"Mmmm..."

Zayn groaned sitting up in bed, he's been awake for few minutes, playing with himself but not enough to make himself cum. He's horny, so horny and Harry was bloody impossible. He's been refusing him, okay, refusing sounds ancient. He needs to get laid even his mind feels the drought. Harry doesn't want their baby girl hearing them getting it on. Zayn sighed sitting at the edge of the bed, remembering last night events..

"She's three months old Haz, the only thing she hears is white noise" Zayn had argued frustrated.

"She's just there though, she might see, baby.." Harry had countered sitting on the floor next to the cot.

"Here's a thought Harry, how about you put the bloody cot back to the nursery, she wont see nothing if she's in her own bloody room?"

"But we can't see her if she's in the nursery Zayn, what if something happens, how will we know?"

"Baby monitor Harry, that's how.."

"Mmm...get up Zayn" talking to himself now, he groaned, getting up after a minute sitting at the edge of the bed wiggling his toes. He looked over the now empty cot. Harry has taken Yazz, their nickname for their baby girl, to watch his 'kumbayah' shit yoga then. Pfft, funny how he lets their daughter watch that. Harry in yellow shorts, bending and stretching, ugh, he needs to stop, blue balls. He walked over to the bathroom to get ready for work.

He's been home full time since giving birth going out for doctors visits. Yazz was three months old now, old enough to bring her to work. It's his first day back at work, and he's looking forward to it. Needs a challenge, anything to occupy his mind off sex and blue balls.

He needs to shower, a cold shower maybe, or not as he shivered. He brushed his teeth, his eyes wandering to his scar touching it, not painful anymore just sensitive to touch. Dr Jonas did a good job, the scar looked like a fine line. His eyes trailed down to his semi, ugh, he groaned turning the shower on.

"Hello, baby. You look nice.." Harry said stretching on the floor, baby Yazz next to him, on a bouncy chair asleep. Yazz is a good baby, barely cried unless she was hungry or her nappy dirty. Zayn leaned down kissing her forehead a few times, and ruffled her unruly thick black curls. Anne bought a few baby hairbands, which were so cute, making Yazz looked like a doll, she's always asleep, so..

"Haz.." Zayn mumbled quietly going to the kitchen for his morning coffee.

Harry has always been a morning person, would make a pot of coffee ready when Zayn wakes up, even though he likes tea himself.

"Are you okay, Zee?" Harry asked joining him in the kitchen, baby in his arms awake now, eyes looking around.

"I'm fine.." Zayn drank his coffee looking him over, eyeing him from his yellow shorts to his tank top, damn.

"Baby, are you sure you're okay?" Harry asked voice deepening, he's seen the way Zayn was checking him out, so why not have fun..

Zayn eyes finally landed on Harry's face, he was fucking smirking, bastard. He looked at his baby girl, beautiful Yasmeen, in Harry's arms but stopped drinking his coffee, was she smirking as well? he shook his head, he's seeing things, he needs to get out of here if he's not gonna get laid.

"I'm..fine..I'll just have coffee and work, yeah.." Zayn stuttered drinking half the coffee, wincing a bit as it was hot, and tipped the rest in the sink. He needs to get out, maybe Harry has got a point about the baby hearing them doing the dirty.

"I've got our Yazz ready for you, she's had a morning feed, so you should be okay for the next three hours. Her baby bag is already in your car and I've got the car seat ready...so you're good to go" Harry said talking quicker that he's ever heard him, he knows he's nervous Zayn is taking the baby to work with him but he just sounds like an annoying soccer mom.

"Thanks, babe..." Zayn nodded, grateful.

"Oh another thing. I've arranged a dinner for the family today." Harry said smiling so wide.

"Why?" Fucking why. Their families are always here, he needs a breather from them. Probably one of Harry's attempts at cockblocking, he groaned grabbed his house and car keys, storming out of house without saying goodbye to him.

"Baby?" He was about to get in the car when he heard Harry calling him.

"What?" He angrily turned around, seeing Harry cocking his eyebrows at him, pointing at the baby.

"You forgotten something?" Harry asked holding in giggles.

Shit..shit...shit!!

The baby. He forgot the baby. Bloody good start to his hard day.

"thanks" he mumbled taking the baby from him, and put her in her car seat, making sure she's fastened properly and closed the door.

He'd barely closed it when he was pushed against the car, shit. Harry's hands were on the car, caging him in, dicks touching. Harry moved a bit closer, dicks rubbing, Zayn gasped, holding his breath, his head on Harry's shoulder. "Haz.." he whined breathless.

