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"Daddy look! It's a plane!" Her delicate sweet voice travels through the air, I squeeze Issac's hand, "No no no" I mumble under my breath. I try to turn my body around to walk the other way.

"Darc, stop" Issac pulls against me, his strength halting me. "We've been preparing for this all morning" His soft blue eyes make contact with mine, I feel like he's reading my mind.

"Breath with me, inhale, exhale" We take deep breaths, I close my eyes to clear my head. We're at the airport, me and Issac have just come through security and searching for everyone else who have already been here an hour.

"I don't think I can do it, I'm not ready" I feel my body crumble, cave in. I've known for ages Cindy and Adelaide were coming on this holiday but right now, standing in the middle of a busy room of the departure lounge I'm terrified of a two year old girl.

"Yes you can, you can do this Darcy Elizabeth Winters" I swat at him for using my full name with a little smile on my face, "I regret telling you my middle name" I fold my arms.

"C'mon Darc it's gonna be okay, I'm here - your knight in shining armer" I roll my eyes playfully, "Everything will be okay" He kisses my forehead.

"Okay, we can do this" I nod feeling strong, "That's my girl, lets go" He re-connects our hands and we carry on.

With every step I tell myself it's going to be okay until we're turning the corner and there she is, silky hair, little outfit set of cuddly clothes, rosy cheeks and a smile of adoration at my dad, "I can't-" My breath catches in my throat.

I feel a squeeze from Issac, "Everything is okay" He whispers down to me, "Issac, Darcy! You're finally here" Mom rushes over to us, giving us both hugs.

"Where have you been?" She eye-balls us, we look at each other trying to keep a straight face,"Traffic was terrible" Issac huffs after the massive lie that past his lips, instead we were lying in bed together all morning.

"Issac, good to see you again" My dad nods, the only time they met was at the hospital and I wouldn't class that as a proper introduction.

"You too" Issac smiles, I'm always so jealous of his confidence. The way he can approach anyone without a singe thought. My anxiety sky-rockets when I've to answer the phone to someone, even if I know them.

I look over at Cindy, her hair is tied back leaving a few strands to frame her face, she sits smiling at us, her eyes wide and colour brown. Wrinkles line her face but only a few around her eyes and mouth otherwise she looks young.

Mom is dressed in her 'travel' outfit that she planned out a week ago, which consist of a long flow type Parm Tree dress.

Ezra and Joseph are sleeping on each other in the chairs, Karen and Lucy are passing the time, Karen reading a book and Lucy on her laptop. Dad stands over Adelaide as she plays with her dolls, scooting them around in a little pink car.

Me and Issac grab some food, I have a blueberry muffin and he has pancakes, "Adelaide is cute" Issac nods looking down at his food.

"She is" I mumble, I can see her from where we sit, I look out over the banister that surrounds the little cafe we're in, I can even hear her little giggle.

"I know this is hard but she can't exactly be the bigger person in this situation because she has no idea what's going on, apart from the fact she has a sister, so maybe you should try bond with her" He gently smiles at me, I can see him thinking about every response he makes.

"I know I'm just finding it hard to get over it" I play with my food. I hate the fact that I'm jealous, I'm still dad's child, I'm still dad's daughter and it's not like I'm an only child. I've had to share dad before with Ezra and Joseph but they were boys, I was dad's only girl and that was special to me.

"You'll get there, I was pissed when Amelia came along. I tried to do the good 'Ol sell her on eBay thing" He rolls his eyes which makes me giggle, "I'm guessing it didn't work?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Unfortunately" He shakes his head, "I don't think Ezra and Joseph were impressed when mom announced she was having me, they always say they were happy when I ask them but mom says otherwise" I laugh.

"Life was so sweet as an only child, no sharing the remote, food, bath time" He rolls his eyes at the last one, "She always used to pee in the bath and say she hadn't but I knew she had"

I laugh covering my mouth, "That's hilarious" I shake my head coming down from laughing so hard.

