(Sorry, imma try to post more in this book, also you all get a little something from Lincoln)

I put on my I guess gym clothes on so I can do a bit of a workout since I have time before I go to school

I put that on and my running shoes to, then I notice the white box yuri gave me, once I open it I saw two things, around sunglasses and a choker which to me just looks like a collar.

'Uuh-..well I guess I'll wear them..' I think to myself but for now I put the (ok so I'll call them shads coz its shorter) shads on my desk and I put the on around my neck- 'somehow I feel like a cat-' I think to myself.

(And his workout clothes)

As I leave my room, I think back of what Gabe was telling me before he had to leave, then I shook that out of my head and I go for a run for a bit

As I do my running I think back about my past self and sometimes I wonder how the hell did I turn out like this?..

I sigh a little as I run and do a few or more laps around the dormitory building

The time right now is 5am this usually my running hours and work out hours to, I do a few or more laps and then I do some pushes up 20 3sets then 15 sit ups 4x and so on

After those I go inside to my room and to pull up on my bed since it a little different then most others, it's strong so it should be fine and after that I lifts some of my weights I brought with me 25 5x or less if I feel like it and lastly I do a few squats just 10 3x is good for me

'Time to hit the bath..' I think to myself before taking a big drink of my water since I was working up a sweat I look at the time and it's just now 6am, I take the choker off so I dont forget it in the bathroom then take my uniform to change in there.

(A Lil timeskip)

After showering/bathing, drying myself off and getting dress I go to my room to get my things ready, I put the choker back on and I think of wearing these shades

"Have you told then your adopted?" My brain thought and I frown putting the shades down "whyd he bring that all adopted shit up.." I said and wish I'd brought my punching bag here with me.

It's now 7am and everyone walking to school, Lincoln walking kinda sulking mostly cause he's tired as usual but now know why

He let's out a yawn his hair messy as always, he didn't wear the shades since it's not that sunny out, just a little cloudy is all but he wore the collar-(ahem) choker

It made what any other bell noise it made as he walks

(P.S: guys ik I mess the years wrong, I haven't this manga for awhile now and I forgot tono and the two others are first years so pls just act like through out that whole book their first years ok pls and ty and sorry for confusing you all)

As he walks he hears tono calling him "Lincoln! Morning" he says "Hey morning" he says tiredly "how'd you sleep? Was it nice spending time with your brother?" He asks kindly

"Yeah..it was" he said softly looking down a bit "..did you two have a fight?.." he asks worriedly "no no, we didn't don't worry about it taka-san" he says petting him

They make to class after walking into the school and so on, but Lincoln passes out not able to pay attention once again.

Lincoln pov:

I was in the (----) middle school train and that, as I am some older kids come up to me "hey you! (---)hair!" A boy shouted to me "hm?" I slightly and accidentally glared at him

"You think your all that cause you do better here!?" He asks me kinda rudely "um no I'm just doing what I'm told..not my fault your failing that" I said frowning

His friends or whatever surround me just a few "ha!? Someone should teach you a damn lesson!" He said cracking his knuckles "please, I have other things to do then fight you" I said "why you!"

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"Damn this kid strong!" One said "cause I train and work out more then you" I said "take this you little brat!" "HEY THATS TAKING TO FAR HES JUST A KID!"

I turn around and

End of his past

"Lincoln!" He heard someone calling him making him jump making a loud sound as he does cause by his books

His heart racing a bit and his breathing heavy "hey are you ok?.." yacchan asks him as tono looks at him worriedly as he looks at them 'their eyes..they like their looking at me with..' "linlin?.." yacchan call him was all he thought.

I look at Lincoln once I call him it seem like he was shaking a bit and more pale then now not to mention his breathing..

I look at Lincoln and notice his hand his shaking right now and I hear him breathing loud like he had some kind of nightmare or something

"Hey everything alright here?-" one of my friends go to touch Lincoln shoulder but-

I stop one the boy's hand and twitching that and his arm behind his back "ow!? Hey!" My body was moving on its out cause of that..that..nightmare..or dream

"--coln" my body was stiff and my thoughts is running crazy my breathing was slowly getting worse making my heart go dangerously fast "LINCOLN!" I heard someone

I snap out of it and let the boy go 'wh..what am I?..' my thoughts were confuse and I look

I look around and see everyone in the class looking at me "lin-" "I'm...sorry.." was all I said and take my wallet out placing the money "here for your injury.."

