I finally found this.

Hades had taken it from me because diaries are for "girls"

I have no idea how long I've been in here.

In this jar.

This cold and lonely prison.

I won't rot away.

I refuse.

So I'm surviving off of pomegranate seeds.

Stupid? Maybe.

But what choice do I have?

Oh how I wish Percy would come and save me.

I know he won't though.

He doesn't care about me....

How could I have ever thought I had a chance with him?

Stupid Nico...stupid...

Stupid...