half of her body then kissed her forehead before leaving her and make my way to my office.

I opened my home office door and sighed as I sat. I was still wondering why is she in hospital but when I asked her she will say it's only the small matter because she just fainted from the lack of rest. I was so damm worried when I get to know she was in the hospital but happy as soon as my eyes landing on my beautiful mate sitting on the hospital bed.

I was mad at Jonnie and Reggie because all this time she was at their place. I was even mad when I remember he said that he didn't see Kyara. I tighten the grip at the edge of my office desk until I accidentally broke the tiny pieces at the edge of the desk. I sighed, great now I need to buy a new office desk again. I don't care how much I spend my money buying things over and over again. It's nothing to me. When I broke things it will be easily be replaced.

But when she said the reasons I still felt something is wrong. I do trust her but the way she said it. It's like she's hiding something from me. Is she lying to me? God she better not keeping somethings important from me. I grabbed my office phone then dialed my most trusted man Leo.

"Did you need anything sir?" He asked

"I want you to do a research about the cause of Kyara was admitted to the hospital and I want it by tonight, You better get it!!"

"Yes sir"

I hung up without waiting him to reply. I walked out from my home office towards the kitchen deciding to cook some lunch for her. I went to the cabinet to grab the ingredients to cook spaghetti. I rolled up my office shirt to make it easier for me to cook. Ofcourse me being the first-time-cooker need some help and I was quite happy when I figured out how.

Google, You smarty pants !

Xion said and I just innerly rolled my eyes at him. Why the f*ck is he always right? Ugh whatever. I turn on my ipad and then google ' How to cook spaghetti ' and Bamm! there's the solution

I was to focused on the recipe until I felt small hands hugging me from behind. I smiled widely when I know who is the owner by the scent. I turn around, my blue eyes meeting her curious brown eyes. I looked down then cupped her small face. Admiring her beautiful face that is now has been sandwich between my large rough palm.

"Mmmm smells good, Is that for me?"

She asked while closing her eyes enjoying the smell. Her cuteness causing me to chuckled.

"I ONLY cook for YOU.So Yes it's for you , love"

I said softly still looking at her chubby cheeks. She giggled but stopped. I looked at her confused when she quickly pulled away from me. She ran upstairs probably towards our room. I turn off the stove then ran to our room. I tried to open the bathroom door but she lock it. I heard her vomiting making me more worried.

"Love, Open the door NOW!"

I said more like commanding her to open the door. But the door still closed. My patient getting thinner as time goes by.

"Kyara you better open this Damm door NOW BEFORE I BREAK IT!!"

I heard things shuffling at other side of the door and finally she opened the door. Quickly grab her small figure and check her for any injuries but thank god there's none.

"What happen? Why are you suddenly vomiting like that? Is thi-"

I was cut off when she placed her small finger on my lips.

"Babe I'm fine. There's nothing serious probably from the food that I ate before"

She said as she pulled my hand following her walking out from the bathroom. I sighed and pulled her into a big hug.

"Gosh, you made me worry sick love"

I kissed the top of her head enjoying the smell of her hair. We went to eat lunch.

I smiled to myself when I see him sleeping on my lap after eating lunch. What will he do without me? I hope he's fine and accept the fact when my time has come. I need to teach him things that he still need my help. I innerly chuckled when I remember he don't even know how to tie his own office tie. He always need my help with that. Even when I'm not here he will get help from his butler to do it. I think it's time for him to learn how to do it.

He also doesn't even know how to make a simple french toast which his favorite food. When he tried to do it, it will always burn it then blame me for distracting him. It's okay when I'm gone he will have no problem about me distracting him. He loves my chocolate muffins sometimes he will bring it as his lunch at work as dessert. I will teach him how to that too. Tears slowly falling at the thought of him crying because of me.

"It's okay, My Devin. Step by step you can do it. I know you will find someone even better and stronger to be your wife and mother to your kids. I'm sorry If I can't make it to make our goals turns into reality, I love you. Always remember that"

I whispered lowly. Slowly my lips meeting his forehead. I wipped away my tears then let darkness took over me.

Next morning.....