"Were you gonna drive away without our Yazz?" Harry asked in a deep voice.

"No.." Zayn shook his head.

Harry kissed both his cheeks chuckling a bit. "Are you gonna ask me why I'm making dinner?" he asked his mood changed from dominant to cheerful.

"Why?" Zayn whispered trying to even his breathing.

"Its our first year anniversary today, baby" Harry removed one of his hand from the car, touching Zayn's face and tilting his chin. He looked at Zayn's beautiful eyes, leaned down kissing him softly.

"Happy anniversary Zayn.."

"Happy anniversary Haz.." Shit. He forgot about it.

"We're having dinner with our parents, I don't trust them with my daughter just yet. They offered to baby sit while we go out, but no, we're staying in" oh what a shame, a chance to be alone wasted, Zayn thought while Harry was talking, at least that killed his boner.

"So thoughtful of you Haz to include our parents in our anniversary, thanks babe. But I need to get going now" He said gently pushing him away, it's not like they'll be getting it on in the car park anyway.

"Is that okay, Zee? I can cancel them if you're not happy?" Harry grabbed his arm before he got in the car, frowning at Zayn's annoyed face..

"I'm good Harry. Really, I'll see you later, yeah, we will see you later," Zayn corrected himself when Harry raised his eyebrow at him. He gave him a peck on the lips, quickly getting in the car and drove away. Harry waved away with a still concerned look on his face.

Fucker, Zayn thought. He's not bloody okay, he's sexually frustrated and, -a burping sound stopped his thoughts, he looked at his rearview mirror checking the baby, she was looking right at him smiling, damn that Harry smile. Harry was just haunting him from all angles, bastard. He smiled back cooing at his baby girl, "Yazz babe, we're going to baba's work today and you will love it, babe. Uncle Lou Lou is there, he cant wait" he was stopped by another burp from Yazz, only this time it sounded more than a burp, oh God let her be wearing a bib, Zayn dared to look in his rearview mirror again. No bib, he could just see white goo all over her lovely purple romper. Hard luck. He sighed, "Not long babe, uncle Lou will sort you out in a few minutes"

-

"Hello rosey cheeks. I've missed you. Oh my, look at you. Your daddy didn't wash or changed you today, huh" Louis was cooing and kissing the baby's cheeks, taking off the dirty romper.

"Harry did change her, that happened on the way here, Lou" Zayn was lying on his back on the couch, Yazz lying on top of him while Lou changed her.

"Well he didn't do a good job of burping you, did he rosey cheeks?" Louis kept pinching her cheeks while she was trying to grab his hands, mouth dribbling. "Where's the bib Zee?"

"Check the baby bag..." Zayn said holding her, his hands across her chest, she grabbed his fingers, and he smiled turning her around on her belly, lifting her up and down, a kiss on the cheeks each time she was down.

"I wouldn't do that if I were you" Louis said having found a clean romper and a bib.

"She loves it, dont you baby, you love love it.." he cooed at her, she was so cute, "urgh Louis!" He shouted when Yazz vomited all over his face, he handed her over to Lou as he rushed to wash his face, Lou laughing at him.

"Told him..didn't I rosey cheeks? but no, no one listens to uncle Lou Lou" Zayn could hear him on his way back.

"Change that tshirt, Zayn"

"Why? I've wiped it clean..its fine"

"Its not fine, I can smell you from here, so change. Those sharp cheekbones don't musk the smell babe, change"

"Where's everyone anyway? I didn't see Ed, he's always hovering around"

"Stocking up.." Louis said.

"Isn't that your job?"

"Wow, you're cranky. Still not getting some action from Harry then.." Lou said laughing at him, he sat on the couch baby in his arms.

"It is whatever..." Zayn just shrugged,

"Is he's worried about getting you pregnant again? Just use condoms.."

"No..its not that.." Zayn said chuckling looking at a picture on his desk. Its him, Harry and Yazz. Harry must have it framed, he traced his fingers around it.

"What's the problem then?"

"It's stupid...its fine, don't worry"

"Harold is stupid"

"He's not..believe me he's not. Did you know it's our first year anniversary today? And I forgot..who's stupid huh?"

"You're not stupid, babe. You forgot, you've just had a baby, so your mind is distracted. Its normal, okay. Congrats by the way"

"I beg to differ..."

"I'm sure you'll have remembered if he was giving you the D..." Louis grinned at him, and Zayn laughed.

