Nor did Arjun asked her to come with him, neither did her mother let her go seeing her situation. Her mother knew Arjun was a busy man. He can't take care of her whole day and the pain she was in, a mother can never let her child away from her in such situation so Singhud family didn't send Tara with Arjun. Tara cried the whole night knowing Arjun didn't want anything to do with her.

She called him late at night. Shockingly the call wasn't ignored like all other times and the only thing she did was cry.

"Ji, please don't push me away from you. I swear I'll be a good girl. I won't give you a single reason to be angry on me. I would no my boundaries but please don't leave me", she cried out but nothing came from the other side. Tara felt deep pain in her heart as it was getting difficult for her to even breath. She pushed the phone away before crying her heart out. How long will he stay angry on her?

After two weeks from the engagement party, her sprain was good. She decided it was her who made things bad and she need to fight for her relationship. If he also left her than what difference will she have from his mother. He is habitual of hiding his emotion and she is the only one who made him like this, so she need to pay the repercussions.

"Will Arjun not come to pick you come", her mother asked her knowing he was the one who always came to pick her up.

"I am giving him a surprise", Tara spoke smiling brightly at her mother who looked happy knowing that her daughter was happy in her life. Dinesh dropped her not letting her go alone. It was early in the morning so she was expecting her husband to be at home.

She entered inside Khurana Mansion seeing everything silent. Everybody was still sleeping or what? She moved upstairs to their room to find it locked. She knocked on the door not understanding what was actually happening.

After a minute, Arjun opened the door with an irritated look only for him to stare at her dumbfounded as she jumped in his arms happily.

"I missed you", she spoke hanging on his neck. She didn't felt him holding onto her making her pull away.

"Why is it so silent here?", she asked him who just moved to get inside the room.

"Ji, I am asking you something", she spoke holding his hand.

"I see your ankle is good now", he spoke making her smile showing him her ankle. It wasn't hurting anymore.

"Where is everyone?", she asked him.

"They went to the baby shower of Saachi", he spoke making her gasp.

"And you didn't even tell me", she asked genuinely feeling bad now. Was he feeling embarrassed of her now that he can't even tell her about the family function. He ignored her moving to wear his shirt which was neatly placed on the bed.

Now, Tara finally knew what she need to do. She wrapped her hand around his elbow pulling him to face her.

"Ji, just tell me already if you want me in your life or not. I did wrong. You got angry. I am trying to make things better but you are only pushing me away. If you want me to leave, I would do it happily. Because I don't understand what else I should do. It feels like I am being a burden on you", she told him looking directly in his eyes but he didn't say anything making her loose her patience finally.

"Alright, I'll speak to Papa. He would get the divorce papers ready", she spoke as her eyes burned with tears but he didn't speak anything. She nodded her head seeing his silence as her answer. She moved to open the door when it was shut down harshly making her jump at the sudden loud sound. He pushed her to the door.

"If you left this room today, you won't ever be able to enter back", he told her in straight words.

"You haven't left any room for me to come back", she spoke looking behind him at their picture. She couldn't help but smile sadly at the picture. She turned to open the door again but it was again closed with a harder push. She could feel his warm breath on her neck.

"I can't even give divorce to my mother", he spoke suddenly making her turn to him. He looked at her face to find it full of sadness.

"You are a grown up girl who only got love in your life. I never got it. My mother just pushed me away from her life. I tried to ask her why it was so but all the time, I came across to ignorance. I couldn't even break the relationship with her because choosing your mother isn't something you can do", he spoke looking at her face which was very close to his face.

He turned moving inside the room.

"Tara, you were my baby. I thought you would understand my pain but what you did that day, it was like you were mocking me showing how you had a perfect family while I don't have one and it's because I wasn't a good son", he spoke making her move closer to him not knowing if she still had the right to touch him.

"You said everything so simply like it was so simple. If it would've been this simple I would've done it long ago", Arjun spoke turning to look at her.

"But I guess I did expect a lot from you. A forced marriage ends up like this only. You didn't deserve a devil like me", he spoke making her stare at him with tears before hitting on his chest while sobbing loudly shaking her head.

"You can't do this", she yelled at him punching his chest again and again.

"You can't always do this", she whispered this time hiding her face in his chest.