When we've finished our food we head back, we don't sit down for long as we can now board the plane. Me and Issac are sitting behind Dad, Cindy and Adelaide, I sit in the chair by the window which is behind Cindy with Issac next to me and Joseph next to Issac.

"It'll be okay" I see my dad look over at Cindy, he takes her hand and squeezes it, "Everyone will love you, Darc will come round" The hairs on the back of my neck stick up.

I hadn't really taken into consideration that Cindy is probably nervous as well, and it sounds like she's especially nervous about me, just like I am of her and Adelaide.

"Are we nearly there yet" Adelaide pouts, swinging her doll in the air. "We will be in about ten hours time" Joseph jokes as he pokes his fingers around the chair tickling her neck.

Her sweet little voice lets out a giggle, "Stoppp!" Her growing teeth show through her smile, "Daddy it isn't going to be ten hours is it?" She looks up at him from her strapped position on the seat.

"No, Joseph is being silly" Dad chuckles, Joseph sits back with a smile, "It'll be about two hours" He nods.

I lay my head back trying to focus on the workmen outside to take myself away from the noise around me.

Everything is going to be okay.

Everything is going to be okay.

Everything will be okay.

The plane takes off and me and Issac watch a movie until we both end up falling asleep. We re-open them to the motion of turbulence, I look around confused. My mouth feels dry so I have a swing of water, "What's going on?" My voice croaks, I feel like I've been asleep for days.

Issac looks round bewildered, "We're about to land" Joseph also looks like he's just woken up. I look back to see Karen reading, Lucy asleep and mom flipping through the magazine. Ezra is apparently in the toilet.

When the plane finally manages to land we file off the plane, the air is hot and tight but much better then the weather at home so I smile and try to reframe from skipping in happiness.

We walk through the airport, hand in hand with Issac and wait to collect our suitcases, "We'll soon know which one is yours" Issac chuckles, my suitcase is bright neon pink, so it's hard to miss, which was exactly the point.

"I think that's mine" After ten minutes my mom quickly checks the tag and takes it saying it's hers.

Mine follows shortly after forming a pattern for everyone else's, "Issac, takes yours" I point at a plain black suitcase coming round, I know it's his because I put a orange tag on the handle.

When everyone has their luggage we get on the couch to the hotel, I stare out the window the entire time taking in all the old memories. Dad used to tell me all these historic facts about Palma de Mallorca, like how Palma took its name from Palmeria, the town that was founded by the Romans in 120 BC and that Jaume I of Aragon captured Mallorca from the Moors and included it in his kingdom.

I loved and still love hearing the history, I can't remember that much but the few basic facts have stuck in my mind.

The sky is bright and the wide roads stretch out ahead of us, I squeeze Issac's hand in excitement and even more so when our hotel comes to site.

Only a few of us get off the coach, along side us was two elderly couples. The hotel is bright and smells refreshing, the staff give us a warm welcome smile and the guests of the hotel lounge in front of the sun.

"Hi, we're checking in" My mom smiles at the dark haired man behind the desk, "Where should we go first?" Issac looks outside watching the people.

The sun is still shining bright at this time of the afternoon, I'm surprised at home it goes dark at 4 o'clock. "Maybe sit outside and get a drink?" I suggest, he smiles with a nod.

"I'm gasping" He pulls a face, his choice of words make me giggle, "And I'm in desperate need of a shower" I nod in agreement.

"Here you go everyone" Mom pulls us out of our conversation by handing me and Issac a key, "We're all next to each other, on one row" She hands the keys out and up the stairs we go.

"I'm glad we're on the first floor" Joseph huffs with the luggage.

Mom was right about all of our rooms being next to each other, mine and Issac's is in the middle of the six rooms.