"Anyway, he's cooking our anniversary dinner tonight..."

"There you are..maybe you're getting it tonight.."

"Unlikely...he's invited our parents.."

"He's bloody stupid. I hope my goddaughter takes after you, the clever one"

Zayn laughed, looking up when Ed and Jake came in.

"Hi, Zee" Jake.

"Hi, boss man" They said at the same time, making a beeline for the baby before he can greet back. He just waved at their backs, looking around his desk. This is his life now. He watched them cooing at the baby, Louis slapping their hands away not to touch her.

"Why is she dribbling so much?" Ed asked Louis,

"That's what baby's do, to get rid of germs. So don't touch her, she won't dribble" Louis was slapping his hands cause Ed kept touching her feet.

"My mom can-"

"No your mom can't anything" Zayn laughed as Louis interrupted Ed.

"How are you feeling Zee? You looking good as always" Jake was looking at him, playing with baby's tiny fingers.

"I'm feeling good.." Zayn looked down to hide his face, he was feeling warm all of a sudden. Why is he blushing for?

"Your baby is beautiful, no guessing there, she takes after you"

"Ha..rry...after him. I mean she looks like him. She takes after Harry. My daughter, Yazz. How are you?" Zayn

coughed, he couldn't stop stuttering and nothing he was saying make sense..

"I'm good, Zee thanks" Jake smirked at him.

"Alright?" Louis asked a questioning look on his face, Zayn nodded, "guys can you check our stations are ready for today, just check and clean them yeah.." Louis was looking at Jake and frowned when he smirked at Zayn.

"What's that about?" He asked Zayn

"What's what, Lou?"

"You are blushing. Why?" Louis asked.

"I'm not...what have I missed then at work?"

"Don't change the subject, Zayn.What the fuck was that about? I know you're on a Harry drought right now, but you're not swimming in Jake's lake"

"Yazz is falling asleep, Lou. Let's lie her down while you show me what I missed and I need to l catch up with customer's feedback on booking system software"

Louis watched him lying the baby down in her playpen, he knows Zayn was avoiding the Jake question. He needs to end this with Jake before it becomes a situation. He needs to speak to Harry. Stupid bastard.

*

"They're here..." Harry shouted when he heard Zayn opened the door.

"Hi, baby.." Harry said kissing him and taking their daughter and kissied her tiny cute fingers.

"Hi Zayn.." Anne.

Anne..how are you?" Zayn asked before he hugged her.

"I'm fine, thanks and how are you then? First day at work, Harry told us. Yazz didn't give you problems did she? You know I don't mind having her for the day, right?"

"I know, thanks Anne. She's an angel, she's no bother. She's good. " Zayn chuckled at her, Harry was like her when it comes to worrying and caring.

"Hi sonshine, how are you?" Trisha pulled him in a hug, kissing his cheek, Yaser following behind, hugging him as well.

"I'm fine...thanks. Hi, Dad..Robin" he nodded at both.

Zayn watched as everyone cooed over his daughter, Harry looking proud showing her off.

"She's always asleep though, isn't she?" Robin said smiling at her.

"It's either she's a good baby or she takes after Zayn and just likes to sleep" Yaser said everyone laughed, Yazz groaned a bit, stretching her arms and legs.

"Yep..she definitely take after Zayn.. can sleep through anything" Harry said winking at Zayn,

"Happy anniversary Zayn, I should say" Robin smiled at him, Zayn nodding a "Thank you.."

"Why don't everyone get ready for dinner, while I put Yazz in the nursery yeah..?" Harry said walking away.

"Everything is ready sonshine, just wash your hands and come sit down yeah, get comfortable" Trisha said pushing him towards the kitchen,

"I'll be more comfortable if you were not here" Zayn mumbled, "Hey...i heard that" his mom said hitting his shoulder,

"This is nice Harry, thank you for inviting us to celebrate with you" Yaser said patting his shoulder. Everyone

nodding agreeing with him.

"Thanks, it was nice of you all to come, we appreciate it, don't we baby?" Harry said looking at Zayn who had busied himself with a glass of wine, he hates wine but hasn't had anything alcoholic for nearly a year now, just wanted a taste, so he kept drinking getting used to the taste.

"Zayn.." Harry whispered pinching his thigh.

"What, Cheers?" He wasn't sure why all eyes were on him. How much did he drink, it's only half a glass, pregnancy turned him into lightweight now?

"Zayn..." Harry pinched him harder,

"Ouch...Harry,"

"That's fine Harry let's just eat..this is lovely, babe" Trisha said smiling at him.