I woke up earlier than usual to wake my Devin up. It's time to start his lesson now. I do my morning routine and wore a simple white tank top and black jeans.

I smile then went back to bed but instead of waking him up softly, I had something in my mind. I stood on the bed then jumped until earning a groans from him.

"Wake Up !!! Rise and Shine Devin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I giggled when he groaned again. Suddenly his large hand pull my legs making me fall on the bed. I looked at him that is now fully awake with biggest smile on his face. He smashed his lips on mind kissing me sweetly. I pulled away and fake 'ew' face. He playfully glared at me.

"Wakie wakie, go and take a shower and then you Mr Devin meet me downstairs in 18 mins"

I kissed his nose then quickly left our bedroom to the kitchen. I get ready the ingredients and wait for him to come down. Not long after he came down. He saw the ingredients on the counter and looked at me then gave me question look.

"Well today we're going to have a french toast as for our breakfast and good news you're the one who gonna cook it!! Yay! "

I smiled innocently at him.

"W-what? no.. You know I'm not good in-"

"That's the reason you gonna cook today. You need to learn, Awe come on! how bad can it be?"

"Fine" He said in lazy tone.

I smirked cause he can't say 'No' to me because I will win at the end. Hehehehe.

A big smile plastered on my face when He finally successfully make french toast without burning it.

Next step, Chocolate muffin. It's 2:00 p.m now. I guess it's a suitable time to bake some muffins.

"Babe? Devinnnnn?"

With the blink of an eye he is already here standing tall infront of me with his stupid grin on his face.

"Yes love? need any help beautiful?"

I giggled at his silly fake British accent. I nodded and told him to help me baking the muffins. Guess what he didn't complain he just do it with stupid grin on his face. When I asked him why ? he said he can get to eat my delicious muffins as soon as the baking part is done. I can't believe a sweet guy like him can be a mafia leader. Well maybe sometimes he can be scary and I have to admit that.

The next step go as the day goes by. I innerly let out a relief breath when all my mission is now completed. Great now he knows all things that he doesn't know before without my help. I know he can survive when I'm gone but I just hope he can move on even though it's really hard part. I love him, I really am but fates have another plan.

Now I was sitting in my home office doing my mafia works. I smile when I remember I've learned alot lately. How to tie my office tie , how to make french toast without even burning it, and last my Kyara delicious muffin. She genuinely teach me things that I don't know but the big question is why do I feel like she's going to leave me ?

Immediately shakes my head in 'No' she can't leave me and that's not going to happend. I should punch myself for thinking like that because look obviously she is perfectly fine by my side now. But why the f*ck this feeling doesn't want to go away but then one more question pop up in my head, why is she vomitting that day and sometimes I could hear she coughing badly. Now worries started to washed over me.

The file.

Yes!! The f*cking file that I told Leo to get from the hospital that day!! How can I f*cking forget that. Lately I've spend alots of times with my beautiful until I forgot about the file. I went to the shelves that contains my files then grab the file that I needed.

I went to sit back on the office chair then flip the first page. It's just my Kyara information but as I was about to flip another page. I heard someone screaming then followed by a loud crash. I dashed out from my home office but not before grabbing my gun that is placed in my office towards our room to check on Kyara.

The moment I opened the door only to meet A tall figure that is now his back facing me pointing a gun at my Kyara. That F*CKER how dare he tried to hurt what's MINE!!

"I suggest you drop the f*cking gun before I blow your f*cking head into pieces"

I said dangerously venom lacing my voice. I was so furious right now but what's happen next get me caught off guard. The stranger laugh in evil way then turn his back to look at me. I stood frozen when I saw the man that is stood in front of me clearly .

"Nice to meet you too, Devin"

U-uncle Tobias ?

"What the f*ck is going on here ?!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!!!"

"Tsk tsk tsk, Is that how you treat your uncle? I never teach you that, Devin."

He said with fake disappointed look and voice.

"But first let me ask you this and your answer might answer to all of your questions. Who will get the title if you die? hm?"

I answered him with confidence.

"You"

He shakes his head but still manage to on smirked in his face.

