Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo. Jisoo.

Kim Jisoo.

"I can't get her off my head!"

I sighed exasperatedly then flopped down on my bed facedown, looking like a starfish. A confused and unbelievably infatuated starfish.

Just an image in my head of Jisoo smiling, talking, looking, eating, focusing... doing literally anything can make me smile like an idiot. And you guessed it right! I am smiling like an idiot at the moment.

She's perfect...

As I caught myself thinking about her AGAIN, I contradicted about slamming my head somewhere in hopes of slamming her away from my thoughts or just be a lovesick idiot right here. "I can't believe this..." I groaned out while pressing my head on the soft mattress, blowing the stray hairs away from my face and they settle yet again on my face.

Another smiling image of Jisoo popped into my head, I sighed at the thought of her and immediately shook my head in the attempt to shake her off my thoughts.

Did it work? Absolutely not. Was it worth the effort though? Maybe.

"I'm through with this."

Just as I was about to give in to my sweet misery, an annoyance suddenly strutted into my moment. Making me regret every life decisions I have ever made to even think of giving in. I'm Jennie Kim!

But this annoyance... shit.

"Hey! Hey! Hey!"

"Shit!" I cursed out loud as her sudden greeting finally came to life.

"Ah yes... the usual greeting I've missed SO MUCH. My ears deafens and my mind numbs every time I hear such a delightful greeting from you, J."

Was that sarcasm I heard?

"Don't be an idiot. I've had enough of thinking about how idiotic you are today." I groaned out while positioning myself in a much comfortable position on my fluffy bed. And that means the starfish position, yes.

"Oh? So you were thinking of me? How cute!" Her tone was filled with so much amusement that she actually kinda sounded cute yet hot.

I've been thinking bullshit since this morning. Not Jisoo though!

"You missed me hm?"

A low scoff escaped my lips and an amused chuckle escaped hers. Getting annoyed, I stated, "What? Like I could ever miss an idiot like you."

"Hey... hey... chill there, tiger. No one's tryna piss you."

"You surely are." I rolled my eyes unconsciously and prepped my head on my pillow.

"Am I?"

"Your... ugh... whatever." I brushed her off. "Do you have nothing to do?"

"Oh, I actually am packed with stacks of papers here and there for some... business."

My soulmate actually sounds serious for real right now. And there I tried to tease her, "Oh? Is my soulmate an oldie? A businesswoman?"

"As a matter of fact, I'm not THAT old." She defended sternly. "And you could call me a businesswoman I suppose..."

A few moments of silence and me trying to sleep already but have to deal with such a headache, she spoke again,

"Hey wait, how do you even assume that I'm a lady? Inner voices can be changed y'know."

I nod my head in agreement and my expression says it all that she was stating the obvious already to me. "Hm... I just know." I nonchalantly replied.

"Oh yeah?"

"Then are you a woman or a man?"

"That really depends, sweets."

"Do not call me that, gosh..." I almost puked hearing those preposterous nicknames again.

"Why not?"

"It's disgusting!"

"And shall I care because..?"

"This is hopeless."

I took a sigh. She didn't reply any further which led me to the conclusion that she's out now and I was about to drift to sleep again when an image of Jisoo popped into my head again.

I smiled.

I opened my mind to speak but then hesitated to try but I did it anyways.

"Hey..." I called out to my soulmate.

"Yeah?"

I was surprised that she actually replied immediately and casually at that which made my lips tug up a bit more unknowingly.

And taking my chances, I asked, "Have you ever felt... I dunno, in love maybe?"

"In love?"

"Yeah? I know it's all too sudden but-."

"With a person?"

"Well... yeah?"

"I haven't."

"What?! How?! Why?!" I literally shot up from my bed as I heard her response. That's crazy!

"You ask me a question and now your shocked that I answered accordingly?"

"How can you not fall in love when your THAT old?!"

"I am not THAT old, damn it."

She sounds pissed which made me snicker out loud. Getting people annoyed is so much fun, I swear. Only to those who deserves it though. I sighed in amusement then spoke up.

"Ah whatever." I replied with a shrug. "Still, that's crazy. Not falling in love? Insane..."

"Hey, not everyone should fall in love. It isn't mandatory to fall in love y'know. There are so many reasons why not all can and will fall in love. Maybe because they haven't found their 'the one' yet or maybe they just don't want to be in a relationship at all or again for some reason. Falling in love is just unpredictable yet the most amazing thing that could ever happen to you."

"I-."

"And falling in love doesn't have to be for someone. A person. It could be for something too. Like a sport perhaps. Or an animal. Or maybe a hobby of some sort. Even you can fall in love with an unreal character. Falling in love can be with anything and anyone and it's not obvious at first or maybe one can be just so dense but it's there. The blossoming love. The warm and fuzzy feeling. The way your slowly missing them second by second. The way you'd appreciate every single detail of them. The way you'd think of them and never get them off your mind. The way that they can easily make you smile. The way they leave such an effect on you. The way you'd notice how they're absolutely just the most beautiful and amazing. There's a lot more to it. Falling... is beautiful. Scary but beautiful."

"Wow." I am speechless.

"What?"

"You just described whatever I'm confused about." I gasped out loud and smiled so much, my cheeks were hurting.

"Falling in love is indescribable but close enough to being in heaven but also down to earth."

"That's complicated." I sounded uninterested but interested at the same time. If that even makes sense.

"Pretty much. But still incomprehensible and comprehensible at the same time."

"Your just making my head hurt."

"Makes sense tho!"

True.

"I literally have no words about being in love and all... but all I know is that it is amazing."

"Haven't fallen in love huh?"

"Shut it."

I snickered once more then the realization hit me again.

So I'm in love...

"Great... I'm really fucked."

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