"When you wanted you married me in the gurudwara than you forced me to accept you in front of everybody than you married me again. When you wanted me to stay with you alone, you took me with you. When you wanted me to not visit my parents, I didn't. Than you behave like this. You can't do this when finally I Love You more than my whole existence you treat me like I am a no one to you", she cried in his chest.

"I can't live like this, Ji. I am habituated of your love, of you calling me your baby. If you want, we can go back to your mansion but please don't treat me like this. I am ready to live my life alone, if it means to be beside you. I won't ask a single question about your decision. It's your wish what you want. I won't ever say anything but please don't stop loving me. Not when I have started loving you so much. I'll die please", Tara cried looking at him with teary eyes.

"I am a bad person, Tara", he told her while she just shook her head.

"You are the best for me", she spoke hugging him tightly.

"Please Ji. Please hug me. I want your warmth which I missed so much", she spoke standing on her toes not expecting anything else from him. She felt disappointment when he didn't wrap his arms around her. She cried harder realizing that when he wrapped his arms around her picking her up from the ground taking in her scent.

"I Love You", she whispered softly kissing his neck as a smile covered her lips. He didn't say anything just kept her in his embrace without saying anything.

"You hurt me a lot", he stated making her nod her head.

"Why didn't you say anything when you picked up my call that day", she asked him looking at his face.

"I was helpless, Tara. Hearing you cry want me to destroy something. I was hating myself at that moment and considered myself a devil to make my baby suffer. I didn't have words to say at that moment to justify myself", he spoke looking in her eyes.

"I'll do anything to make you feel better", she told him pulling away lightly but he didn't let her feet touch the ground as he made her wrap her legs around his waist. She looked at his face longingly before peppering kisses all over his face.

"I was in so much pain when you weren't there with me", she accepted caressing his face. With his anger, she thought she would never be this close to him anymore.

"So you thought to sprain your ankle", he spoke making her hide her face in his neck.

"And you didn't even check upon me", she told him making him sigh.

"You don't know how much pain your sprain inflicted upon me. The first thing I wanted was to be with you but couldn't knowing your family was there", he told her genuinely. Only he knows how he left her there in pain. He couldn't sleep properly since the time she left. It was like she took his sleep with her.

"Ji, please call me baby. It seems like eternity since I heard you call me lovingly", she spoke hugging him tightly scared that this all would be a dream and he would vanish any moment.

"My baby loves to cling", he spoke lovingly massaging her scalp.

He sat on the bed with her still being in his lap. She moved away after half an hour.

"Why did you ask me to leave? Was it because of what happened that night? You regretted everything", she asked him the question she was having locked inside her from so long. He simply shook his head at her question.

"You enjoyed it. Why would I regret all of it? You get pleasure from pain. I knew it from a long time. The only reason why I ask you to leave was me taking advantage of this side of yours. You let everything happen because you were guilty otherwise you won't ever accept that you like all these things. You would let me do what I want without saying anything and that would be wrong. I would fulfill my dark fantasies with you using that guilt. It would be unfair", He spoke making her look at him with curiosity.

"What are dark fantasies?", she asked him making him laugh.

"Having dreams of doing something which is dark", he spoke making her frown not understanding what he meant.

"I'll teach you slowly", he spoke making her stare at him in confusion still nodding her head.

"Why didn't you tell me about Saachi didi's baby shower", she asked him as he traced his finger on her face.

"Because I thought you should rest secondly we were not in talking terms", he answered her as she kept her head on his shoulder while he massaged her back like a little baby.

"Ji, if we ever argue please shout at me, do what you want but don't maintain this distance. In this one month, I realized how life is too small and unexpected. I don't want us to fight ever", she told him making him pull away kissing on her forehead.

"Okay", he whispered before asking her to smile. She smiled back as he wrapped his hand around her neck pulling her close before touching her lips with his. He was slow and understanding in making the kiss more meaningful putting all his emotions in that one kiss. She thought she was the only one who suffered but that wasn't anywhere truth. He knew how he was suffering every night without his wife beside him. She was literally like his baby.

He was so accustomed to waking up in night to check if she was wrapped in the comforter or sheets so she won't get sick and this was what made his nights more difficult. He would wake up regularly to check upon her only to find her no where beside him.

"Do you want to make use of the empty house", he asked her making her frown before she knew she was tossed on the bed. She was too shocked to understand what was going on in his mind but that surely wasn't something she could think about.

He hovered over her trying to make his intensions clear towards her. She gulped seeing the hunger in his eyes.