I quickly left leaving my stuff, I just need to be alone I want to go somewhere to calm me down and quickly "Lincoln!" Kyo-san and taka-san call to me but ignore them

(Timeskip)

I was punching a wall hard until my knuckles bleed, I don't know where the gym was or I was to I don't know! I just wanted to punch something

'Damnit..damnit...DAMNIT!' I thought to myself over and over as I punch as hard as I can

I didn't know what class I was in and I didn't care! "Why! Why that fuck up memory!...why'd I think of that time.." I mean it's heal its not there anymore but still

I was going to punch the wall again until "Lincoln what the hell are you doing!?" I heard Tamura-senpai voice and he stops me by pulling back and holding me back "let go of me! Tamu!" I yell

"Like hell I well! Look at your knuckles man!" He yells back "I'm letting out issues..or steam..or..I DONT KNOW LET ME GO!" "AND I SAID NO! NOW CALM DOWN!" He demands and turns me around pinning me against the wall I was punching with a bit of my blood on it

He look at me frowning and a look of worry but to me it looks like a look of pity so I look away "look at me Lincoln.." he says "why should I.." I said

He grips his hands around my wrist a bit hard making me flinch a bit "now" was all he said, I slowly look at him frowning a bit "stop.." "stop what?" He asks "stop looking at me with pity in your eyes..I hate it..." I said

"I'm not looking at you like that..I'm worried-" "to me that's pity!..." I stop him, he move closer to me making me look away a bit

But to my surprise he-

Without thinking I hug him tightly 'the fuck am I doing!? I don't why he's upset or even mad but maybe this is ok?' I thought to myself

I hold him and ask "is this ok then?.." 'that's a stupid question to ask!?-' but he hugs me back "I guess...I'm sorry I yell..." he said sounding calm then before

I felt him shaking so I was guessing he was holding back to cry or something, I'm not good at this so we stay like this for a while.

(Long timeskip)

It was club time and Lincoln show up with Tamura looking down "Lincoln we heard what happen in class..would you like to explain?" Akemi said his boyfriend itome standing next to him

Shikatani sitting on the couch, yu (or kashima) sitting next to tono on the left side and yuri sitting on the table

Tamura sits next to shikatani on the right side of the couch "..I do have a lot of thing to say..but I'll only explain what just happen today..the rest..can it wait?" He asks

Akemi sighs nods looking at Lincoln, he breaths in and out slowly and explains only what happen today in class

As he does his body shivers going into that state again he was sitting in a chair as he was explaining, he grips his pants tightly, his lips quivering a bit He was going in that state

Kashima went to touch his shoulder but his body almost reacted once again but Tamura pulls him and hugs him

Lincoln flinches and snaps out of it calming him down a bit "I see..thats what happen" akemi said "looking at this, does it calm you down if someone hugs you?" He asks "I...I guess.." Lincoln said

Akemi asks if he's calm now and he nods "that's good cause-" he takes his shoe(?) Off asking Tamura to let go of him as he walks to him "huh?-" he hits him with it "ow!?"

"I KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP WITH YOU AND YOU HIDING STUFF FROM US HONESTLY IS THAT HOW YOU SEE OTHERS SEE YOU WITH WORRY IN THEIR EYES ALL CAUSE OF WHAT HAPPEN IN MILITARY MIDDLE SCHOOL!" akemi yells "we-well.." Lincoln didn't know what to say

He was still being hit with his shoe(?) "Listen, just cause we look at you with worry doesn't mean we pity you, you can come talk to us, we're your friends right?" Akemi asks "sure we're in a sex like club but still!"

Lincoln looks at them all softly hearing the word from akemi 'friends..' was all he thought as he looks at them "we're friends right Lincoln?.." tono ask him

All of them waiting for an answer

He was going to say----

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A/n: AND IM ENDING IT HEAR PHEW! sorry again for taking so long guys had to think really hard, hopefully the pics we'll show in this chapter hope you all are loving it happy reading!