It was a lovely meal, lots of chitchat and catching up. Even Zayn was enjoying himself, baby monitor between his legs. They even had a cake Trisha had baked, she couldn't resist she said. Harry cleared his throat loudly, all eyes looking at him.

"The reason I asked you all to come, was just to thank you for all your support, especially Trisha and mom always checking in to make sure we're okay and to cook for us sometimes. It is really appreciated and we love you all" Harry said Zayn nodding along, cuddled closer to him.

"Thank you.." Zayn said giggling, he was tipsy.

"I wanted everyone to know that I have accepted Yaser's job offer and will start working for him in two months" Harry said smiling at Yaser,

"Congrats babe.." Zayn said kissing him on the mouth,then kissed his neck giggling, yep...he was tipsy

"Zee come on, listen. I need to ask you something, come on baby, sit properly for a bit yeah.." Harry said laughing moving him back to his seat as Zayn tried to sit on his lap. Their parents just looked at him amused,

"Okay...but kiss me first babe.." Zayn was trying to sit on his lap. Everyone chuckled quietly, looking at each other.

"Baby, come on later..sit down for me please" Harry sitting him back down again.

"You're no fun.." Zayn said sitting back taking a glass of the wine, but his mom took it off him, giving him a glass of water, Zayn whining "No.."

"Zayn, can you look at me please. There's another reason I wanted you all here. You see, I need to ask Zayn to do something for me and I wanted you here to witness that.." Trisha and Anne gasped at the same time, tears in their eyes as Harry got on one knee, small black box with a ring in his hand holding it out to Zayn,

"Zayn, I have loved you since I was sixteen. The first time I saw you, i knew you were the love of my life. Your smile lit up not only the room but my world. You are beautiful inside and out. I want to spend the rest of my life making you smile and seeing you smile. You have given me the most beautiful gift, I've had the pleasure of receiving, my daughter, our daughter. I love you and you will always be in my heart Zayn Javaad Malik. Will you do me the honour of accepting me as your lifetime partner, will you marry me?"

Zayn blinked the tears in his eyes, mouth opened, he couldn't speak, he was violently nodding. He jumped on Harry, falling on top of him, kissing him hard, Harry kissed back. "Is that a yes.?" He broke the kiss looking at him,

"Yes..million times yes.." Zayn kissing him again, Harry had to push him off gently as he started moving his hips, took his left hand putting the gold band on his ring finger.

"Well, we better leave you to celebrate boys...congratulations. I love you both" Yaser said helping them up hugging them, everyone joined hugging and moms crying.

Harry and Zayn hugged it out with their parents crying and thanking them. Zayn checked on their baby girl a little unsteady on his feet, but sobering up. Harry was seeing everyone out, locking the door.

He was happy, he's just proposed to the man of his dreams. He was tidying up and putting dishes in the sink, when he felt Zayn wrap his arms around his waist and kissing his shoulder.

"Baby.." He turned around, pulled Zayn in a hug, kissing the top of his head.

Zayn hugged him tightly, head on Harry's chest. He pushed him back gently, tucking his hair behind his ears,

"I love you.." he kissed his forehead.

"I love you Haz.." Zayn said arms going around his neck, pulling him down for a kiss.

The kiss turned passionate quickly, both grinding on each other.

"Make love to me please, Harry.." Zayn whispered in a kiss, hands touching

Harry's lips.

Harry roughly squeezed his bum, hands massaging the back of his thighs and lifted him up, Zayn's legs immediately around his waist, arms tight around his neck. Harry deepened the kiss as he walked them to their bedroom, gently lying him down on the bed, hand on Zayn's back, he moved him up the bed and taking his shirt off in one swift movement. He sat up taking his shirt off, Zayn's legs still wrapped around his waist. He leaned down kissing and sucking his neck, moving Zayn's legs around his waist to unbutton his jeans, taking them off as well as his boxers. Hands leaving feathering touches all over his body, Zayn arched his back, eyes closed.

"Haz.." Zayn moaned, feeling Harry's wet mouth kissing along his happy trail till he reached his scar. He gently kissed his scar, saying I love you after each kiss, Zayn's eyes tearing up, "Haz.."

Harry kissed him, getting up to take off his jeans and boxers, taking lube and condom from the nightstand. He came back lying between Zayn's legs, taking him on his mouth without warning, Zayn moaned so loud, hands gripped the sheets as Harry bobbed up and down, sucking cheeks hollow.