As I breathe in lily scent my wolf and I started to calm down.

Red was still very mad, and he did want to talk to me.

I look around and see that the room was a mess. My mom will kill me when she finds out what I did to my room and that I could've hurt lily.

I should probably move out and get a house near here for only us two.

I need to get out of this house.

I call some pack members and told them to bring all of our stuff to my grandfather house.

When my grandfather was young he built a beautiful house.

He did leave me the house but my dad told me this is my house once I become Alpha.

"Lily get change we are moving." I tell her as I release her from my waist.

I go to my closet and pick out my clothes just a plain white T shirt and Dark navy jeans.

I put on sunglasses even if it was dark outside my eyes are very bright red.

I grab lily hand once she was done and ran for it.

I went outside, and put her in my car and drive to my late grandfather house.

"Adrian where are we going." Lily talks for the first time since we got in the car.

"Our new home." I say with very little emotion.

I sighed I need to let Red out and run for hours.

My mother will be Furious at the mess I did, and running away from it.

I walked into the house it was very beautiful inside.

This place brought me memories happy ones.

I took lily to the main room where we will be staying at.

I know this is a horrible time leaving, but I just had to leave.

I stared at lily as she just stood there; I still didn't feel myself I wanted to run, run for hours.

I had to do something to let Red out he's anger is all in my head and it could drive me insane.

My eyes are burning my hands are numb.

She rejected me even if she says she didn't.

I will never be the same person now.

I will now know the feeling of losing a mate even if it just for a second.

If it was any longer I could've gone mad.

I kept on wanting to tear the whole the house down. It was painful and now all I feel is numb I can't even look at her without feeling how I just wanted to destroy everything.

I see lily walking toward me very slowly as if she was afraid of me.

I growled at her which made her stop walking toward me.

I gave another warning growl, she kept on staring at me her eyes filled with fear.

I finally take off my glasses and show her my eyes.

She gasped again I knew my eyes were blood thirsty as if I wanted to kill somebody.

I walk up to the the big mirror in the room.

I know I haven't been rejected, but my eyes are as red as a vampire.

My eyes are as red as a rouge that been insane for years.

My entire head kept on spinning all I wanted to do is hug her, but she would just back away.

I slowly smiled looking at myself.

It has been done.

I feel mad.

"Adrian stop laughing you're scaring me."Lily screamed which made me stop .

I didn't even realize I was laughing.

I look at her frightened beautiful face her blue eyes filled with tears.

I walked up to her, and gently grabbed her chin.

"I'm I scaring you."I say coldly.

"You are a shellfish human you only think about yourself and not about me. You knew that rejecting me would drive me insane Lily you are the last thing I want to look at, and at the same time you are all I want why did it had to be this way?"I darkly chuckled.

"Why Lily? Tell me!"I yelled at her

I closed my eyes and removed my hand.

"..."

She stayed quiet.

I could feel her pain bouncing off of her.

I open my eyes.

I see her tears fall I wiped them as they fall.

Even if I'm mad at her and disappointed at myself I will always be here for her.

"Please stop crying don't make this harder."

We are both tired.

I grab her hand and lead her to the bed.

"Come on let's sleep I'm sick of this I don't want to talk anymore."

Lily obeyed and laid down.

I see her close her eyes and went to her favorite position which was sleeping on her left side facing me, curled up.

I laid down next to her laying down on my side just staring at her.

I wouldn't be able to go to sleep.

So I just listened to her sleep and stare at her.

Even sleeping she was so beautiful.

It was about 5 in the morning now.

Feeling a bit bored I kissed her on the forehead and went to the kitchen.

I smiled when I noticed that my pack members gave us food.

Everything that a normal house would need was here.

I took out everything I would need to make our breakfast.

When I finished I see everything and smiled.

I woke up feeling cold.

I looked around the room and then remembered everything that happened last night.

I ran outside the door and was hit with the smell of deliciousness.

I followed the smell and walked to the kitchen where Adrian was.

I ran to Adrian avoiding his eyes and hugged him.

After a while I released him.

"Why so much food?"

I asked seeing pancakes, eggs, bacon, sausages, hash brown, he even had orange juice.

A full American breakfast.

"Who says this is a lot of food I could eat this all by myself."Adrian says chuckling.

I looked around the table he could feed an entire family.

I wonder why he did this?

His eyes were still red not as bright as yesterday though.

"Hey stop frowning when you have so much food in front of you go on eat."

I nodded and began eating.

We didn't talk while we ate.

Once we were done Adrian grabbed his plate and mine.

What's going on here?

I thought he was going to be more angry with me.

"Come on lily we are going to the forest." He said not looking at me.

He then grabbed my hand and started running toward the forest.

This house was right next to it and it really is a beautiful view.

Adrian let's go of my hand, and then he went behinds some trees.

A wolf comes out not knowing it was still Adrian I whispered "Red"

The wolf shook his head and walked toward me.

He then started rubbing his head on my legs.

I smiled and rubbed his head.

Adrian is a very big wolf he kept rubbing his head on my legs.

I looked at him straight in the eyes and notice that his eyes were still red.

I could tell he wanted to tell me something.

I stared at his eyes and I got this feeling that he wanted me to climb on his back.

"Want me to get on your back?"

I looked at Adrian and saw him nod a bit.

I looked at him once more before nodding and climbing on his back.

Once I was on his back, and made sure that I won't fall off I pat him letting him know that I'm ready.

He first started walking toward the forest.

I looked around and saw nothing but green and brown I couldn't even see the Blue sky.

Once there weren't a lot of trees around us he started running.

It felt amazing.

That's the only way I could describe it.

The way he ran and how I could hear every time his paw hit the earth.

Adrian kept on running and running.

He never stopped he was so fast all I could see was a blur or green and brown.

He ran toward a rock and jumped landing with a thud.

I whimpered feeling a bit scared.

I grabbed his fur a bit harder.

Adrian turned around and started running back to our new home.

I love the ride because the entire time I was touching Adrian and I never held him this long before.

His fur is very soft if I wasn't scared of falling off at any moment I would've just run my hand all over.

After an hour I could see our new home.

Adrian stops right in front and lays down panting.

I get off him and he gets up slowly walks behind the trees.

A minute later I see him come back with just his shorts his entire chest glistening because of the sweat.

I couldn't help but stare as he walks toward me.

Every line in his body was absolutely sexy.

The way it glistened in the sun.

I could hear him chuckle.

I could image myself with a open mouth and wide eyes focusing on every details.

Adrian stops right in front of me.

His eyes looked right at mine.

I see his new Red eyes flash pain for a second.

He looks behind me and just starts walking going back inside our new home.

I couldn't move.

I gave him pain.

Once I heard the door shut I collapsed and with tears falling I whispered,"I broke him this is my fault."

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