I open the oak wooden door with the number twenty-four on it and help Issac with the luggage. Our room has a wall length window and a sliding door for the balcony, a big comfy looking bed with crisp white sheets on and a lovely white and blue wallpaper.

"This is so pretty" I smile, brushing my fingers across the swan that's made out of a towel on the bed. "I'm gonna hop in the shower" Issac nods ripping off his clothes. I giggle looking at his little pile of clothes on the floor.

I open up my suitcase and get him shampoo, conditioner and some body wash. The bathroom has the same blue and white theme, with little decorations and a wide round mirror.

I take off my clothes and fold them up before joining Issac in the shower, "I thought you might need these" I smile holding them up.

"Wow, hi" He smirks, I wiggle my way under the water. I feel Issac's hand run around my body before my body gets lifted up and my legs are suddenly wrapped around his torso.

"What are you doing?" I laugh, "I have always loved shower sex" He kisses my jawline.

"Sex?!" My eyes go wide, "Oh yeah sorry, I sometimes get carried away" He pulls his head back, "Just loose control when I see you like this" His eyes roam my body.

"I think, I'm sure, that I'm almost there" I smile at him shyly.

"Babe there's no rush, there's no pressure, nor will there ever be, from me, it's whenever you're ready" My feet touch ground again so I can wash, I smile at his words.

I have had this weird urge about me recently, I've wanted Issac to touch me more and I've found everything he does ten times sexier then it actually is.

For example, when he was sleeping on the plane earlier I couldn't stop myself from just staring at his face, he looks so gorgeous.

Maybe it's because we had that argument on the weekend holiday and made up? Maybe it made us stronger? I don't know but either way, something has defiantly changed.

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After dinner I wonder around trying to find the toilet, It's sign posted but I can't seem to find it. A bothered looking boy rushes out from a door, he wears a staff member shirt, I open my mouth to ask for directions when I notice the door he's just come out of leads to the roof.

I look around, no ones about, everyone is eating so I quickly slip through the door. I feel nervous like someone is going to catch me any minute, I'm pretty sure this door was meant to be locked but the boy did look rather bothered, he probably forgot.

I climb several stairs, my legs burn but I'm too excited to even notice. It goes on forever, I have to stop and wonder if there's an end but I power on, putting on foot in front of the other until I finally reach a dark red door.

I push it open with some strength and step out onto the roof, I look out at the beautiful view. The ocean sparkles in the sunset and the beaches look golden. I smile and walk to the edge.

"Right, okay" I suddenly become nervous when I look down, I've climbed up four-teen flights of stairs.

I breath and go over what Louise has suggested I do, "I appreciate, my friends" I nod feeling silly, we've talked about going over all the things I appreciate in my life, not on top of a roof - I added that myself - but she said if I name them out loud it might help.

"I appreciate, my dog" I take it slow, "I appreciate, Ezra. I appreciate, My mom. I appreciate, Issac. I appreciate, Dad- even though he left us and started a new family" I pause remembering my new positive mind-set, "But he came back and he didn't leave us for another family, he left then met Cindy and they had a baby and he's happy, that's the main part" I nod. Good.

"I appreciate, Joseph, we're finally in a good place. I appreciate, my friends and the amount they help me. I appreciate Ellie and again, we're finally in a good place and she's opened up to me. I appreciate, the home I live in. I appreciate, the college I attend. I appreciate Louise and all the help she's giving me. I appreciate, all the lovely people in my life and I appreciate, how lucky I am" I smile, Louise was right this does help.

I have so many good things and people in my life. I look down at the ground, months ago I would of considered jumping, flying the air without a second thought but is that fair? Making everyone around me suffer for the sake of my actions, after they've tried to help me.

The wind picks up as the sunset finally falls, I look around me, I look in front of me and I look at the ground before me and right now, in this moment, I have no desire to jump.

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Hi! This is a better chapter compared to the last one. I hope you've all had an amazing Christmas and have a good New Year! Remember to stay safe!

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