"You know I was so disappointed in you, Devin. You should've told me sooner instead keeping it secret for 12 F*cking years DEVIN!! I should've gotten the title sooner and get rid of you earlier. You know what, all this time I've been waiting to get that title but sadly your Stupid father gave it to you. You don't know how much satisfied I was watching your parents died while screaming for help. I thought I could get the title after killing your parents but oh well, Looks like I have to kill you too. You may think I love you like a son" he scoffed disgustingly at the thought " It's all an act only to get that title because that title is f*cking MINE!!! I think you need punishment for keeping that important secret. Hmm? Maybe by taking someone you 'love dearly' will make you pay enough for it, isn't it?"

So all this time his attention towards me is FAKE? My heart ached knowing no one loves me before until I meet my beautiful mate, Kyara. As he about to pull the trigger, I switched into my Lycan form and lunged at him before he shoot my Kyara. My action just causing him to drop his gun and me clawing him but then I heard a bone cracking too. He is transforming into his Lycan form too.

I gave a sign to my Kyara to run and she quickly ran out from the room leaving me and my so called uncle. I growled dangerously at him while circling him like a predator.

He wasted to time pounced on me making me fall on the bed. The bed immediately broke from the overly weight of two Lycans. I clawed him in the face at the eye then he winced in pain. He grabbed my leg then keep clawing my body.

F*Ck , it hurt like a hell.

I quickly got my balance to stand up then grab his shoulder throwing him against the wall. I heard his bones cracking meaning his had bad inner injuries. I was about to attack him again but stop at what he said.

"Please, stop!!"

He plead at me.

"Fine, y-you win"

He coughed out blood. He slowly change into his human form. He's laying naked on the cold floor trying to get some air then coughing out more blood. Soon I turn into my human form back too. Grabbing the short that is lay near me and look at my so called uncle state before I was about to leave the room and mind linked my warriors to get him into the cell, I heard Kyara screaming my name then cover me with her body but soon after followed by gun shot. Her eyes widened while covering me from something. I look behind her and there stood my uncle pointing gun at our direction.

I heard the second shot to be released but it's not from him but from James, my Beta shooting him at his head. Suddenly Kyara's body weight fall on me, I stumble back a little but try to get my balance. Carefully laying her down on my lap, My eyes landed on the blood wound at the back of her left rib cage. No no no no no !!!

"Love, keep your eyes open for me baby"

She trying hard to endure the pain by taking deep breaths but her body seemed to be weakened. Immediately I mind linked James to call the ambulance.

"D-devin"

"Shh, baby. Stop talking and keep that energy to open your beautiful eyes, Love. Don't worry the ambulance is coming. Just keep your eyes open, love" I tried to convince myself that she's gonna make it.

"I-i'm s-sory, I c-can't make it t-to be by y-your side until w-we gets o-old just like y-you've s-said"

My eyes started to blurry with the tears keep coming down. I hold her tightly then kissed her forehead.

"No no no, Don't say that! you're gonna make it . We will live together, have kids till we grow old and die together on the bed. Okay! You've promised me Kyara!! You promised me to not leave me baby. Please don't leave me, I need you !! I f*cking need you to live Kyara!! Please keep open your beautiful eyes for me, Beautiful. I-if y-you leave me I will kill myself too so we can be together. I'm nothing without you, Love. Tell me who's gonna tie my office tie? who's gonna make a perfect muffin just like you did? Huh?! TELL ME ! I can't live without you."

"Y-you already know t-that, Devin. There's a reason I teach y-you all of t-that before. I know y-you can do it"

Her eyes getting heavier as the time goes by. Where's the f*cking ambulance?!! I shakes her body a little trying to get her keep awake.

"Don't you dare close your eyes, Kyara !!"

I gave her warning afraid of losing her. Oh god, please just take my life instead of taking her's. I don't want to lose the only person that love me truthfully. She can make it ! I keep chanting that to myself. She can't leave me !! I will not f*cking let her Go!! Why !! Whyyyy do you have to torture me this bad!!!!

"I-i love y-you my beasty"

With that she slowly closing her eyes. Her beautiful brown eyes out of my sight as soon as she close it.

"KYARA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I roared with all my heart causing the ground shakes.